I have really bad gas all of a sudden. Also My webbrowser keeps crashing. Its not cause of too many tabs because I reduced the tab count to below what it was before it started crashing.
whoakun
lol i went out to eat and my card got declined once cuz the chip reader dont work and this dudes like ill pay my tab was 60 bucks thanks KIDDO
chilis LOL p much everything is off limits cuz of coronus\
FormerRei@mobile
They have those in Japan?
whoakun
just one on the base i live one on
FormerRei@mobile
Any other restaurants on base?
whoakun
sit down? hmmm none that are franchises
FormerRei@mobile
In general, not just sit down.
whoakun
they got the usual popeyes, pizza hut, bk, uhh anthony's pizza (some gross pizza chain), baskin robins, uhhh charlies subs i dont really eat out so its hard for me to think hmm
>>903994 What are the non franchise restaurants? Like what type of food
whoakun
theres some food trucks uhhh the enlisted and officer clubs are just like bar food hmmm theres some like tea house that does snackage never been so maybe wrong another pizza and grill place subway
FormerRei@mobile
No diner? Man how big is your base
whoakun
im ean its an air base so its like half an air field looks like 5km east to west and 4km north to south
whoakun
i think the officer club has a diner in it but ive never been
Nice They'd be better if that brown part were black though.
whoakun
i wish they were brown to begin with but theyre like 500 dollar boots slightly used for 75 bucks so i bid on them anyways
FormerRei@mobile
What's the point of $500 shoes? Do they make you run as fast as a car? Let you walk on water? Fall 100 feet and land without injury? >>904017 Distintegrate after wearing them for five hours?
that's the fire emblem gay couple of byleth and edelgarde
月
oh okay thanks
Anno
This is going to be a long seven hours I'll have been pretty much awake thirty hours by the time it's I'm already seriously nodding off even while standing It makes me worried before long I'll just pass out while walking around the warehouse
is it okay for me to draw random people I see in public
Anno
like without them knowing
FormerRei@mobile
Yes Ah Wait Might be against the law Unless you live in the US Other countries have wweird privacy laws But you're probably fine
Anno
>>904046 Probably yeah Maybe consider obsfucating their features a bit for decency's sake If you really want to draw people's faces in detail I'd recommend stock photos or seeing if there's live gesture drawing classes in your area
>>904051 That's one option hah hah But even stuff like focusing on the line of their brow or choosing someone with shaggy hair or a hat/hood which makes it hard to draw out the details in their eyes and can help a lot in generalizing their appearance Also if they have defining aspects like tattoos or really particular accessories/clothing, maybe avoid pulling detail from that. If you're drawing people in public you're probably going more for a quick snapshot sketch of them rather than elaborate detail anyway, eh
FormerRei@mobile
This pinball machine is really cool They have it at the pinball arcade I used to go to. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gorgar
FormerRei@mobile
God I miss going to the arcade so much.
Anno
The other option is to just make av -a good lie and have it ready Like to find a community college or similar school in your area that does art programs and think up a professor name And if you're drawing people in public and anyone tries to accost you, just tell them it's an assignment from professor X and to take it up with them if it's wrong. More often than not people will just assume they were wrong and forget about it, but in the chance they don't they probably won't look into it until they get home, at which point they've been duped, sure, but are also long out of your hair
Oh shit Stardew Valley's new patch just dropped with almost zero fanfare Sasuga Ape I guess I know what's filling up my idle attention for the next while
It's a shame Roberu isn't way more popular. He's such a fun, cool guy. He's so laid back!
Anno
Holostars in general has suffered pretty bad from the fact that they're not cute girls It's unfortunate that Vtuber entertainment so heavily favours girls over guys RIP
Anno
Apparently this warehouse orders so much stuff from Uline that they regularly clear some pretty high levels of Uline's freebie offer where you can choose from a set of various items for a free item. It's some pretty decent stuff too. Clothes, camping equipment (like even portable stoves and sleeping bags), thermos canteens/tumblers, even Bluetooth speakers if high enough up So the warehouse basically just circulates around the staff and let's them pick up an item from the freebies. tl;dr I'll be getting a nice 40oz thermos jug at some point in the future Funny enough I was gonna do shopping for one during Boxing Day so i guess I get to save like forty bucks
>>904065 At the same time, though, NIJISANJI's men are actually popular. Kanae is almost to 500k subscribers. It's Holostars that isn't popular, although it's true men are less popular.
>>904067 It probably doesn't help that Cover so clearly separates Hololive and Holostars. Like if you sift around in Hololive content you're going to mostly find Hololive content, unless you pay attention to Fubuki and the ID girls who are big supporters for Holostars. Nijisanji jumbles their male and female talents together so they're more likely going to cross-pollinate eachother's content
>>904068 Yeah, I think that's a big factor for it. NIJISANJI is more familial in nature, where they all work for NIJISANJI, but they're together and having fun with everyone, whereas Cover has a much more idol-like culture.
