Actually that's not true. It's appropriate to regret a lot of things.
Kannagi
>>591072 I probably will, I am stressed. Parts of my hair has turned s White, I think its stress but i might just normally get white hairs.
Marsh-chan
keep fighting the good fight, Kangers
Kannagi
Thanks, I'll try to ganbare
TN
blood for the blood god
Anno
skulls for the skull throne
TN
now imagine lots of animu cells being sucked from their homes then violently tossed around in a centrifuge until the platelets are separated from tge rest
Kannagi
My landlord is coming over to inspect my place, I have just barely managed to clean everything.
TN
lying down 90 minutes unmoving is quite tiring
Kannagi
I'm skipping a class because of how long the landlord took and I'm too stressed to run up hill to class when I'll probably only have 30 minutes of class left. I feel a bit guilty
Koi
>>591081 Our superintendent is coming over. It's a shakedown everywhere
man i've played dark souls for almost a thousand fuckin hours and yet the B button on the switch version being the confirm button is still tripping me up it's not any different from any other platform i've played it on but my brain just can't accept that B is
Anno
confirm if i'm holding the switch
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
yeah it's weird ain't it
Anno
forgot how good the first dark souls is since i lost my copy 2 and 3 can really eat a dick honestly
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
It's good but I couldn't really get into it when I started up remastered. I'm too spoiled now I suppose.
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
gambatte kannagi
what to do today i should put the new donk city theme on loop and walk around picking up coins
Anno
>>591091 there's a good chance i'll finish anor londo and remember how mundane the rest of the game is still but i'm having a lot of fun replaying it the switch port kinda sucks though
one thing is for sure though the pvp is still lame no animations backstabs that you're locked into don't make me feel good on either end
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
maybe i should get it for switch too never played it still
Anno
Man I hate taking the transit in the rush hour morning. Sometimes have to let two or three trains go past because they're packed to the doors. All the while someone on the platform reeks of vanilla because they forgot perfume is something
yeah, there's no service in tunnels you learn to type fast at stops.
Anno
No wifi on the cars?
Kirara, M.S.
"how primitive" i laugh, though i have no passenger trains in my city
Anno
how primitive
Koi, the Dragon
Listen, not having service in the train is for the best. All technology has brought us is obnoxious people with bluetooth speakers and bad taste in music.
thanks to global warming, a replica of the iceberg has been broken off of the ice cap and is also following the same route
Kirara, M.S.
i should get on the Titanic II and sabotage it it'll be the perfect story
月
>>591189 by sabotage it you mean make sure it arrives safely? they said it's taking the same route so i assume that means in the vertical direction too
Koi, the Dragon
you know what we should REALLY do on a replica of the Titanic?
kirara, why do stimul-ants like caffeine make me excitable and full of feeling but stimul-ants like cigarettes slow me down and remove feeling
Kirara, M.S.
nicotine doesn't really behave like a stimulant it has depressive effects and stimulating effects depending on the dosage kind of like kratom
月
they help me when my thoughts race but i like feelin stuff too that excited energy yknow
Kirara, M.S.
yeah i def dig caffeine doesn't do that for me ):
月
not too much for me either i think i attribute it to caffeine but it's probably just not having a cigarette or alcohol
Kirara, M.S.
caffeine did it for me if i had alcohol with it gunfires were my shit
月
tbh, i prolly said this before, the main reason i ever got into consuming alcohol was the CNS rebound when it wears off it's more stimulating than any stimulant ive had
Kirara, M.S.
yeah i dig
月
i wish i could take my wellbutrin but it'll make me lose my shit again
Kirara are you here? I can't remember the technical term for a specific type of bad evidence.l in science. Like the Err science and reasoning Like when you use stuff you've heard as evidence
>>591211 Anecdotal evidence Although I just found it on Wikipedia in the pseudoscience article
月
anecdotal evidence can sometimes be substantive
Kirara, M.S.
yeah i think people are too scared of it or too accepting of it it's usually either-or
ToN
i should look at all the waifus in dragalia and pick one to try to get maybw
月
i heard some anecdotal evidence once and it turned out to be true
Kirara, M.S.
>>591216 that's an anecdote so it can't be trusted at any level
月
did you ever have those kids in like elementary school who'd claim something and you'd be like "no way" or something and they'd be like "uh-huh i can prove it!" "how?" "because i saw it!"
Kirara, M.S.
that's basically what police work comes down to half the time
Kirara, M.S.
someone said their hickey is finally gone so i said ive got a new one that i can't cover up well so the kids in my substance abuse group will probably have fun with it later and she's like "yeah it was hard hiding it from my husband"
mailed to soros one of soros' employees opened it and luckily it didn't go off otherwise the person would be very dead
月
setup i wonder?
Kirara, M.S.
im guessing real false flag doesn't make sense and trump has been screaming about soros for two weeks now and there's been a lot of violence from some right wing groups lately
Kirara, M.S.
especially in NYC
Anno
Being pretty tired kind of messes with me in an almost senile way. I can get suddenly worried about not feeling my phone in my pocket - despite holding it, clearly iny field of view, in my hand.
wow i cant believe i found myself missing that NEET a little bit now
Koi, the Dragon
what if I chased power
what if I actually became general
TN
>>591224 i akways wonder about the mail bomvers don't tgey realise even low level big wigs have people to sort their mail for them >>591235 then you will send young men to die
>>591236 not that kind of general Train General General Superintendent A level further beyond
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
koi koi general
Koi, the Dragon
I can become power
Koi, the DragonYuu
hello hello
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
hello rika
TN !PcAPtAiNJoKirara, M.S.
as expected, the kids in my group today were very excited about my hickey
Yuu
It seems like that sort of thing happens to you a lot.
Kirara, M.S.
Getting hickies? I can usually hide them but I couldn't today.
