I wish I had nice coats. >>566582 That is a cool coat, I've been thinking of getting a one with fluffy hood but they are all kinda gaudy. I could just look for hoodies
Kirara π
this one is really nice
Kirara π
all the rich people have tons of nice coats
sk
You want to take all of my coats and put them in a pile in town square
Kannagi
>>566584 Red jackets look so nice to me, I wish could find one that suits me. >>566585 All the more reason to eat the rich and take their coats
rene
judgemento dess
Kirara π
lets just wear track suits
Maria
I want one of those leather coats with fur on the inside those look comfy and also expensive
Kirara π
this is a really cute coat
Kirara πKannagi
I think I'll check out the charity shops for nice coats in the week.
Maria
>>566590 not fur that white fuzzy stuff idk what it's called
If you are doing it later in the day I can join in, I've got a lot of stuff to do to sort out my house.
Kirara π
How much later in the day?
Kannagi
I guess probably around 7pm, but you don't have to wait for me. my time is probably inconvient
Kirara π
That's in about 5 hours, yeah?
ζ
>>566583 i wish i had some nice coats too we oughtta hook up and go thrift shopping for new warddrobes sometime
Kannagi
Yeah about.
Kirara π
That works for me! When SK shows up we'll find out if it works for him. Want me to send you the magnet link? I can DM you it on twitter.
Kannagi
>>566609 We should definately do that, I'd have to go through thrift and charity shops at this point for nice clothes. clothes being so freakin expensive sucks. >>566611 Oh sure. I forgot about torrenting. >>566613 Ta!
sk
it works fine for me
ζ
i thought earlier about askin to join you guys in watching it but my brain's been weird i think it's gonna be one of those things that i just can't do have to tread really careful ground with my mental focus lately or else it just cuts loose you ever get that
Kirara π
laz won't stop tryna put his tail in my tea
>>566614 yeah i dig if you want // if you feel a little different later and want to join in feel free!
there's all these videos that say like NEVER BEFORE SEEN FOOTAGE and then it's got two million views i feel ripped off i wanna see something nobody has seen before
Kirara π
you see something nobody has ever seen before every day technically
ζ
yeah but i have to share it
Kirara π
when you think about it even if people are watching the same video they aren't seeing the same thing
I like women's waist coats they are so freeing and wear well. I don't mind big fluffy coats but I can't wear them because they annoy me and I overheat easily.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
that's unfortunate that one's really good
Kirara π
I need a coat I can jump around and climb in. Otherwise I end up feeling stiff and too restricted.
Yeah, it should come out in October, from what I understand.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
JAN asked me some stuff and started making his character sheet. I've made a sheet for everyone but you have to log in first to let me give you permissions to touch it.
Kirara π
I'll get to it eventually.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
yeah you basically already made yours I just need to be able to give you permissions sometime. The discord has the new game link
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
meanwhile, PAN hasn't been on discord for a bit and TN is TN Hopefully nothing goes wrong.
Kirara π
Things always go wrong.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
no thanks!
Kirara π
i'm gonna try to see rook AND the grand canyon in november i hope i can
hope they sent a bill to the people who lived there charging them for misappropriated manhours and handling costs not fair for the police to incur those costs when they were just trying to do their job to protect the people
Kirara π
they're not dropping all the charges so im sure they'll still be wringing them out
ζ
do you think you'll want to play d4 sometime i know you're super busy now so im not naggin just curious
Kirara π
i will probably try but apparently the problem was my laptop and not just the windows update ill probably be able to play it on my old laptop which actually has an amd card but i haven't tried yet
ζ
anal mouth dick card??
ζ
where do i get one
Kirara π
you already have one
Kirara πζ
overtime pays 150%
Kirara π
percentages don't go above 100!!!
ζ
thank YHWH for benzodiazepines
sk
Percentages don't go below 100 Everything is 100% of itself
Kirara π
galaxy brain the only percentage is 100%
ζ
the only true percentage is 0 if you laid all reals on a numberline and threw a dart at that numberline, your chance of hitting any given real is zero percent this is the true nature of percentages
Kirara πζ
what's with "never judge a book by its cover" that's the purpose of book covers that is why they exist
>>566724 many things depending on the quality and quantity
Kirara π
Boob doesn't really do anything for me Bare breasts aren't even really aesthetically pleasing At least not on their own
ToN
well honestly anime babe rather than titty wpuld be more approriate
Kirara π
Anime girls don't really brighten my day either At least not on their own Laughing at an anime might but not just seeing art If art brightens my day it's usually because of the quality rather than explicit parts of the content
>>566759 probably not but shiki is fishbrjcksifhsjfuusie
Kirara π
shiki is not fish, let alone a fishbrick
Kirara π
maybe it's time to start ignoring pee-chan's texts
TN
makes me want to shout a command and see if they react
ToN
>>566763 girl wants to fuck so bad >>566749 also because i forgot, something like a really nice bep can put some pep in my step
TNKirara π
>>566765 i told her horniness isn't a common side effect and she was like "prob just me then" or something
TN
>>566767 "he drinks kratom too, maybe right now" she thought while chugging it down
ToN
oh hey tn i dont know if you saw the message on the discord but when you log into the game the first time, ill give you permission to edit uour new character sheet on it
Did you read about the chapo book being like, basically a self-help book, or something by the way? It's apparently the kind of garbage we'd be laffing at if they weren't being ironic about it Which, you know, they COULD be, but also it's chapo so they might be serious?