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I'm amazed vtubers keep people's interest for so long I guess it's background noise for a lotta people though
People love parasocial relationships and being part of a community.
I mean, Gura is almost to 2 million subscribers in just 2 months.
Especially during a year of social distancing and isolation, people really flocked to vtubers I think.
Anno
Yeah they were building steam last year but kinda like Animal Crossing earlier in the year, 2020 was the perfect storm for Vtubers to take the stage and fucking dominate I mean they've been building steam for a few years but it was last year that livestreaming rather than pre-filmed content became feasible And then this year it absolutely exploded There's something here that I really doubt will go away so quietly.
People want to be part of something. Vtubers are a pretty good way to constantly be part of something. Even if your favorite vtuber isn't streaming, there's most likely another one that is, and the content is all similar enough that if you like one vtuber, you'll find the other 60-70% of them pretty good too. They do good jobs of energizing their fans too.
Anno
Plus they straddle a great line between anonymity and personality Like whether you like watching them or want to be them, the fact that they can be relatively candid and personable since they're disguised with a 2D model is an incredibly attractive prospect As long as you practice decent Internet safety v there's a good chance no one will know who you are (Hololive's standards of accepting talent excepted, of course, but even then, counterpoint, Gura)
saturn and jupiter were close last night I quickly forgot when I heard it was coming but it was pouring rain anyway so I suppose it's no big deal that I did
man people love slapping the tokyo ghoul op on shitposts >>904233 astronomy anime?!?
FormerRei@mobile
>>904232 Dedicated It's takes a lot of astronomy grad students way longer to finish their degrees than other physics grad students because it takes them longer to get their data because of weather interfering.
like green shadow I think i accidentally almost said green knuckles or maybe that was another show because time prison
FormerRei@mobile
>>904282 If your knuckles are green you should go see a doctor. Oh speaking of knuckles I have a friend that is missing the knuckle on his left ring finger.
whoakun
ok i dont care what pan suggested.... i called it green naruto... and i wanna creme inside that brown bunny girl >>904279
FormerRei@mobile
There's that one guy who has a really hot mom. The blonde haired guy with spiky hair, dekus close friend. >>904286 Last time I read One Piece was when it hit lile 600 iirc.
Anno
one piece made it to a thousand chapters >>904285 oh yeah she's not bad either
i make shakes too i pour protein into some water and then shake it
Anno
oh I always get dorohedoro confused with drrr >>904290 maybe it's just the powder I picked out but it doesn't good like that i kind /// taste good i get things like powder aren't always gonna taste good though
I had a raw egg Sunday night. It was the first time I'd had one in years. I had forgotten how good they were.
Anno
why raw I mean I've had em raw and they're okay but not ideal and couldn't you get salmonella?
FormerRei@mobile
Cause I was cooking and decided to eat one. I've never gotten sick from eating a raw egg. I don't do it regularly anymore though. I've also never gotten sick from eating raw beef, or raw bacon (not something I've done a lot).
>>904305 You really shouldn't, pigs carry ppapaparasites that aren't in cows. Pig meat has a much higher chance of making you ssisicsick if you don't cook it properly m *properly
Anno
never made me sick though we don't get it as much >>904308 >>904305 you should watch this clip i think you might like it
FormerRei@mobile
Iirc raw ppork is at least ten times as likely to make you sick than beef
Also I find it amusing that the only time I ever got sick from eating something (excluding shit like over eating, eating before going to bed etcetera) was cooked meat. I got food poisoning from hot wings and I haven't been able to eat any since then. It's been about three years and maybe a week since it happened.
Anno
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wizards_(film) going off that clip I might watvh this
kinda derpy >>904311 I think I have two most memorable times I got sick one time I had a custard tart and got sick the other was recent where I think a salad from work caused it like a potato salad that was in date but obviously sitting for too long >>904314 yes maam
FormerRei@mobile
>>904313 I hope you've learned your lesson and stopped eating potato salad.
Anno
they were so close to a decent artwork but they fucked up hr right eye
>>904337 That's what makes facebook such a fantastic service. It can immortalize these treasured moments.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
IMMANENTIZE THE ECCHI TON
Anno
You know I've been thinking about it, and maybe the reason I'm so tired right now is because I've gotten 4.5 hours of sleep in the past fifty-two hours. Even if it was really nice sleep and not that long ago, I could be running on a sleep deficit. But there's no way that could be the case, right
theres this one artist that exlusively draws haruhi his names like haruhi something hes got like over 500 arts of just haruhi in different clothes and outfits
well, like 90 of them or something have been daily pics for the latest novel I honestly respect artists who really like one character and just churn out art of that one character I can vibe with that, you know?