The kids get so riled up about it. It's really silly. My boss was making fun of me for it, too. And my colleague made me explain what a hickey is to the group.
The adults don't even care about it, though.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>kek >on launch dlc characters and season pass for soul calibur 6
Yuu
I feel like there was more I wanted to get from Amazon but I can't remember.
>>591249 And attracting people who want to give them to you.
Kirara, M.S.
>>591251 It was only occasional with Teacup. With Fish, it's like every day.
Yuu
It's funny they both mark that way.
月
i dont really understand people are weird
Yuu
Ordered my new planner. It's pretty late in the day already. I guess I did get home a bit late.
>>591254 I can get it, it's about marking. It's possessive behavior. I'm possessive too.
Kirara, M.S.
It's usually possessive girls that have a chance with me because I shut out romantic interests until one of them smashes my defenses like Fish or Teacup.
月
>>591255 do you pee in front of your doorway to let people know that it's your room too
月
well im not bashin it just seems like a really strange thing to me i get the marking but to actually give someone a hickey seems really bizarre and kinda gross
Yuu
>>591257 No, not usually. I do dislike it when people are up in my space though. My bedroom is my place.
Kirara, M.S.
How do you usually mark your property, Rika?
月
i bet with a label maker or rubber stamp like any sane person
月
i used a soldering iron to burn my name into a leather jacket once
Anno
subdermal tagging probably
Kirara, M.S.
Rika has a lot of self-control, I bet She probably doesn't mark her prey with anything but a ring
Anno
she punches a logo into them? that's pretty metal
Anno
She marks what is hers on a psychic level, ensuring it is socially clear who is her properties.
Yuu
>>591260 Usually just with little things here and there so everyone understands what's going on.
I don't think fish is cut out for it since it's quiet subtle manipulation kinda stuff.
Kirara, M.S.
Yeah, subtlety isn't really her thing, I guess. I guess that's why she gives hickeys.
Yuu
I've caught myself doing it without knowing lately so hickies have their merits. It's a lot harder to give someone a hickey without knowing what you're doing.
Kirara, M.S.
As someone who often finds themselves with a lot of hickeys, I think I'd prefer the more subtle alternative. I've got like ten of them. After like two days. Only one is visible when I'm dressed, though, which is good.
Anno
My younger sister is back in town because it's her reading week. And each time she comes back I'm given new reasons to consider how vile a human being she is. I'll be happy if I can avoid being around a table for dinner with her.
Kirara, M.S.
what did she do
Anno
I didn't wake up early enough to catch the context of the dialogue but she was talking with my mother and imouto down the hall in the dining room and brought up Kavanaugh and Ford. And went way past the isolated conclusions there to say we shouldn't believe the women in these situations if the only evidence is the woman's claim of assault. It was getting me pretty fucking mad just laying in bed hearing it.
Kirara, M.S.
yikes big yikes
Anno
I was listening to what she was saying about the specifics too and I'm fairly certain there's stuff she said that's patently false too. But I really don't want to engage her in argument because she's way too narcissistic to consider she could be wrong, and also because, to quote similar occasions in the past that I've tried, "I'm the one taking university classes on politics and history brother, you're not, so you're wrong and I'm right".
In the past too she's gotten my dad pretty riled up over some stuff she said regarding the Nazi occupation of Poland, which is a bit of a passion point for my father since his dad had to escape the country during that occupation.
>>591278 I don't really know. Before she went out of town for university she was pretty bland on stuff like this, or if she wasn't, she kept it quiet, but considering the narcissistic part of her has remained constant I assume the content is what has changed. My best guess is her last, maybe current?, boyfriend, a guy from the rural parts of the province (which shares a lot of common ground with rural parts of the States for context), got her onto this mindset and she may have echo chamber'd herself by picking up courses on these subjects in university. The rest of my family leans at the least towards Canadian liberal values so it's weird to see her getting so caught up in these kinds of talking points.
Kirara, M.S.
>>591280 people sure can easily be led down the wrong path
Anno
Yeah.
Only barely related but my mother made ribs tonight because she's home and its her favourite dinner meal and man. I am not really in the mood for this intensely tactile kind of eating today. Not that I'm big on ribs and similar meals to begin with but it's really not meshing with me tonight.
月
exploration of an idea and adherence to an idea aren't necessarily congruent sometimes you gotta be in the driver's seat of an idea for a while before you can understand its flaws
月
maybe im saying vacuous things that might be obvious and the natural concern is that there may end up a comfort zone where people get tired of exploring and just settle into the familiar there sure is a lot of context to things huh
Anno
Well context-wise you're also getting my viewpoint which is deep in my own bias and emotional ire. Compounded over the ... I dunno, maybe twenty years I've had to know her over. There's bound to be some stuff I'm omitting that might make it not as bad or understandable in some kind of sense. And I'm also trying to not get too much into the particulars of the context because I don't want to encourage a discussion down that route.
I'm just frustrated because I want to resist my urge to call her out on her shit and can't, so I'm venting here.
Anno
Or well I want to call her out on her shit and can't, and so am resisting the urge. I got mixed up in the middle of that sentence.
月
i think the first sentence works if you consider venting here a form of calling her out, just not in person like when you write someone a letter youre angry at but you dont actually send it
Anno
Yeah, I was considering something along the lines of that interpretation. But I also know I got disconnected and reconnectly mentally in the middle of that sentence so the ending is more likely a separate bit from the bit at the start.
Kirara, M.S.
an ex-cop i used to work with just called me and said he's starting a private investigation business and he wanted to see if i was interested in becoming a private investigator they'll pay for my licensure
>>591289 That seems kind of fun. When I was really young and reading detective novels I was a bit into that kind of career. I think the real life job is a little more dirty than the romanticized version that ends up in novels kids read though.