TN
this one?
sk
That is the book yeah
TN
seems quite an amusing a read
sk
I mean it's chapo
As much as I don't necessarily like them, they seem like your crowd
The worst part is they're one of those ironic injokes that people outside or even inside sometimes take seriously Like people see "go on chapo" enough, and they'll think chapo is like, a respected show on the left
I'm good. I'm watching a movie with friends and texting with Fish. How are you?
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
had a family dinner and got handed 650β¬ to change into hufs
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
so sometiem tomorrow, I will carry 200k in my pocket
reneTN !PcAPtAiNJo
Come to think of it, Yang-wenli has prolly the largest body count of all the generals, if you count it that way *characters in that show
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
also for galactic empires, the populations are quite low something like 50 billion and 30 billion with largest population being on the republic homeworld, being something like 4 billion or something
kinda weird ofc, the constant war might have kinda affected that
Kirara πFormerRei@mobile
We should bring back /gar/.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>holy fucking hell I am going to be so fucking RED this mo... >oh it is sunday I havn't gotten student benefits yet man there should be a word for the sudden acceleration and then stop, like emotional G-force when thath appens accelerating at 4g and then decelerating at 10g
FormerRei@mobile
Emotional whiplash
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
still good thin I signed to my bank, would have been awkward if the automatic bill had gone on monday and then I try to go buy 200k florints lacking the money to do it...
x-men are a natural mutation that occurs randomly in people normal non mutated humans can if rng hits have mutant kids and mutants can have non mutant kids vice versa, atleast I recall that being a thing
meta-humans are genetically enhanced humans into an almost different species, who can if they wish unlock their full potential by willingly using the alien tech of their alien creators an see what happens true their powers are practically random too, but if one never chooses to undertake the operation, they are practically identical to humans in terms of appearances
Kirara π
a real human bean
sk
So like Spidey
Kirara π
spidey is just an enhanced human
sk
The spider bite changed him genetically though, didn't it?
Kirara π
yeah that's what makes him enhanced enhanced refers to humans with a non-birth mutation that gives them powers (although is also a generic term used for unknown assets with powers) many inhumans are considered enhanced humans until they're identified as inhumans for example
That girl has been texting me a lot lately. It's getting troublesome. Fish will probably not be happy about it,
Maria
did she talk about her pee again
Kirara π
No, just the thing about being horny.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567217 basically humans with superpowers due to X -> enhanced humans humans that were genetically made superior and can if they want awaken their latent powers -> meta-humans humans that have evolved to display some weird traits that sometimes are practically superpowers if not outright god mod -> mutants
Kannagi
Does he know you really well or something? shes oversharing quite a bit
Kirara π
No, we've only talked a few times prior to a week or two ago. Well, prior to me getting hired at this substance abuse place. I texted her when I found out she was also going to be working there because we're colleagues, and then she started sharing memes and we were just joking around and stuff, and she was worried about taking a drug test. So I shared tips for working through that and ever since then she's been really open about everything with me. I saw a movie with her because I knew Sorry to Bother You would be a good movie for getting people interested in unionizing, but I guess she misread the signs or something? She knows I'm taken and I feel like I've done everything but explicitly said I'm not interested (because she hasn't made an explicit statement that she's interested).
She knows I use kratom, and today she was texting me about how she tried kratom and it made her horny, so I told her that's not a common side-effect of kratom, and she was like "guess it was just me then!"
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
maximum THIRST
Kannagi
>>567226 Thats pretty intense. Should could just be someone who really overshares, I used to worry a lot about oversharing with people. I'm so awkward at judging relationships I think. Althought texting people in relationships with stuff like that is kinda off I guess.
Anno
>>>/watch?v=Jb94vH0VAek Kemono season two Probably won't have the director though so RIP what was popular about it.
Kannagi
I had my hair up in a ponytail all day to do some cleaning, I just undid the hair bobble and the elastic caused it to shoot the fuck away. It really spooked me, wow.
I have no idea how people can share that much information and not panic. I share the tiniest about myself and I'm worried if I should delete everything
Kirara π
Rika's theory was that this person has a humiliation kink.