It it like, a PS console or an xbox though? There's no fucking way anyone's gonna port a fucking thing to "the kfc console" without a lot of money thrown in
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
that would be a good box for a ETH2 node if it could take M2s
FormerRei@mobile
https://landing.coolermaster.com/kfconsole/ >>904393 I think it does but do you really want to pay for an i9 NUC?
rook
>>904392 it's gotta be just a little PC, like a steam machine or something
i'll buy a kfc console cooking while you game? dream
FormerRei@mobile
It uses a custom airflow system to keep the food warm.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i9? insane
might pay for itself tho
Kirara 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>Discover a level of gameplay you didn’t know possible with Asus powered graphics that runs buttery smooth, keeping tearing and frame drop a thing of the past. With a first of its kind hot swappable GPU slot, the KFC console will stay the most powerful console for generations to come. what in the fuck
If you look at the size of it, though, how many different GPUs can you really fit in it? Can you fit in a really high end one? I mean if it has an i9 I would imagine they'd make sure you could fit something good inside
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IT LOOKS LIKE MY POMMES FRITES MACHINE!
S C
I mean if you just gut it, you can probably slot in whatever you want
S C
god i fucking hate christmas tho
FormerRei@mobile
I looked up the case its based on, it supports full length GPUs.
For a gaming system, I mean for regular PC use, it's the CPU for sure, but while actively playing a detailed game like, for example crysis, it's gonna be the GPU, no?
in any case it seems bad for it to be at the bottom if you're actively trying to put the heat at the top to... uh, heat... the chicken shouldn't the cpu and gpu both be near the top, away from the other components?
>>904434 the economy has been totally open here the whole time honestly the only major effect covid has had here is that i can't get all my weeb shit from japan although we also have like extremely high covid deaths
So there's also a budwiser console. https://www.budlight.com/en/bl6.html I'm genuinely interested in its hardware cause it is probably x86 with some custom bsd thing on it.
sure in trhe most literal sense, but like "quitting" implies a sort of dissatisfaction beyond "this ohter guy offered me more for the same work" or whatever
Ain't nobody every """quit""" a job because someone else gave them less for more
anyway psychology is an extremely exhausting job for most people we have crazy high rates of trauma and burn out to the point that seeing more than 20 hours of clients face-to-face in a week is considered insane
almost all of my colleagues are like miserable all the time
>>904450 no, empaths are just people with really poor boundaries
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are psychs just generally empaths or what? 20 hours of patients face to face seem... easy
Most therapists don't actually do therapy. therapy is extremely hard
Most people get into psychology to figure out what's wrong with themselves or their parents, and so they never engage with it past a superficial level. They end up being crappy therapists with poor training who just reflect what you say back at you and expect that to be enough.
Therapy is a difficult job. For me, just by luck, a lot of it comes very naturally. For example, I can run process groups pretty easily. But I'm really bad at providing psychoeducation.
But it really just is luck that I'm good at it. I just happened to have experiences in my life that set me up to be successful with this.
If I don't do my job properly, it can put people at serious risk and they can die. Most of my clients are very high risk. And even if I do my job perfectly, there's still a decent chance they'll get themselves killed.
>>904471 I am only capable as a therapist because I care. The factor that most reliably and powerfully predicts success in therapy is the perceived quality of the therapeutic relationship. Because my clients feel connected to me, they're able to open up and be vulnerable and do the work properly. They feel my compassion and genuine care for their well-being.
>>904472 You can't trick a client into thinking you care about them. It's too obvious. People in the therapy room are extremely sensitive to authenticity and compassion.
When clients aren't with the people who pretend to care, they talk a lot about those people, especially if they trust you.
One of my clients had a seizure last week and is now in the hospital with a brain abnormality. Someone who doesn't care about that, even if they're pretending to, behaves differently.
>>904476 Biased by my experience, training, and expertise?
The therapists who don't care say totally different stuff. I know a lot of them.
Faked compassion doesn't look anything like genuine compassion. You can't fake compassion unless you've actually felt it before, and even then, people can tell in the therapy room.
Anyway, saying I'm biased by my experience is like saying an electrician is biased in talking about wiring by their experience. I'm open to be wrong but I am still an expert.
>>904478 Aolso yes it absolutely is, but biased by your experience is a legitimate criticism It's not necessarily taht you're wrong, but your experience could easily be an outlier from the reality
Well, not for an electrician, that shit's pretty static, but you're dealing with human beings, not copper wire
I have more than 4000 hours of face-to-face contact with individuals and groups in a therapeutic setting, extensive doctoral level training, and consult with clinicians with more experience than me every day. To suggest that my experience is an outlier from reality, while certainly possible, is just silly.