>>591291 it's not like im in a position to do it though
>>591293 yeah they mostly just spy on people to see if they're cheating
Anno
I remember listening to ... something where a private investigator recounted a story of a health insurance firm hired him to investigate if a women they were providing insurance for physical disability was actually requiring the assistance they were paying for. As is narratively expected, she didn't require the assistance, but I think towards the end of the investigation she clued in or discovered waht -what he was doing and called him out on it. And in his story he kind of just delivered it matter of factly, distanced from the emotional weight of it. I don't know if that's something I'd care to do now, hah hah.
FormerRei@mobile
I'm pretty sure health insurance companies also hire PIs to go through the recycle behind therapist's offices. My dad got denied for additional life insurance based on a copy of his therapist's notes they somehow acquired.
Kirara, M.S.
custody stuff, too
Anno
I think there's some good that can be brought to light through private investigation. But there's also a lot of petty or things of questionable morality that can be too. And by my understanding, when your livelihood is in that field, you don't always have the economic freedom to pick and choose only the things you consider doing good by investigating. That isn't really comfortable for me.
Kirara, M.S.
I probably couldn't do it unless I had control over my cases
Kirara, M.S.
I'd probably be a better PI than I'm a therapist at least
But I don't think that's the path I want to go Fish says it's too dangerous, too
Anno
There's other fields and livelihoods that the fascination behind being a PI can be applied to too. Like I'm a little interested in investigative journalism, and that feels like to me a similar engagement. The subjects are just usually different, and the product is something more "me" than a report on whether someone's cheating or hiding something.
Kirara, M.S.
I'm a snake at heart, so sneaky jobs suit me. Psychology is kind of sneaky.
Anno
I just want to create things at the fundamental level. Everything else is just the peculiarities that engage me more than others.
月
i think of principal investigator when i hear PI i forgot private investigators were a thing
Kirara, M.S.
On Monday, we were talking about a sociological experiment where some kids were asked to label people in their classes as villains, and they found that as those kids grew up, they were more likely to need therapy. The kids labeled villains, that is. They didn't know they were the villains or anything, people just sort of instinctively knew something was up those certain kids.
And someone leaned over to me and said I was a villain. Everyone likes me, especially the person who said that, but it's kind of like, man, no matter how much good I do, no matter how many people I help, everyone can just tell that I'm bad. They know I'm capable of bad things, I guess. It's kind of funny.
Anno
My net went to crap right in the middle of updating Odyssey. Hopefully that doesn't corrupt anything.
It's neat how kids can be ridiculously in tune with things on a psychological level like that. Though more realistically they just picked up on that kid kicking squirrels at lunch or something.
Kirara, M.S.
It wasn't just sociopaths. It was people with depression and anxiety and whatever. Kids with trauma. Anyone who was off in a way that made others uncomfortable.
We're the villains
Anno
I figured as much. I left the or something as open because I'm stuck typing on my phone until my net reboots.
But the title of villain for kids like that feels like poor choice of word to encourage kids to use for that situation. Maybe accurate in the kid's mind, but still a poor choice.
Kirara, M.S.
Yeah.
I understand it, though. I feel like a villain most of the time.
Anno
I got to talk with the professor of my problem class today. As part of a lesson or something to encourage and understand structure, we were supposed to draw out mindmaps of the topics we're interested in looking into for our over-arching paper for the class. Now I have never, EVER gotten the concept of mindmap so I just did the next thing I feel similar, which was write out, kind of stream of consciousness, the thoughts I have about the concepts that interest me. Tight, packed writing because I prepare ahead for not losing space. But she saw that rejection of the mindmap and dense writing as a mental issue with structure and not having a firm grasp on it, and so I got talking with her about that. And since I was on my way to the department her office is in to drop off a paper for another class, I ended up swinging by her office to get more into my issues with the class and it's concept, and got to slide into how I haven't been able to properly interface with the classes' content well yet. I have another appointment with her at 12:30 tomorrow where I'll hopefully build something off of.
And I also checked out the therapy offices. They do have same-day appointment bookings, but you need to call at 09:00 to reserve your timeslot. Since it's either that or wait for the next reservable slot in the first week of November, I figure it'll be better to try for that. The same-day appointments are only in the afternoon anyway so if I'm fortunate it'll fit in neatly after my meeting with the professor.
Kirara, M.S.
That's awesome I'm proud of you for being proactive I know that stuff can be really anxiety provoking
Anno
I did get an unfortunate affirmation of my concerns from before though, that even if I drop the class this semester and take it in another, there's still the chance I'd be stuck with the same professor and not get one with a different array of content to work with. And as a student you don't really know what you're in for until you're signed up for the course and the first wave of information from the professor has come out. It's annoying being constrained like that for a required course for my program. The professor is really kind and understanding about the barrier of interest and how that affects motivation though. Almost to the point that I feel bad about not having the same fascination with the content as she does, hah hah. I guess it's important to try and have a rapport with your professors.
it was all a trick to get you to link me good music you've been bamboozled
FormerRei@mobile
Goodnight /moe/
TN !PcAPtAiNJoKoi, the Dragon
and the award for dumbest idiot of the day goes to me. At 12:00 in the morning. for going to sleep an hour before work without even meaning to and waking up 30 minutes after I'm supposed to be there
Anno
Yeah I know how that's easy to slip up in. Good luck with the aftermath.
Koi, the Dragon
>>591331 The aftermath was already being dealt with while I searched for the book with the number to call when you want to call out sick. My dad just called me and said that they're just going to use one of my AVAs. I haven't used either of the ones from Lincoln Day or Labor Day so today's just a day off for me now... I was going to call out sick and just not get paid but at least not be AWOL. But now, I'm going to get paid to stay home and I didn't even call them.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
hope nothing bad comes out of it
Koi, the Dragon
I guess I can relax.
Anno
Never let your guard down
月
never set your gourd down
Anno
Shut your gourd.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
stand your gourd
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
Hold your gourd sons of gondor and rohan My brothers!