Kannagi
Well you did call her pee-chan so I'm assuming shes overshared before?
Kirara π
Oh, I call her that because the first point of reference I've shared about her on /moe/ was that she was texting me about her pee.
Kannagi
Oh.. okay?
Kirara π
More specifically the text that started this was "I'll pee again for you lol" And then "I drank so much fluids I could go rn and go again in ten min: "
Kannagi
That is kinda weird, maybe she has a humiliation fetish or she just doesn't know whats appropriate to share with people.
Kirara π
And then she called me daddy yesterday
Anno
People who design bottled water bottles with tiny-ass caps that you can't get a firm grip on and then scrape your skin against their way too textured cap surface and still don't get the cap open are the people who are committing real crimes against humanity.
>>567245 She definately feels like she doesn't know how filter or work out what appropriate. I feel a little envy, I wish I could just message people without all my anxieties holding me back
Yeah, I think the factor that makes me certain she's into me and has a humiliation thing is calling me daddy. If it were just oversharing, I doubt she'd call me daddy.
And it seems to be escalating very quickly.
A few days ago, it was pee, then Friday, wanting to talk about me and daddy, now it's the horny thing.
Anno
Next she'll be showing up at your front door naked aside from being wrapped in a ribbon.
Kirara π
I really hope not. It's an awkward situation
Anno
>>567249 please tell me she didn't actually Oh yeah she totally did use the word daddy What the fuck
Kirara π
I'm reluctant to just tell her I'm not interested because she hasn't explicitly expressed her interest in me, so it could be very awkward if I do. I've been trying to make it clear that I'm taken and not interested, but it doesn't seem to stop her. Girls who say daddy are dangerous.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567244 >do this with soft hands from getting wet >lose all of your skin on your index finger and tumb
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
To this day I regret saying daddy
FormerRei@mobile
Oh is that what you call pan?
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
I did once while attempting to be in character during the campaign It left a bad taste in my mouth and I never did it again
Kannagi
>>567253 My best friend made a new friend and she calls him daddy even though he has a girlfriend. I just find it a little weird. I don't really want to judge
I wonder actually how big of a mood killer would be "harder daddy" during the act?
Kannagi
>>567263 He's just a bit too friendly to everyone and I think he treats it like a meme.
Kirara π
Is it a meme?
Kannagi
Maybe, I don't know. I feel like a lot of awkward sexual things are memes now.
Kirara π
Maybe I can squeeze another colleague for information.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
what if it is some kind of a game?
Kirara π
I'm not sure what that means.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
for example, what if she is sending replies suggested by an imageboard?
Kirara π
If that's what's going on, I'll have to finally admit that my life is a sitcom because that doesn't really happy in real life
Kirara π
happen
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
it has happened, though
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
I am the ___ guardian
Anno
There is a really good and simultaneously really bad fill-in for that blank.
FormerRei@mobile
>>567272 Come on man /adv/ is a real thing. It's totally possible.
Kannagi
It would just be the latest in Kirara's sitcom life saga.
Kirara π
>>567277 Nobody in a doctorate of psychology program with a masters is going to be doing that. The scenario is totally unrealistic.
>>567280 No, I wouldn't be surprised, but I do know that people with strong social skills who live normie lifestyles don't go to /adv/ and ask for advice on how to court people.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
You'd be surprised that being highly educated and not doing stupid things aren't exclusive
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567279 well taking it to a lower level, it might be just group chat of her friends
Kannagi
I doubt she's taking instructions from internet to basically troll one of her co-workers. she sounds like she just inappropriate with her conversations and is crushing possibly? I
This >>567282 is the most likely scenario, although I'd use a more definite word than possibly.
Nobody is going to cause drama and trouble by trying to fuck with well-liked colleagues. Maybe a stranger, but definitely not someone you see nearly every day.
Kirara π
She also started talking a lot of shit about cops after I did which suggests she's interested because I've never heard her talk shit about them. And she wasn't disturbed by my radical rhetoric when I used it, which is unusual.
Koi@Condolance
oh no did you catch a morpher
Anno
Reminds me a bit of my sister, who never had a particular interest in country "culture" and then as soon as she got herself a farmboy boyfriend suddenly went all out with the liking pick-up trucks and bad country music and wanting to shoot guns.
Like, most gangs are off tonight because it Labor Day but it's our coverage year. And it really sucks >>567298 Yes + an AVA so I get to take a extra day to take off whenever I feel like it.
Kirara π
aw shit holiday pay?
Kirara π
Oh, nice,
Koi@Condolance
OH. AND THE STEEL PAN BAND THAT CF USED TO BE IN WON FIRST PLACE LAST NIGHT
Kirara π
But she's not in it anymore?