I mean, I think it's silly to believe people, in general, can tell the difference between feigned interest and concern, and genuine interest and concern Like you talk about more often than you probably should, most of your actual collegues genuinely don't seem to give a fuck and yet, they're the top of their fields?
no it doesnt suuallty it would cause itd be lonely
but ill be with my mom on new ear abd m y dad on christmas
so its OK
but in jarnuate im gojnna end it
'm gonna stop everthing yknw
its goojna be over so its ok
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"well sc what if you become a vegtable" see I thought of that I have a note on a usb on my pc tells my dad to pull the plug? so if it comes to that, it'll be over yknow? no ned to wrory
the worst pain imaginable is being a vegateale i already guarded myself
cause im bnpt a dum,my s
whoakun
oh ok
whoakun
bnpt is that a personality indicator
S C
b is not a juntian personaility mofifiedr not n no
y'dnt go through this every time! usually i just instt youre lying! and i might eventually but i dont get it I'm nobody! right+
I'm just this thing! this post! i'm nobody!Q
last post aws maybe me but I'm not like A persdon why do you care yknow?
You're weird! Ic are about imats because I think im in love with imats you're not in love with me, yu'd be stujpid you're not in love with me obiously i can't be loved, right? I'm sc garbage human unliable youncan't you're not allowed to you can't i alr5ady had water
I wanna liike feel the despair you know? I wanna feel the apin , but ultimately feel the rush of control of overpowering cause im SICK cause I'm GARBAGE but its what drives me
PANrela
ive got long i can pretend long enough to throw hands
PANrela
long hair
PANrela
no better rush than the one you get holding somebody else's life in your hands right
I want to be in a life or death fight I wanna either live or die beased on a fight I don't even care if they're like youj, a militaery GOON first and foremost i kinda wanna die anyway wso who cares you know?
PANrela
im not woahkun
S C
you expect mty sloshced bain top be able to tell a differece between you and everyone sles?
I can distingusih like imats rika pk me and uh samu
i mean I say all this, and you don't take me seriouly but like I'm already lke decided i'm not making it to march i'm thiking like matyber the 5th of january? that seems good right? no major holiday or nothin just kinda yeet myself in fromnt of a train fuck the conductor or whatever, they knew what htey signed up for`? >>904553 EXACTLY! but especally me right
cause I'ver been on this BULLSHI(T for so long? You can't thrust me You gotta assume i'm lying so once it hpaens you have to just go "I didn't know she's been sayiong she's gonna kill herself for so long I just had no idea this'd really be it" y'know?
I dont' want anyone to feel bad' yknow? it' be best if evetyone I know felt like tere's nothing they coulda done
>>904552 i dont really take you any more or less seriously than anything else i dont really know how long you've been on anything, i come and go a lot here >thrust d-doushio
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I FUCK FUCK MICHAEL JACKSON
S C
>>904555 I've been considering and planning sudicie fior 10 yearws now if not more
no because i wanna DIE i domnt care how oprobably by ehe end of january
im gnnaklike just spread my arms n front of a train
IK can sturvive that! BUT IF I DO AND GET THIS my final mesage to my dad will be to check the USB n my pc rght and itss gonna be likke "hey" "if (m a vegata le +ull the plug "
no death chess, no death fights you gotta pick SOMETHING cool
PANrela
i thought you were gonna leave it at "hey" and i was gonna say that's fucking sick nasty
FormerRei@mobile
>>904569 Go see a psychiatrist and get on antidepressants >>904573 But you'll still kill yourself? That's on the same order of magnitude of bad things you could do to people.
S C
II WOULD MNEVER FUCKING DO MY DAD LUIKE THAT FUFK YOU YLYOJUAR A DASDAHDSI*DADS AD' ADS
PANrela
"dad check...the usb..." anything for you.... "hey" why......
whoakun
have you tried playing futa fix dick dine and dash
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
take ur incel bullshit somewhere else get this shit >>904563 outta here
S C
OF COURSE IM GONNA FUCKING KILL MYSELF What are you fucking stupoid
S C
killinmg myself is a mercy to my parents
whoakun
i, too, hate women have you tried going on sad panda
FormerRei@mobile
>>904578 >>904578 It isn't It's pretty much the cruelest thing you could do to them.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
this shit is dumb stop it and go suck a diiiiiick
S C
you're STUPUID
PANrela
sam the only solution is to challenge them all to chess and ban them if they lose
S C
fckn you samu fcyjb preteding youre the arbiter of morality
I( FCUKJGING WONT itx better if my opartents are informed AFTER i die
whoakun
if u want i can give u the rejection hotline
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
whatever find yourself a less public space and vent it out
FormerRei@mobile
>>904589 Suicide is the most cruel thing you could do to your parents One of my friend's younger sister killed herself 17 years ago and she's been fucked up by it ever since.