I see in your eyes the same hunger that would take the hart of me A day may come when the kitchens of men fail, when we forsake our veggies and break down all semblance of culinarism, but it is not this day.
An hour of fast food and kebab kiosks when the age of cooking comes crashing down But it is not this day!
This day we feast!
By all that you grow from this good earth, I bid you stand, Men of the Squash
Koi, the Dragon
good gourd almighty
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
that is the best I got
Koi, the Dragon
Better than mine honestly
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I should rewatch lotr
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>suddenly reminded of wc3 bnet days playing lotr maps >people started doing lotr speech quotes mid game >everyone would just stop and let them do their in-game re-enacting in peace before actually continuing playing the game man people were polite back then
>>591366 A logitech one. It seemed the most reputable they had.
>>591367 One for my phone and one for my tablet. My phone has one but it's seen better days. I pretty much just (accidentally) threw it on the concrete last week.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>591368 is it original design or based on a console one?
>>591369 seems original but based on playstation controllers https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003VAHYQY/ref=od_aui_detailpages00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
I prefer playstation controllers because they fit my hands better and the joystick configuration makes more sense to my brain.
>>591371 Not even, I was just walking down the sidewalk outside work and it flew out of my hand.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
HOW IN HELL IS THERE A BIG MOTH a BIG MOSQUITO LIKE THING and a FLY in my house`? I havn't opened my window, with TRIPLE filtering layers for bugs/whatever and
they must fly from upper houses through the ventilation against updraft
My god insects are actively after me
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
Solution kill all my neighbours and insect proof their houses when they are dead
>>591507 i can't be entertaining on /moe/ the only way i know how to be fun is to do drugs and stupid shit in real life
Anno
>>591505 yeah my wage is very high for a convenience store clerk but it still would only barely afford me a crappy tiny apartment and like 200 for food and everything else a month most people that i know in low level or labor jobs live with 1-3 other people to cut costs and afford utilities
月
>>591511 have a bunch of folks been comin in to buy lottos for the thing
月
yeah im splitting rent with one other rn and life is still hard some months i get a choice of heat or medication or food, but only one and some months it's none
Anno
>>591512 at an unbelievable pace yes we've been selling $3000-$5000 in lotto tickets a day and it's pissing me off i hope somebody wins it so this shit dies down
it's great for business though average gross per day is up like 20% people come in for lotto and buy food and drinks and snacks
月
mega millions is a fucking joke too you're better off playing the powerball at 200 million than mega millions at 2 billion they have 80 numbers instead of 60 so the chances fucking fall several orders of magnitude it's like one in 24 or something to even win four bucks
Anno
technically if you had $604,000,000 or so to blow and a dedicated machine to print the tickets you could buy every single permutation of numbers and come out with a 300 mil profit i think that's a pretty funny possibility
月
>>591519 no that's not right i dont think hm maybe yeah
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>591510 Yes you can be WE all have our innate potential as bokke or tsukkomi
Anno
>>591521 it is really truly true there's like 12 million possible combinations of the first five multiplied by the amount of numbers possible on the megaball it becomes 300.25m combinations at $2 each you don't need the $3 extra play option to win the grand prize so if it's over $600m cash value you could potentially guarantee a profit at the cost of the time and electricity and licensing fees for the lotto terminals the real question is how are you going to play 300 million combinations
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
Oh yeah you Ussians have that BIllion DOLLAR LOTTERY going on what the fuck are the odds of it for it to get that high...
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>591523 By having 100 million people play 3 rows each
or more likely 30 million people play 3 rows each
or even more likely as these games go 100 million people play 30 rows each
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
Or like how lotteries work here people play mass games like 5€ for 50 rows of 10 people
etc
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and fuck for somereason I am bleeding from my donation hole
>>591533 maybe the skin is weak from repeated puncturing?
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>591535 I have a thumb sized premanent scar tissue in that region OH REALLY
Anno
>>591536 well i can't really see your hand from this angle so i wouldn't really know you probably hit it on something and burst it i bet
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
If you donated your lifeblood atleast one fifth as usual as I did you'd know that'd exist
Anno
>>591538 i've only ever donated plasma once and it was to help a homeless alcoholic who couldn't get his booze money this month since his protein level was too low not too familiar with the effects of long term donation
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and I didn't hit it there, I now noticed is a fucking mosquito bite RIGHT NEXT TO IT so I scratched it open
Anno
ahh damn mosquitos so glad it's finally cold enough here for those fuckers to die
>>591543 no mosquito can fly in the door has insulation window has triple preventive measures and you'd have to be a microbe to make it through the shit I have on my ventilation hole next to my fridge so only options are the main ventilation shaft in my kitchen and my secondary one in my bathroom
So from ONE OF THOSE I have gotten 2 mosquitoes 1 big mayfly kind of thing 1 moth and 1 thing that I don't know what it looks like, but it sounds like a fly
Anno
>>591544 maybe you could put a metal mesh over them if you own the property anyway
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I don't and also that would be too much effort even if I did
Anno
i probably would if i was in the same situation but it is a lot of effort to keep mosquitos out yeah those bastards always make me welp up like some kind of allergic reaction when they bite
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I don't really are *care
I am just fucking impressed by HOW AND WHERE those damn bugs got here
>>591553 i don't talk to my cats i just meow at them and they sometimes meow back or do what i want tbh
Anno
they don't seem to really respond to human languages so i figured why bother
Kirara, M.S.
i talk to lazarus a lot mostly because i like to talk
Anno
i like to talk as well but not when whatever or whoever i'm talking to doesn't respond or react. the whole purpose of talking is to have the listener feel or think about something, right? most pets that i've had react when you talk to them, but my cats don't give a fuck. maybe they're weird because they're feral.