Koi@Condolance
Nah, but they're cool people
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
steel pan band
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
PAN's steel abs
Kirara π
Fish is gonna be really mad when I tell her about pee-chan.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
blue I think you've infiltrated my thoughts because I'm tempted to build a new team that contains Mia Nephenee and Micaiah.
Maria
>>567305 I wonder how she'll take it when you tell her you saw a movie together
Kirara π
She probably won't be mad since I had political reasons for it. Fish knows I'm a schemer.
Yuu
I'm sure she'll understand that girls that girl has no chance and will be fine
Kirara π
She'll understand that, but Fish is pretty possessive. She'll probably want to do something about pee-chan.
But I'm also worried it's more complicated than just pee-chan because she told me that guy that's been hitting on me for a while now is growing kratom she plans to use. So that's two people seemingly interested in me and a drug that allegedly makes her horny. It's probably a coincidence but I don't know.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
there will be blood
Kannagi
>>567310 Your life is full of suprises! I don't ever get bored hearing about the events happening with you.
>>567315 Yeah, it's not. I told her it's not and she said "it must just be me" or something. But she thinks it makes her horny because she got horny while using it. I've never heard of anyone getting horny from kratom.
i wouldn't even want to hear about that who tells people that that's fucking weird
Anno
>>567316 Yeah. It might make those two years a bit more stressful than necessary. In your place I'd take some solace in knowing when I can wash my hands clean of it all though.
Kirara π
>>567317 This is the girl that told me about her urine, said "I'll pee for you", and called me daddy. It's very uncomfortable
Kannagi
>>567316 Well you give me second hand anxiety too, I am just amazing, You could be the main character in Real Life (tm) and I'm a side mob who happens to be on the same imageboard.
Kirara π
>>567320 You'd be a party member at least. You're def not some rando NPC!
>>567318 Yeah, I guess. But what if they get internships near me? There's a lot of uncertainty.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567321 you just havn't run out of our pre-written conversations yet
Kannagi
>>567320 *amazed accidental self-praise wow >>567321 We can be like that imageboard on DRRR, all working together!
Kirara π
I just want a quiet life. I don't know why I'm always ending up in weird situations like this. It's really not fair.
You'll just have to turn into unlikable MC and then eventually you'll stop being one
Maria
All I want is to be the cool rival character that joins forces with the mc near the end of the show to take down a greater evil
>>567347 That's not how the rival works at all The rival keeps getting stronger They're the mcs mirror image Worf is the MCs ally
Kannagi
Unlikable MCs are like the most popular.
>>567345 I would have thought hearing about her pee would be a huge put off.
Yuu
Objectively speaking, is she cute?
Kirara π
I can confidently say she's not particularly attractive. She's one of those pear-shaped girls that are kind of heavy but not really overweight, and she's got that stereotypical Italian face.
>>567342 I don't know how to be unlikable. I have a natural charisma.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567343 and get BITCH SLAPPED to prove how much stronger the MC is now than he was in the past you will be WORF
>>567351 i feel like i'd be annoyed even faster by someone who's cute if they're kind of pudgy or unsightly i'd subconsciously give them sympathy points and be less irritated i think
His english is pretty bad but mine isn't amazing, I mispell things all the time >>567371 Please, my brain autocompletes my words without me realising.
Koi@Condolance
>>567367 Just say you're not comfortable with any of that. >mispell
Maria
>>567367 Just say no If you say things like "I'm too poor for the train" they'll assume that just being poor is the only obstacle and start trying to offer you money You gotta shut em down
>>567397 Unfortunately. I never asked for this life.
ζ
i get weirdo interactions on discord all the time it's kind of fun i tell em to leave me alone because my internet boyfriend doesn't like it and he says he's gonna beat you up!! and i act increasingly angry and SHOUT but it's really just funny
I had a bunch of capacitors, a consume, and like 3 or 4 holograms And I just kept pulling them back And with discovery I was able to get a good card like barrage now and then too EXTREMELY STRONG
Endroll is pretty fantastic. Wadanohara I have an affinity for
Kirara π
>>567449 >crossplaying astolfo is a male and presents as male
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
>>567453 alright look he also does Shimakaze and Hestia and he also labels himself on Twitter as a Crossplayer
Alice
>>567453 yeah, i dont get it he only ever tries to hide his gender on the info screen as a joke. but he gets called "he" and i think he uses boku? im not sure. >>567457 cosplaying unless it was a girl who were dressing as him, i guess.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
astolfo even is a male name
Kirara π
>>567454 how the fuck anyone well astolfo ain't a girl so he's not crossplaying as astolfo
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
also 9S so you have an ok point but I think the technicality isn't important.