S C
but i undewrstand sorry wsamu ill go elsewjere
whoakun
i feel like i said drink 25x the normal amount and u said no the very next post what went wrong within one post...
the one where u mixed some special stuff in with ur roommate i dont want to say it in case ur trying to keep it private
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
oh my that was a while ago eh
i got some more special tickets from this witch girl she's crazy but she got the goods
S C
ANTICOMMUNIST SAMUNR SUTRE!
whoakun
no way u got some from a tinder girl with a broke leg? dude u got an in... canadians are crazy wtf
japs dont like that stuff :/
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i also was gonna get some DMT from her but then i got sick of her shit so probably deal's off now
whoakun
lol just meet up again to get some then ghost her im trying to get my coworker to hook me up with something good but shes like "i flew to jamacia to get anything..."
wanna bet? ill log onto my admin account just to show u
whoakun
heh im doing it now u ready??
whoakun /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
see did i lie?? check out the eeyes
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
oh no
>>904611 yea but then i would have to deal with her stupid shit again anyway she got the cast off weeks ago we went on bike rides and shit
whoakun /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i guess i didnt hear the full story yeah i def didnt i thought u just had the bar date or whatever
we went hiking together did u talk shit behind my back too :(
S C
see samu COWARD
FormerRei@mobile
>>904626 So was it the witch stuff you got sick of?
S C
COWARD
whoakun
how come when i choose file on moe it doesnt sort by date saved even though i have it set to in my folder on discord it works
FormerRei@mobile
>>904631 It is a mystery. Also Works on my machine™
whoakun
on moe it works for u?
月
>>904631 set it within the pop-up window for uploads it's separate from the explorer settings in the folder
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904629 nah that stuff is harmless more the insecurity/crazy part and also our last encounter was not very sexy possibly the opposite of that one might say
whoakun
>>904634 yeah i tried doesnt do anything oh well ill just search by name
bro everyone's got their fun pet things the witch shit is performative and cute the insecurity stuff is about non witchy stuff also she clumsy but most girls are i guess
whoakun
dang its almost tax season already
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
how is it almost tax season turbo time man
whoakun
did you trade any bitcoin or crypto currency? -no heh
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
are you filin in january you got thos estimated taxes? >>904642 i bought some rip me
S C
i alway6 lie right
nothing i sy matters angway
whoakun
>>904643 yeah i usually file the first weekend they let me i get a big ol check cause all my taxes are written off cuz military
FormerRei@mobile
>>904645 NNoNoice I'm a little jealous. When I was a kid I wanted to join the military. Jokes on me though, I wouldn't pass the psych eval.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904645 fuckin SCAM enjoy the cash i paid for 0.0000001% o it
whoakun
>>904647 thats right u stupid canadian pay my paycheck heh checkmate >>904646 theres barely even a pysch eval lol just lie on the paper test boom ur in
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
dUHR I PAID UR TAXES U HAEV TO ACCOMODATE MY WEIRD LIST OF DEMANDS
whoakun
we let u in our free country for a couple years on visa theres ur accoms
FormerRei@mobile
>>904648 BBruh I absolutely need antidepressants to function. Plus I don't want to be in the military.
whoakun
if u get in u can get on them and stay in the army u can probably get them in basic training even the military is a joke >>904653 yeah just microdose LSD thats my favourite meme
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
just eat a weird mushroom and function neurotypically 4Head
>>904663 im jelly i got a baratza encore that's as fancy as i've gotten for cawffee i still don't know how to do the milk properly nor have i ever got a espresso machine maybe one of these days
FormerRei@mobile
>>904664 YYou don't like Chick-fil-A? Also, hail Satan.
FormerRei@mobile
>>904663 My best friend has one that his parents got him in highschool and soon after he got it he was told by his migraine doc to stop drinking coffee because it aggravated his migraines.
whoakun
>>904665 youd honestly get along really well with my brother ur bother nerd coders and everything
hes a little uptight tho he just likes craft beers and hipster things and lives in chinatown in seattle
S C
but moon monn will tell me what sworng with me
wht why am i loike tis
moon wibt fuck wth emme
月
>>904669 you're trapped in dead-end social structures with cyclical thoughts you gotta break away
whoakun
dang a wahlburgers opened up by my mom in alabama mark wahlburgs brother's burger chain
ENVERYONE JUST THINKS MNJOKING OR IM NOT SERIOUST OR THEY DONT CARE
AND THAS FONE
i DONT CARE
ITS FINE
WANTING ME DEAD IS FINE
I DONT CARE I WANNA DI IF YOUJ WANT ME DEAD WERE FINE
FormerRei@mobile
>>904712 I do care and think you're serious but I'm tired of trying to talk you out of it because you act out in response and continue making poor decisions.
whoakun
sorry unless u can lift more than me i cant take u seriously
S C
ypi you dont thin im serpust get rweal
shut up
nobod trust me
everyone assumes im lying because im a liar and a shit human being who cant be trusted because im me
im untrsutrhowrthy
you can not rsut me when i sat im gonna end it im just LOOKING FOR ATTENTION CAUSE IM A GARBAGHE HUMAN
cause im SHIT I HATE¤ MYSELF
I'm the wroth thing
i'mn why nothign works
o,,,,,,,,,,,, ijm wjy evethting doesnt work
FormerRei@mobile
>>904715 Yeah this is what I was talking about. I'm fucking sick of you acting like this.