Kirara, M.S.
laz was feral for most of his life but he'll come over if i talk to him
Anno
Maybe mine will become more responsive as they get older? Or maybe they need to be exposed to more humans and animals they aren't familiar with. They're really flighty when it comes to strangers.
Kirara, M.S.
laz is friendly with everyone
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
I've grown invested in what may have been garbage
月
it's fucking cold
Anno
>>591562 i wish it were colder here it's like 60 degrees right now
headin 2 queens, gon check out some coliving spaces
almost typoed as “coloving” there
Anno
I could do with some colovin'.
Anno
I walked past a girl with a "Keep calm and naan" shirt. And I can't stop chuckling to myself about that.
月
>>591607 are you gonna go to central park and play shogi for $$$
FormerRei@mobile
Tadaimasu
月
someone is tweeting about some work we did on /sci/ like seven years ago ok
月
https://www.theverge.com/2018/10/24/18019464/4chan-anon-anime-haruhi-math-mystery posted 28 minutes ago
holy shit what is this world
月
>The anonymously authored proof (which was recently reposted on a Fandom wiki) is currently the most elegant solution to part of a mathematical problem involving something called superpermutations.
hahaha am i even alive this is one of those goofy dreams isn't it
月
>But the 4chan episode does show that math can be accessible to anyone.
“This proof shows that you don’t need to be a professional mathematician to understand mathematics and advance the frontier of knowledge,”
this is so dismissive the question was posed by a mathematician and there were two mathematicians and a physicist casually discussing it every weekend it didn't show what the article claims at all because it was professionals i wonder if they just dont think real adult humans use 4chan
Anno
People really don't. Anyone who isn't really familiar with the amount of incredibly normal people who use 4chan just assume everyone from it is either a kid, some kind of filthy degenerate, anti-social loser, weeaboo, or some combination of them.
月
i wonder if the press is gonna try to identify and track down that individual for publicity that would really suck for that individual
FormerRei@mobile
>>591615 It's the verge, they're hardly journalists.
月
it's just so surreal
月
oh no they have found my old ragnarok online forums in their search this world can't be real
Yuu
hello hello
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
hirika
FormerRei@mobile
Herro herro
月
hey
Kirara, M.S.
whatever happened to predictability
Yuu
You don't like predictable.
Kirara, M.S.
>>591626 I like a little bit of predictability! The unknown is just more exciting. I'm trying to keep things more predictable to keep Fish happy, you know!
Alice
moes moes
im trying to get a new 4x game to spend months playing haha
Yuu
>>591627 Isn't she one of your sources of unpredictability?
Kirara, M.S.
>>591629 She is, but trying to maintain some semblance of routine in the face of her unpredictability is one of my jobs as husbando
Yuu
yeah but you yourself like a little unpredictability
月
today has been pretty unpredictable
Kirara, M.S.
>>591631 Yeah, but trying to take the unpredictability and make it work is a little hard. Sometimes Fish isn't so good at rolling with the punches.
Anno
>>591625 We threw out the previous causality and re-outfitted the universe with a new one.
Anno
a sudden rain transformed my backyard into a fucking swamp
Anno
Too much rain in a short time can be a pain like that. I'm sure the greenery appreciate appreciates the abundance of water though.
月
>>591635 we offer a wide range of amenities, including a dining lounge, smoking area, bathing room, and a fucking swamp
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
Speaking of which I hope my players like SWAMPS
Anno
Who in their right mind likes swamps.
Anno
I fucking love swamps
Anno
oh wait you said right mind
Koi, the Dragon
>playing table top with your right mind everyone knows you use the LEFT side of your brain
Anno
>>591637 I'm really looking for a place that has a fucking rooftop swamp, I want some privacy and a nice view while I relax in the fucking swamp
月
i wish i was back at my swamp taking a fat ogre shit where's that image
maybe if you speak up you can get paid for an interview or two
Anno
The Triangle
Kirara, M.S.
welcome to there
Anno
Yoooooooo
Anno
Math daddy is my daddy
Koi, the Dragon
>>591648 ...did you math your way to professional citation or something
月
im just typin transcripts man i dindu nuffin eight bucks an hour i aint do nuffin
月
i bought a lotto ticket though
Kirara, M.S.
the twitter discourse is really stupid today
there's a big debate going on about whether, if faced with certain annihilation, the jews should move to israel to survive, even though israel is evil and stolen
and a lot of people seem to think the jews should just lie down and die because that's apparently a better alternative to living on stolen land???
it's really disturbing those hammer and sickle commies are all basically anti-Semitic
I found the reunion bit with Kassanda and Myrinne really, really well done. The emotional pay-off was spectacular. It was also really nice that she was still a really caring and passionate woman after the kind of terribleness that had happened to her. That whole story arc was just really heartwarming, in a game that can be downright depressing at times.
FormerRei@mobile
>>591657 Alternatively we could build the third temple in Miami.
>>591663 Well then I guess we'll just hve to go to Israel.
Anno
>Ancient Greece: >"We must seal up this place to protect it from the Greek world >Modern Times: >"Think Layla, think, there has to be a way to power up this place
Kirara, M.S.
>>591665 yeah like you'd think layla would go through with everything before just assuming she can get in
Anno
Math daddy's voice is great. I just want to listen to him do an audiobook or something.
Kirara, M.S.
yeah same
Kirara, M.S.
he's a bit of a deadbeat though
Anno
Oh yeah total asshole. When he was talking about being disappointed in Myrinne for failing to not get attached and stuff. He's kind of wrapped up in the santicity of his blood. Which would be more of a problem if well, his blood wasn't very pertinent.
Kirara, M.S.
do we really know for sure that his blood is special though i mean people with isu blood have eagle sense, yeah? Kassandra doesn't it might just be the staff that's keeping him alive
Anno
Yeah that's true. I was kind of considering that Kassandra's superhuman nature (I mean she seems to be considered a demigod) is in part due to Isu blood too. And I wouldn't be surprised if Atlantis has some kind of authentication system requiring Isu blood in it somewhere too. After all the Cult took Alexios instead of just killing him.