>>567485 so how'd you do it i am asking for a friend
Kirara π
You use a Nu Bra. It's a strapless adhesive bra. You put it on and then sort of pinch together skin from under your arm, like between your chest and armpit, to fill the Nu Bra. It creates the illusion of breasts. Then you put a real bra over it. well, a normal bra over it It's easy.
AliceKannagi
All you really need is estrogen and a few months.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567491 Oh shit the cheatbra I remember when it came out, had a lot of meme pics pop up for a while
I can pass so I'm pretty good at disguises. I can switch genders in like ten minutes if I have my stuff ready. I'm not very good at makeup, but I can do good enough.
The biggest thing is that I don't have any good wigs. I have two that are okay, but I have to wear a hat with them or a hoodie, or they don't look realistic up close. They're good for fooling security cameras, though.
Not that I'd ever need to do that.
>>567502 It's the power of being very healthy. If you've got the body for it, you can swap easily. My body is somewhat androgynous because I'm small and fit and just have a good body type. My legs are my best feature and I can ride off that easily.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>567508 just wear some cosplayer wig and pose as a sjw
>>567508 I wish I was smol and pretty. My hair probably my best feature, it can get really bouncy and curly which is nice
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I am too much of a bear to in anyway without intense makeup session and hair removal to remotely pass for a woman
Maria
looks are all just for show anyway
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and I am the greatest showman
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I toyed around watching that movie, cause huge jack but the music is just too poppy for me
Kirara π
>>567511 You can ride on good looks /// good legs really easily. I keep my hair short, usually.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
nice
Kannagi
>>567516 I sometimes let my hair down but I've been having it up in a ponytail recently. I am jealous of your legs, I don't really have a lot of confidence in any part of me. I get pretty down a lot over my apperance to be honest.
I can adapt to pretty much any situation. I pride myself on my ability to do that.
>>567518 I have really muscular legs. My thighs in particular are pretty muscular. I used to be kind of sensitive about it because they're kind of thicc and I can't reduce the size because it's all muscle, but that sort of thing is in now, so it's fine.
I'm pretty confident in my appearance. I look good as a guy or a girl. I'm very strong!
>>567518 do you think that's speaking objectively or are you just being too harsh on yourself
Kannagi
>>567522 I think its objective but part of my condition makes me feel intense unhappiness with my appearance so I don't know if I can ever see myself objectively. I think I can try to overcome anxiety and see what I think is good about myself >>567520 You are goals basically, I need learn to be that strong.
Kirara π
Also, Fish likes to dress me up and put makeup on me. She thinks it's fun.
Maria
>>567523 I think people tned to judge themselves more harshly than they judge others. If you wouldn't be willing to say such things to other people then why say them about yourself is what I think
>>567527 or this but kannagi definitely ain't this
Kirara π
>>567523 I don't really think I'm that goals. Anyone can be strong like me. You've been doing really well lately. You're getting stronger.
>>567526 Well I think part of it is I've now been on medication for a number of months now which really help. Anxiety isn't so much a wall for me that feels like I can't get over it. especially since I've done things I would never have done before and I've not panicked over the decisions like I would used to
Kirara π
I'm proud of you. You can do it.
Kannagi
That actually means a lot Thanks
Kirara π
It's nice to see my friends getting more powerful and growing.
Anno
>>567529 that's good to hear hopefully the medication continues to work as desired >>567532 I'm still the same old jan with less alcoholism tho
Alice
oh i didnt know you were jan..
FormerRei@mobile
Well He's not tilde So there's a good chance its jan
Anno
i get that a lot
Kirara π
>>567533 I teared up when you told me I inspired you to slow down the drinking, though! I was touched!
Alice
I mean i've been not much on /moe/ since like 2 months ago. >>567539 ah, thanks.
FormerRei@mobile
>>567538 Basically tilde posts as anon and uses proper spelling, capitalization and punctuation.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
And his posts give off a boring aura
Kannagi
>>567533 Thanks, its pretty much working super effectively, plenty of changes. I'm a lot happier on it
I have no idea who is who as anon. I can tell who some people are. sometimes
FormerRei@mobile
Tilde gets angry at me a lot and also references Toronto a lot. Err in like his mentioning of things he does and places he goes he doesn't neccesarily say Toronto but its obvious. Also sometimes in photos (particularly of signs) shit will say Toronto on it.
Kannagi
You only need to see the missing words, letters and shit to know it is me. and I'm basically 90% anxiety
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
so why not us all go anon to confuse everyone?
FormerRei@mobile
>>567543 I only ever guess its you from certain stuff you say. In general its very hard for me to pick ypu out.
Kannagi
That kinda interesting, I feel like I'm super obvious.
As long as people act normally, I can identify most people as anon.