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if there was no me thne worl wouild work betterr im in the WAY yopu know?
uyhyyeah'
whoakun
how come
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cabt'
i cant reqad too aklcohol
am I WRONG THOUGH
WOULDNT ECERYHIN BE BETTER
ithout me?=
Wouodlj't EVERYTIJNG be better?
nothing woul suffer without me but everything would be better? yheah? yes? right?
because I''m a misrtake? IN THE WAYT? that's what I AM RIHT?
whoakun
master chief you mind tellin me what youre doing on that ship
>>904742 You aren't evil, you're sick. You need mental health treatment.
whoakun
im so evil /pssh im gonna piss on the moon
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PRFETENDING IM NOT EVIL WHGY TELL ME WHYG
FUC; YGOU WHTGY W#HGY WHTGY W YHW YHW TYH
whoakun
why what
S C
WRONG
whoakun
i wanna see a anime girl with a butt zipper like twintalles from arms
S C
ANY MORAL METRIC IM WRONG BAD BAD PERSON
WHY DO YOUJ DIAGREE
CAUSE YOU THINK YO KNOW ME?
WRONG YOU DONT
YOU KNOW A GHOST! WRONG FAOSE FAOKLE IMAGE!
NOT ME
PERSOANLBLE GHOSR!
whoakun
i use the imperial system sorry
whoakun
we do not shake hands in grudge matches low. tier. god.
rook
ltg is a clown lol
whoakun
yeah hes small too does he even lift?
S C
all all flls abd
nobodtg gets to sagyt im bad NOBODGY
IMJUST BAD AS A PERSON
your wrong
FormerRei@mobile
>>904753 I miss that nigga like you wouldn't believe. His trash talk is so funny. Not like "ooh sick burn bruh" funny but still.
rook
SALAD EATIN
whoakun
lard garglin
FormerRei@mobile
"This is a fucking video... to some fat FUCK on YouTube named "Boogie2988." Now, I'm tired of this fat FUCK popping up in all of my fucking search engines when I'm looking for a FUCKING workout video! I don't give a FUCK about the aftermath of ANY of you Boogie fans that feel sorry for this greasy fuck! You fat fucking disgusting:
Ass-smelling
Blob
Cheese-drinking
Crisco-bathing
Lard-gargling
Calorie-thieving
Cabbage-Patch Face having
Dr. Robotnik looking
WingStop eating
McDonalds gorging
T-Rex arm having
Non-vegetable eating
Cook with a George Foreman grill just to drink out the drip tray
Wide load
whoakun
My (30F) husband (32M) thinks it's funny to pretend to push me down the stairs >>904765 gb2reddit
S C
cant fuciing eep track of scree only know youre lng
justiftying jme for no reason
WRONG
WRIBG UIS defedning me ' DEFENDING ME IS WROGN!
causee im wrong right= yes= you win you win
you WIN
im wrong right?
im bad!
im the påronbolesm
FormerRei@mobile
Reminder that low tier god said he would never lse to a smash player and then got fucking perfected by one.
>>>/watch?v=w0oDJDHmPhY I imagine this is funny but I can't watch it because I refuse to sign into google.
S C
I HAVENT DRUNK ANYTHING IN LIKE AN HOUR
im
im tryng
to be useful
but ir hurstg to be sober
S C
being sopber is really åaomfiø
when you cont pass
its really painfl
cause opening my mouithh means I reminc myself ande eveyone else im not girl
im man
and i wanna die
i hate tis
im man IM MAN IM WRONG IM WRONG IM BAD IM A SCUM IM WRONG IM A PROBLEM
S C
eve youn even you think im man i f you hear my voice
CAUSE ITS MAN PICE
nobody's at faut im at fault cauce mty oice is wrong
ITS MY FAULT YOUR NOT WRONG"! TYOUREN JOT WRONG!"!
why does it goptta be other people wo are wrong? IM WRONG MY VOICE IS TWONG MY BODY IS WRONG IM WRONG WHY DOES IT GOTTA BE OTHER PEOPLE?