Kirara, M.S.
i think they have special blood but idk if it's isu the spear proves they have some kind of special genetic marker we'll have to see im only a little bit past where you are ive got the first artifact
haven't played in a few days because fish isn't really interested in it since she wasn't here since the start of the game
Anno
If I've got more time to play I'll probably be doing more of the semi-main quest stuff. Still have a raging passion to go a-murderin' all those Cultists for what they did to Phoibe. I'm close to spear level five anyway.
Kirara, M.S.
Everything we put on TV lately has marriage stuff and it's awkward There was that anime and then Daredevil had some marriage stuff Now Jessica Jones has some
>>591674 Yeah, I've been hunting them down I'm almost spear level 6
Anno
I can imagine that must be weird. Kind of like that joke of watching something with your parents and a sex scene comes on.
Kirara, M.S.
It's awkward We still haven't really talked about it We're just kind of pretending it didn't happen most of the time
Anno
maybe if you ignore it hard enough you'll forget it happened
That's really a thing to brag about to Rosa Parks.
月
man ive got work due in like an hour and i can't focus at all my brain spinnin
Anno
I hate it when stuff like that happens. For me it's more I know I need to focus in on something but I'm worked up and my thoughts just seem to slide off the thing I need to be focusing on. Like there's no traction there whatsoever.
Kirara, M.S.
i gotta take my vyvanse to work or i can't focud focus
i did it today and i was super productive but then im always less reactive socially and i hate that
FormerRei@mobile
I was going to take a shower like an hour ago but I got caught up in an isekai novel series. I really hope it gets an anime. Although I'm sure once it does I'll wish it hadn't.
FormerRei@mobile
The plot is that when a hero gets summoned the two people next to him also get summoned and one of them is a magician because magic secretly exists on earth. But he has to keep the existence of magic a secret from his friends. But it'sit's pretty much like urban fantasy that becomes isekai. But the urban fantasy part is before it starts so its really in medias res. Oh also the fantasy world's magic is super simple compared to Earth's so the mc is OP
月
>>591685 i took my wellbutrin this morning for the first time in a long time i feel generally pretty good and not as emotionally crippled but today is really surreal so im not sure i notice that when im on wellbutrin, i dont really feel my damphs im sure it's having an impact but there's no cognizant distinction
月
i still think i'm probably not awake or something it's like those times you're having a terrible nightmare and then you wake up and you're like "oh, thank god it was a dream" and you feel warm and content in your own bed but just in reverse and i'll wake up in a moment and be back in my usual nightmare
Kirara, M.S.
yeah today must be pretty weird for you
月
i just mean mentally i drank a whole lot last night and expected to be really messed up but i woke up feeling really good and my mind hasn't been a minefield all day long i can feel safe in my own head for the first time in like a really long time, and i went to bad last night feeling really really in a bad place so i dunno
Samu 🔥 !KW2DbpWwls
>>591610 i don't know how to play but mayb e my hat does
Anno
Smart hat.
Samu 🔥 !KW2DbpWwls
oh no i gotta recharge my hat brbrbrb
Anno
>>591685 that generally feels like the trade-off you have to deal with i wonder how it feels to someone who isn't ADD do they feel like a robot too?
>>591695 i doubt they do everyone talks about how great it is
Samu 🔥 !KW2DbpWwls
ding dong the DK's dead
Anno
DEE KAY Donkey Kong
Anno
dk donkey schlong is here
Anno
he's the leader of the bunch you know him well he's finally back to kick some tail
Anno
but I don't mind I don't mind at all I've got my telephone and television I don't miiiind at alll my prefab heart just falls apart when you depart agaain
Kirara, M.S.
my early morning thursday meeting got cancelled
FormerRei@mobile
Congrats man XD
月
https://gigazine.net/news/20181025-suzumiya-haruhi-superpermutation/ japanese news media works really fast wow they did a lot of prep in a short time
FormerRei@mobile
It's an interesting problem. I'm gonna read up on combinatorics and see if I can understand it properly.
FormerRei@mobile
Going to bed Night
Kirara, M.S.月
what's up
Kirara, M.S.
just hangin around with fish watchin the t v
月
nice relaxing night in and cozy
Kirara, M.S.
i haven't had any intense alcohol cravings since fish got home
Anno
That's really good to hear. I hope it helps free you up of those for a while yet.
I'll be going to bed soon, though. Fish keeps dozing off.
Yuu
Speaking of bed I don't like how cold it has been lately, but what I DO like is firing up my electric blanket before bed and climbing into a really warm bed when it's time to sleep.
Anno
Yeah, warm beds are pretty heavenly. But then it's also hard to drag yourself out from under the covers when the temperature outside.
Kirara, M.S.
That sounds really comfy.
I bought new sheets yesterday since something happened to our old sheets. They're pretty comfy.
月
>>591736 i would like that it's very cold right now my bed stays pretty cold too
Anno
I've got a bit of an inflamation on one of my fingers. Broke the skin trimming nails as usual and I didn't bother with a bandage longer than I probably should have. It's a little twingy under the skin around the cut too. I wish I didn't have such grief trimming my nails.
Kirara, M.S.
get a manicure
Anno
Maybe once I've got stable income or something along those lines.
Kirara, M.S.
What color nails will you go for?
Anno
Hm. Honestly probably nothing. Because I tend to swap shirt colours a lot shirt to shirt. And I don't want to pick a colour of nail that would clash with shirt colour. I already have enough work making sure I don't pick my beige-ish shirt with my beige-ish pants.
Kirara, M.S.
You can change the color regularly!