FormerRei@mobile
Oh and I can identify moon sometimes.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I bet I'd be easiest to pick out if everyone went anon
Kannagi
I can identify moon quite a bit, like not all the time. I know I'm obvious - Don't have very many images I use to post. I generally respond with the small set of words. *the same And I missed out words or replace odd words in the wrong place.
Kirara π
in the end, everyone is just themselves, so it's not hard to figure out who is who
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
Indeed.
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
Oh JAN if your stand is useless when you're unconscious, I might lower how nerfed you are as a result. I'll try and keep watch for how it goes
Kannagi
I should probably finish cleaning up so I can go to bed. I had fun today! thanks for the movie
Kirara π
Yeah, it was fun. We'll have to watch stuff together more.
Kannagi
Yeah! we definately should. Nighty moe! sweet dreams!
soon i'll be reunited with fish even if only for a little while i'm so excited i can hardly stand it i'm gonna explode and i'm gonna get little pieces of myself all over the place
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
lewwwd!
Kirara π
my love is pure the tiny pieces of myself are as pure as my love
Maria
>>567578 is that a harmonica in there it's very nice
Kirara π
just noticed that tomorrow is the /// tomorrow is four full months since i've seen fish i havent seen her since may 3rd and tomorrow is september 2rd there's so much to talk about but the time is limited and she can't speak right now i'll feel weird if i'm the only one talking but i guess i'm the only one that can aa doushio maybe i'll bring her a little white board or does that seem asinine i'm gettin stressed thinkin about it although i know everything will be fine but what can i do i want it to be a happy occasion but we have sad things to talk about too ahhh
Anno
Keep the white board idea in mind but definitely don't preempt her with it. If she seems frustrated with talking struggles maybe suggest it or something similar.
Maria
>>567583 Bring a little notepad or something. Something that's not too big and stands out. If she needs it it'll be there for her to use I dunno if it'd really be asinine, she probably wants to talk to you too so I don't see why she'd dislike the extra method of communication in case her voice isn't working Just ask her if she'd like something to write on and take it out if she says yes
Anno
I think it would be a bit overbearing to supply it when it's not really something she's demonstrated as a hardship around him.
Being prepared with something like it and bringing it out when she seems to struggle is where it could split both ways. I don't know enough about her to even want to make a guess on whether she'd find that as caring or overbearing.
Kirara π
But how do I talk about something as serious as the miscarriage like that? We can't just not talk about it. It wouldn't be healthy for either of us. Thinking about talking to her about it makes me really anxious. She says she can't talk at all, even if she strains herself. But we have to talk about it. But maybe she doesn't want to talk about it and I'm just selfish in wanting to talk about it. Maybe I'm just saying it wouldn't be healthy to ignore it because I want to talk about it and my bias is presenting itself to me as psychological knowledge.
Anno
I'd ask if she wants something to write on or whatnot personally. She might even have something already on hand if she's been unable to talk for a whole.
Maria
>>567587 Maybe I'm wholly missing the point, but could you just ask her if she'd rather discuss it in the present or the future? You're a close pair so you should be able to trust her answer right? Keep in mind she might not actually be able to communicate the nuances of it all in her current condition It's not like you have to have that conversation all in one go either. You can acknowledge it and comfort her without asking her to go too indepth about it all
Anno
>>567587 If you're receptive to advice, I'd say don't make any set lists of what you're going to talk about tonight. Keep in mind all these things, and try to feel out how she might be when you meet her tomorrow. I think you should talk about the miscarriage at some point, but it might be that she's in a not ideal state tomorrow. The two of you will probably be more relieved than anything to see each other in person, and there's a lot for you two to catch up on. If you're worried about upsetting or worrying her tomorrow, I'd recommend sticking to, well, for lack of a better term, less exciting stuff. She's probably going to have things she wants to talk about too, or communicate to you at the least, and it might help to be receptive to those. It might help you find the things you can communicate on in the moment.
Kirara π
i just want tomorrow to be perfect
Anno
Best of luck.
Anno
Oh there was a Bungou Stray Dogs movie. That's kind of neat.
Anno
>>567571 Cautiously interested. I'm always eager for good fantasy but I'm also aware how campy it can get.
I think the 3D CGI could be a little more fluid in some spots though, especially for expressions. They're kind of janky.
Kirara π
i should bring back the word nogoodnik i'll be a nogoodnik
Samu π₯ !KW2DbpWwls
beat it ya beatnik
Anno
I'm sure a bit of you is good.
Samu π₯ !KW2DbpWwls
damn i thought the facial expressions were decent
Maria
what did nick ever do to you Kirara
Anno
>>567598 There's that bit right at the start with the white-haired guy. His brow creases, then unfolds, then creases again. And each time these lines suddenly pop in and out of existence to highlight where the folds are. This might work on more natural face textures but on his face they just look weird. Especially when the eyes and eyebrows themselves are plenty expressive already. Either have them there all the time or don't put them in, I think.