FUJCK YOU
fucking garbage
jits alwats
S C
LIARS cant trust anygone
ECVEONT LIEWS TO ME
DNNNO WHY
yikh
yih you can just tell me you HATE ME
月
sc please i'll talk to you tomorrow, i've got some stuff i want to talk to you about anyway but i don't want to get wrapped up in your self-destructive spiral tonight and get hurt so i can't help you right now please get some sleep and let tonight be over
S C
YOU WONT YOULL JUST GHOST ME
S C
NOBODY LØIKES ME YOU ALL WANTY ME GONE
BUT YOULL WIN
ILL DIE
IVE GOPT IT PLANNED ALREADY
Iv'e got the thing written
for my dan and my mom
jan 5rth
ill go away NOBODTY WILL HAVE O DEAL WITJH ME ANYMORE
ILL BE GONE
itll be good LST AND ONLY GOD THING I DO
i try you knw? IO wanna be a good person?
but only death can make me good cause
月
i haven't been here in almost the entire year my first interaction back is you lashing out at me and pushing me away if i try to help i don't deserve that just shut up and go to sleep and message me tomorrow in private
remember that this place is public it's being archived by the waybackmachine >>904793 you don't know wha // wha // what i think if you're not going to listen then there's no point in reaching out here anyway
S C
BUT YOU DONT GET IT YOU DTHINK THERES HOPE
S C
tyher5es' n
no hope
iiikm,mm uik IM SHTI I SHOULD DIE
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
sc is always me, me, me, me they think they're in the way cuz they're only thinkin about themselves in reality they're insignificant like all of us
S C
sdorry ill listen tomorrow im sorry thjis isnt fair to you but theres no hope
THERES NO HOPE THERES NO FUTURE ITS ALL BLACK ITS ALL DARK THEES NOTHING ITS A;LL A VOID
MY FUTURE IS NOTHIG MOON WHY ARE YOU MAD AT ME FOR KNOWING THERES NOTHING
WHY WHY CANT I JUST ACCEPT MY FUTURE WITHOUT SOMOENE BEING MAD AT ME
HOW CAN YOU BE HEARD when you're WRONG there is no FUTURE im STUCK
I WILL DIE A VIRGIN I WILL DIE UNLOVED I WILL DIE UNEMPLOYED I) WILL DIE UNFULFILLED I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE I WILL DIE
anyway cheers i raise my glass to the spirit of being wrecked
月
>>904803 you don't even know what i need to say it's got nothing to do with your rants tonight i've been gone all year and nobody knows what's going on i just want to be heard if you don't care to then that's okay we can forget it
S C
ill die a vrign anyway
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
get you a sex hell i'll chip in
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904809 yeah, what has been goin on all year? you never said or i missed it
S C
CAUSE IM A LOSER RIGHT? IM A LOSER GARBAGE HUMAN LOSER HUMAN BEING
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
spank me daddy
S C
IM 28' PROBABLY A PEDOPHIOE TRANS PEDOPHILE TRASH BHUIMAN
UNTRSUTHWORHTY
PUT ME AGAINST HE FUFKING WALL OPR IN PROSNIN GARBAGE
KILL DESTROY
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
Vomit, Now!
S C
im as losereb tirhgt im worthless
imn the reason you hate perople like me
im the problem
im i should die
Im holding eveyone hback
im bad
NOBODY DISAGREES
im a problem
if i wasnt i woujdlnt be a 2i8 hyard old virgin right? =
Mabyter not literallyh buty im part of the problem
ifnnot fornme things would be better
BUT YOU WONT TE;LL ME TO MY FUC;KING FACE
S C
fucking cowards
S C
nobody fucking blieves me anyway i've screamned WOLF long envough when i finally throw myself in front of a train you.ll all be like "oh he finally did hu"? because ive lied long enoguh
and none of you even bleive im trans its all a JOKE ITS A MMEEM
>>904860 i didn't i was lookin at different models and then i was like "fuck it i'll go to store" but now i don't even know maybe i'll get a bunch of Arduino Nano Everys? they seem like a nice package idk what i'll use the other ones for tho i just want to put some LEDs on a wall but i need to have my own space first
FormerRei@mobile
>>904861 The multipack ones don't come with headers. You might want those. Oh yeah I found some awesome dice. https://www.dragonheartdesigns.ca/collections/micro-dice/products/micro-dice-7-die-polyhedral-set
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i only need one with headers if that i have some headers i could solder on
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
really i would love to do the proper thing and just have one Arduino for flashing and flash a bunch of chips and then put them into projects
but well the current project, i need USB comms (or any other kind of comms, USB is just the easiest) so i might as well use an arduino nano
anyhway i'm torn betwen using this busted ass Spark Core i kickstarted seven years ago that is now EOL unsupported but still kinda works it's got wifi but it seems flaky and prone to needing to be restarted?
probably maybe these cheap arduino nano clones will work and then i need to write a tiny daemon that will run on the NUC and monitor the ETH2 state, and write it to the virtual serial port
FormerRei@mobile
>>904872 I thought you still needed to program with with the uart protocol? I have an old one that requires it.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
you do everything over the usb port obviously!!!