Sometimes Fish fixes up my nails a little bit With a clear coat I can't do color lol
Anno
Clear wouldn't be terrible I guess. The biggest issue is everything regarding polish has a really rank scent to my nose. I can't handle being around it for long.
Kirara, M.S.
The smell fades pretty quick.
Anno
Even being around it for the length of applying is too much! I've got two sisters, I'm pretty done with being in the vicinity of nail polish as long as I can help it.
Kirara, M.S.
You'll just have to plug up your nose so you can get the cutest nails.
>Simply being affectionate was the second biggest (64 percent) and making somebody feel appreciated rounded out the top three with 61 percent listing it as a turn on. hell yeah being appreciated is my fetish
Anno
Who would have thought, that people are erotically drawn to being felt appreciated.
Kirara, M.S.
i don't understand the hair pulling obviously i know it's a thing but having my hair pulled makes me unhappy
Anno
>Dirty talk in English ... As opposed to dirty talk in ... another language?
Kirara, M.S.
insecurity haha
def agree with body hair
Anno
>>591773 I don't think I'd enjoy it either. It's nice to have people touching my head and playing with my hair. But tugging it is a bit much.
Anno
>>591775 >Insecurity >Lack of confidence >But also being cocky
Being cheap is also kind of a low blow too. Not everyone is in the position that being not cheap is a good choice. But I guess it's probably all relative.
Kirara, M.S.
It's a fine line between confidence and cockiness.
It's funny that the turn-ons are all pretty sexual, but the turn-offs are far from sexual. I guess that makes sense.
Maria
>>591774 >あんたは汚いです truly the greatest pickup method
月
>>591775 bad driver and being rude to waitstaff are big personal hygiene kind of depends going overboard can be bad too, but not completely disregard it there's some comfort in feeling like it's ok to be unkempt once in a while or to wear shoes on the carpet or to wear the same pants three days in a row then i dont feel like a loser when i do those things
Kirara, M.S.
poor taste in shoes can be pretty big
Anno
>>591782 Being rude to waitstaff is kind of a universal fuckwad move though. Like there isn't really ever a good situation to do that.
im gonna be done in by fucking 2000-era forums where you can't delete your account holy shit well see yall it's been a nice life
Kirara, M.S.
is it connected to your present internet identities?
月
what if my cringey posts end up on news media people have already been screenshotting it and putting it in with other discussion materials like news links lmao it's makin me cringe to even think about it already i can't delete anything so some fucker can go look at my profile and see old user feeds where i'd update my status with a :3 face
Kirara, M.S.
haha fuckin rip
月
ive never heard the phrase weaponized autism used more than today
月
the author of the article's pinned tweet is that she's starting as the new science writer for verge on this week she really spun it well, they got lucky to nab her
Kirara, M.S.
fish finally comes back home and immediately starts plotting to remove people that are romantically interested in me but still won't marry me
>>591773 The line between pleasure and pain blurs when you're extremely arounsed. This effect is stronger in women because of brains and stuff, I dunno.
the other day, yesterday in fact, during group with my kids, one of the kids said "so, what, you die sooner?" or something and without thinking i just fucking looked the kid in the eyes and said "we all die eventually" and he was just kind of like anxious about it i guess
i feel really bad about it
Anno
gotta learn about death one day unfortunately
Anno
It's about the only certainty that exists in life.
Kirara, M.S.
yeah but what I did was inappropriate and i should have done something to make sure they were ok after i said that death anxiety is at the core of a lot of psychopathology
Anno
Yeah, I can imagine. It's been a part of some of my anxiety issues lately. And once I start imagining the full scale of the rest of my life it's hard to turn away from that and focus on the immediate.
Kannagi
I have a weird fear of death, I also do stupid things a lot of the time. >>591843 Stay comfy! night Kirara
Kirara, M.S.
it feels so nice to share a bed again
goodnight /moe/ sweet dreams
Anno
Enjoy yourselves~.
Anno
>>591842 I don't think I'm scared of death, but I get caught up in worrying about how much time I have left to do things. That ever shrinking big picture is what feels like the source of my anxiety.
>>591846 I can really understand that, I think my fear of death is mostly moments where I'm confronted with mortality, I freak out a lot. I guess also how your body can fail on and have problems without you knowing feels insidious.
>>591922 >>591924 Do every quest on // in Pehpka. I promise you won't regret it. The entire island is hilarious like that.
well, not island, but area
>>591925 Weak! I only slept 3 hours last night. And I'm great. I'm totally not bitter about it at all.
Anno
I already passed by the bone guy you found hilarious a bit back. Though I hadn't kicked off that quest yet so I just heard all the people saying how honourable it is to bribe him off.
Kirara, M.S.
Did you fight the Minotaur yet?
Anno
Which Minotaur, hah hah. I found the labyrinth the presumably actually mythic one is in but it's still locked up. I headed east because there's a Cultist somewhere around Pehpka and he'll have the last shard I need to get spear level five. So I'll finally be able to spend all these ability points I have saved up.
Kirara, M.S.
One of the quests has you do the pre-trials and then you fight the Minotaur and get the Minotaur mask helm.
Anno
>No legendary heroes, pregnant warriors, or actual gods (demi, semi, or actually)
>>591936 Selling trash 5* Wyrmprints Getting duplicate 5* units in 10-rolls I think I have pulled enough Dragon's Brethren to fully unbind one they're all gone now
Kirara, M.S.
jesus christ dude you're going insanely hard at this
月
damn i can't search facebook articles without an account i guess
Koi, the Dragon
>>591938 I'm only insane for this one unit. No one else even scratches 35, let alone 40
Kirara, M.S.
idk why but this made me laugh really hard
>>591940 all my main units are around 40 im going to high level elly though
Koi, the Dragon
oh, Halloween Edward is 35. But I specifically stopped at 35 because those were all the attack nodes.
Anno
I've also only shared it with a cat but yes it is nice.