The animation feels kind of
Kirara π
My brother is named Nick. One time he broke my skull but he was nicer when I was older. I haven't seen him in over 10 years, though. I think I haven't seen him in 14 or 15 years. Or heard from him.
>>567537 wow how touching you quitting really did help me, though indirectly. >>567539 i also post with proper grammar sometimes but not on my phone >>567541 what are you taking, if you don't mind my asking?
>>567604 I'd have no gripe with them if they didn't just pop into existence . Even if they had a quick camera cut away and they were in places where they weren't, that would be more reasonable for me than how they show up in that shot. It just triggers a kind of Uncanny Valley almost for me.
Infinity War, Drive, Baby Driver, and then Guys & Dolls. In that order.
Maria
I saw a masterpiece today
>>567610 That's a lot of driving What'd you think of Infinity War on the second watch? I haven't seen it again since it came out
Kirara π
The second watch didn't add anything, but I did have fun watching it with people who hadn't seen it (SK and Kannagi) Infinity War has been litigated to Asgard and back so rewatching it isn't that exciting. My news feed is full of that litigation every day.
Maria
>litigated to Asgard and back Wait what I'm not really sure what that's referring to
>>567612 My favourite tweets are the arguments over whether or not Thanos did anything wrong
>>567614 >litigated I've never seen that word used like that before is all I thought you were referring to some sort of legal dispute over the film like Disney got sued or something
Kirara π
You know, like "it's been litigated to hell and back" people are constantly talking about it and examining it
Kirara π
verb (used with object), litΒ·iΒ·gatΒ·ed, litΒ·iΒ·gatΒ·ing. Archaic. to dispute (a point, assertion, etc.).
I guess it's an oldfashioned way of speaking. I use litigate for dispute a lot, though.
Maria
Infinity War made me want more of Doctor Strange. He's so good in that movie
Cucumberpatch is just an excellent actor. He could sell pretty much any role he's given to an amazing degree.
Anno
I really wish there was a directory for "I don't know anything on this subject, where do I go to start finding footholds". Google is a pissant means of starting a clueless foray into things.
>>567621 Not sure frankly I don't like spending money on games when I still have unfinished games When do they release? I'll listen to the ost at least I'll be able to discuss that
>>567624 I don't really need a story mode for this sort of thing Although it'd be nice to get some scenes of the cast interacting in the dance setting Like you could have Junpei pulling an operation babe hunt dance club edition I bet Ken does fortnite dances
>>567622 Ahahaha I still haven't beaten the first videogame I ever owned.
Kirara π
>>567622 december in english japanese has been out for a long time now a few months
i want them but they don't have story modes which is a big turn off
FormerRei@mobile
>>567622 SuperMario Land I also haven't beaten the first videogame I got new. That one Is Dragon Quest 3. It's pretty much the best rpg of all time. Possibly the best videogame period.
Kirara π
my first game was bugs bunny crazy castle
Maria
My first was Croc 2 When I was a kid I thought it was the greatest game ever but when I replayed it as an adult it really ruined my memory of it. The tank controls are awful
>>567626 AVGN had a classic episode on those games Bugs Bunnies Crazy Castle? More like Bugs Bunny blow it out your asshole!
Anno
There's a spin-off series of Tiger & Bunny that's airing this fall. The first episode got released on CrunchyRoll today as a sneak preview.
/moe/ despite being the laziest bum at my job, i'm still ffucking exhausted when i get home and my feet, knees, and back are fuccking kkilling me and i'm supposed to work even harder than i already do like wtf
Kirara π
you should do a revolution
FormerRei@mobile
Going bed Night
Anno
my dad made me a lamp for my birthday pimp my lamp
>>567658 you might be able to, I think it's a really good idea too. my dad made it himself just because he wanted to give me something personal and he's an electrician. >>567653 yeah it's really neat i certainly didn't expect to come home and find it sitting where my old normal lamp was at
Kirara π
hotels all have them can't be that hard to find something that does it
>>567660 You should look forward to that. It will be fine.
>>567665 It's great, my phone charger is hanging out of a ghetto power strip hanging next to my desk. I'd kill for one in my lamp.
Anno
You should be able to find something like that on Amazon. When I was looking for my current desk lamp to replace the one that went bunk, I saw one that was pretty much identical but with USB ports. The only reason I went for the one I have was because it was cheaper, hah hah.
I've got this ancient-ass three-way power strip that lays on the floor near the foot of my bed that has my phone charger and whatever else I'm using in bed at the moment. There isn't really a better option for me there though.
Kirara π
>>567676 There's a lot to stress about, though. I want it to be perfect.
Anno
>>567666 I've found some but a similar setup to what i have now is like 120 dollars wtf
>>567685 Wow really? I've found desk lamps with USB ports for like twenty-five CAD tops.