FormerRei@mobile
Oh I'm thinking of my tiny arduino without a usb port.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
there's a billion different protocols idgaf
the LED driver i'm using, i'm usin SPI with that and then if i want to use serial it's probably virtual uart idk or something else
FormerRei@mobile
>>904883 What driver are you using? Is it the one I found?
>>904893 seems like it maybe they're cheap clones from china idk
FormerRei@mobile
Maybe but maybe not It's a pretty simple microcontroller
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
it was like 15 bux CAD for the 10 of them
FormerRei@mobile
Speaking of ordering in bulk I'm ordering custom dice again.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
what's on the dice this time?
FormerRei@mobile
>>904899 The Steve Jackson Games logo on the 1 side and a skull on the 6 side. Well, a modified version of the logo It's just the all seeing eye on top of a pyramid.
FormerRei@mobile
It's cause in the game system I use, GURPS for skill checks its roll under so 1s aar good. And 6s are bad Except when rolling damage.
whoakun
whoah boys were meetin at her house then driving together there u know what that means
dang my parents sent me the protein pancake mix nice cant wait to try it
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904909 >To minimize power-supply ripple due to the peak digit driver currents, connect a 10µF electrolytic and a 0.1µF ceramic capacitor between V+ and GND as close to the device as possible.
Oh yeah My phone has the firefox tab number box burnt into the screen.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
yeah yeah you know
FormerRei@mobile
But since most of the time I'm using the screen that box is actually displayed I hardly notice it.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
IMAGINE
.. imagine having a certain part of your screen occluded by chrome at all times
FormerRei@mobile
Are you gonna make your own custom pcb for the final version?
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904924 i was thinking about it but i don't even know probably just gonna mass solder a shit ton of wires i don't think PCB printing is very fast or accessible to me right now
FormerRei@mobile
>>904926 I can point you to some good learning resources, It's pretty easy to do at home
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
oh dude i can do the software i don't think the layout will be very good tho there's like a billion crossings in a very small place
FormerRei@mobile
>>904928 Yeah I'm ttatatalking about MModern layout software can optimize it for you.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i would need like Layers no thank you!!
FormerRei@mobile
>>904930 Oh, that I can't help you with I only know how to do single layer circuit boards at home.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
its cuz i need crossbar wires everywhere for the multiplexed shit
ideally i would have a big socket that already has all the pins wired to each other? i think? idk what the usual solution is heree
yeah so far i'm thinking of have it display current ETH price: 4 digits epoch: 6 digits slot: 2 digits peers: 2 digits leaving me 2 digits for uhh balance? seconds? a spinny animation?
RR *er 86 To represent the fact that your machine is x86. >>904945 That's not used anymore irc *iirc
whoakun
87*
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
maybe i should make one digit the latest inclusion distance should always be zero if the node is working well and the last digit... guh idk probably make the two digits a status display
To prevent it from being too expensive you could make your own single layer board just for the LEDs.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
this is so overkill crazy overkill or i could just solder a whole bunch of wires for like an hour and be done
FormerRei@mobile
>>904956 Okay But remember, there's no kill like overkill.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
this is more for if i'm makin a drone or somethin something nice
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
im watching puyo puyo tetris 2 Arle is ojou sama
FormerRei@mobile
I like the dragon chick. Oh yeah Are you into keyboards at all? Cause recently its gotten pretty easy for hobbyists to make their own little macro keypads Or even their own entire keyboard. Some day I'd like to make an entire keyboard.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i've followed some keyboard projects but i haven't done anything myself no would be cool to have a few extra buttons i'm using a basic ass G.SKILL keyboard it's nice
FormerRei@mobile
>>904962 https://hackaday.io/project/176239-keybon-adaptive-macro-keyboard I have this old giant logitech gaming keyboard I got from a friend (in terrible condition) it has like 20 macro keys I was really excited to use it on GNU/Linux but then it turns out that it wasn't supported by the ffre software for logitech gaming keyboards I was going to map extended net hack commands to it but the os didn't recognize the extra keys at all
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
the one extra macro thing i did buy was a volume knob pretty key if you ask me
I'll probably get a steam card again from my brother for Christmas though so I'll wait until then to buy it
It's on sale 'til the 6th
FormerRei@mobile
Shennzen IO is on sale I'll probably do the same thing with that as Fuck I forgot the name It's a thinly veiled reference to trs 80 Oh TIS-80 Or whatever Anyways That means solve the first four or five puzzles then get stuck on one.
Anno
Bleep loop test
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>904987 i played it a while i think i didnt even print it out just used the PDF
woke up last night to random noises outside in the morning the christmas lughts were snapped snd stolen with empty containers outside threwn around and a hand print on my window spooky