Kirara, M.S.
a cat is fine too
Koi, the Dragon
Also, I play with Twitch streamers pretty frequently So that helped.
Koi, the Dragon
Which is why I need the S T R O N G E S T Althemia ever No one will deny my power. My first 5* T2 is 50k gold away
Koi
But 5* T3 looks like hell on Earth
Kirara, M.S.
i woke up at like 7 and i rolled over and put my arm around fish which woke her up and then instead of going back to sleep she did something that totally woke me up and then she fell back asleep so ive just been lying in bed for 2 hours now i only slept 3-4 hours but im too awake to sleep
>>591947 yikes i don't even know what most of those are
Koi, the Dragon
i just wanna touch ya and kiss said i wish that i could be with youuuuu toniiiight cuz you give me butterflies
月
butterfries
Koi, the Dragon
If you've beaten the story, (ch 6) you can get those stone tablets from Onslaught missions. that red thing is from Master level Dragon missions the butterflies drop in one of the Onslaughts (Wind) and two of the Ruins the badge all the way to the right only drops in Dark Onslaught Master and the fourth thing is Twinkling Sand, which is event gated. >1.4 MILLION TRICKER TREATS
Kirara, M.S.
jesus
Koi, the Dragon
So far there have only been 7 Twinkling Sands provided by the game So people are only now reaching their Elemental 5* weapons. Since you need 1 to make a T2, and 2 to make a T3, you need seven in total (5 T2s + conversion)
Koi, the Dragon
>>591953 also wow this looked better as a thumbnail
Koi, the Dragon
My current problem is that no one runs Dark Onslaught, let alone at MASTER. It is by far THE WORST Onslaught to run >>591956 There are lots of end game people. I play with a big circle of end game people. I'm in like... four new discords now No one likes Dark Onslaught. It's the WORST PLUS no one even runs dark characters. The only 5* Dark we have is Nefaria but NO ONE LIKES BOWS Even with the new light units, it's difficult and rare to see anyone in queue for it.
Kirara, M.S.
that's because you reached endgame in a month and everyone else is still doing the story lmao
Kirara, M.S.
what's wrong with bows
FormerRei@mobile
Ohio
Anno
ohio blows
Koi, the Dragon
>>591957 damage spreads too much, hard to control (which isn't a problem for me), the force strike takes too long to land and almost every AI unit is programmed to walk out of it before it falls so it doesn't even do damage half the time
Anno
Wow look at that humblebrag.
Koi, the Dragon
It's the kind of thing that everyone complains about with bow and I'm just there with Nefaria shooting things like it's nothing so I'm gonna brag about it. the damage spread is kinda lame though.
Kirara, M.S.
What's the best weapon?
Koi, the Dragon
Depends on what you like but for range, that's wand, without question. melee really depends on how you like to play. Axe is slow but the force strike is absolutely wonderful. Blade covers a lot of ground and has pretty good range. I'm not a big fan of lance. I don't actually use any Sword units. Dagger is uh... >Ezelith '
a lot of people are really upset about the Rockstar games 100 hour weeks thing some employees spoke out and said they were coerced into doing it and although they were told it was their choice, they didn't feel like it was
a lot of people on left twitter want to boycott the game because of it
I have friends who have worked at different Rockstar locations. It's the same. One of my former roommates worked at an RS and was told that it's easy to replace workers with a new one off the street. >>591973 That's why it doesn't feel like a choice. Crunch being normal means "not choosing to crunch" puts you under the productivity scale.
And yes, while it happens with "like every AAA game", that just goes to show just how trash everything is
FormerRei@mobile
>>591970 That happens with like ever AAA game though Crunch time is a norm in that industry
>>591983 I was trying to get my class on time since the bus had broken down and I was super late. as I was walking, I just felt like everything crashed, I couldn't slow down my breathing and I got the most extreme feeling of tunnel vision. also so much paranoia.
>>592001 generally you're going to get paranoia the higher you go in terms of dosage with any strain if you're susceptible to that side effect I've mainly found very small doses to be helpful for anxiety, like one hit (~0.1g) anything much more than that may just heighten it if you're already feeling uneasy
though I've also smoked a lot more and not ended up paranoid, I think it depends on if you're in a situation that would cause anxiety otherwise somewhere around one third of a gram is the sweet spot for recreational use imo, but I honestly can't recommend smoking much if you're feeling hyper anxious
>>592016 You're right it doesn't make sense for an American school to treat each individual member of a class according to their strengths and weaknesses to help them grow into the best person they can be
so in the movie, eraserhead will be a cruel and strict asshole that doesn't give a fuck about who he's teaching
ToN
in other mobage news ypu can get uh this free tome flier woth a powerful tome effect
Anno
bakugo and kirishima will be dudebro jocks that shove the quirky shy deku into a locker and such to torment him
Koi, the Dragon
>>592019 >yall can be superheroes if you let me speak but i dont mind getting paid just to babysit
Kirara, M.S.
>>592019 hahaha they don't do that in japan either
Anno
>>592023 oh yeah good point it would be great to live in BNHA unless you and // end up like deku but without all night
Koi, the Dragon
ALSO this may just be me but there's no way you have ... // American All Might would be racist okay, that's out of the system now
Kirara, M.S.
yeah i dunno endeavor would be racist as HELL i think racists would love all might but he wouldn't be racist he probably wouldn't know how to use twitter or anything so people wouldn't know he's actually an anti-racisr like how racists love rage against the machine sometimes
Anno
i think endeavor is probably racist either way tbh
Koi, the Dragon
So, not racist but rather an ideal that racists imprint Oh, I wrote that backwards someone that they'd imprint their racist ideals on. like Taylor Swift
Kirara, M.S.
or like how in the captain america movie, red skull commented that cap was the perfect aryan or whatever
Anno
there's not enough white people in danger in America for all might to be racist and the #1 hero