Kirara π
you and your dad should make and sell those
Anno
>>567688 mine has two standard outlets on it as well
Anno
Oh I guess that might be different then en. Eh, even.
Anno
>>567688 looks like you can get one with just a USB port on it for pretty cheap though, if you just want the USB i'm not a fan of the styles i'm seeing though
Kirara π
what does this mean it's in response to me saying i wasn't available and then nothing??
>>567697 To throw a guess, she's bemoaning the vagueness of just saying you weren't available.
ζ
>>567697 sounds like a projected internal monologue or saying she heard and wanted to share with you like, "I'm so misunderstood, but what is life without a little enigma?" idk
>>567722 The real mystery is how come my whole body feels numb and good and yet my reflexes and mind are just as sharp as if I was sober!
Anno
Is it really a mystery when the answer is just drugs?
Anno
>>567728 It's totally a mystery because I don't know what the hell kind of drug can do such a thing. Most of the time you trade feeling good for being alert.
that makes sense she probably thinks you're really cool and mysterious but you actually just don't give a fuck about her it might be time to let her down
Kannagi
Wow, She is on thd The deep end
b b b b b ang
hi friendos
Anno
hi bang how are you did you have a good day
Kannagi
I am up way too early. I feel shit
Anno
>>567779 are you back in london? isn't it like 6am there?
b b b b b ang
i actually had an insanely grueling and exhausting work day i am very very tired now i'm going to take a big fat gigantic powerful shower and then enjoy a couple hours at my computer before finally turning off
Kannagi
>>567783 I live up north now but yeah back in England, its 6am..
Anno
>>567785 good work today buddy, enjoy your relaxation time. You've earned it! >>567786 to hell with that I know a lot of people that wake up at like 4AM but I really ain't about that life I prefer to wake up in the afternoon and stay up until like 5 or 6AM
Kannagi
I am as far from a morning person as you can get. I went to bed a little late too.
Anno
Mornings should be abolished.
Kannagi
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Anno
>>567789 I'm the opposite of a morning person. I wake up in the morning all pissed off and delirious. I wake up at like 10PM and I'm happy as a clam. Night is just way better than the daytime. I prefer being able to see the sunset, enjoy nighttime, and watch the sunrise before I go to bed.
Kannagi
I w I feel terrible, it is so hard to not feel like vomit this dat Early
I should tske my meds.
rene
sure is raining a lot for the first days of spring
Kannagi
Spring showers.
Anno
Springs are generally pretty rainy here.
Kannagi
We have April showers in the UK
Anno
In addition to the snow melt it makes the rivers run high and can cause some flooding in parts that used to be floodplains. And everything gets so muddy. It's stuff like that which makes spring my least favourite season.
Anno
We get a lot of rain here towards the end of spring into early summer. Then it transitions to humid and hot to dry and very hot. Then in like late september it finally turns into autumn and it's basically the same as winter until january when it gets below freezing.
Anno
Spring is probably the worst for me due to allergies though.
Kannagi
Spring went by a while ago
ζ
>>567825 your shellfish allergies? is the shellfish index pretty high in the spring
ζ
i don't see too many, but i dont go outside that often so i wouldnt know
Anno
>>567834 no i'm allergit // allergic to mango and they're always flying around during the spring
ζ
have you ever wanted to take a nautilus out of its shell
Anno
no i don't want to evict a mollusc it seems like a really rude thing to do without asking
Kannagi
I'm so barely functional in the morning, not that I consider myself functional at other times. I have to be up early to let my mom in, she's visiting for the week. >>567843 I'd die. I generally jus become a zombie if I wake up before 7-8am.
ζ
i like to wake up in the early am like 2 or 3 that way i've got a few hours of peace to watch videos about biology or ecosystems and get my brain moving a bit
ζ
before i have to do other things*
Anno
Really it's less that I'm bad with mornings, I'm just bad with waking up. And it happens that I'm usually waking up in the morning. The first time at least. Sleeping is way too difficult for me to do properly.
Kannagi
Sleeping to me is like suspension of depression and waking up is being hit by it instantly.
Anno
My brain's so sluggish after waking up. What often happens is that I'll wake up at a decent time with my alarms, and in a half-asleep fugue shut them all off, and then fall asleep again for another stretch of time. I can't get past that fugue when it comes up, even if I've slept for a decent number of hours.
Kannagi
That really similar to me, my narcolepsy means If don't sleep decent hours I I will find myself asleep in odd places.
Anno
When I'm not getting out much it's hard to resist the allure of my bed for a midday or evening nap. Being out in the open makes it harder to sleep, but some times I just get so tired. The rocking motion of subway trains and buses can lull me to sleep when I'm tired too.
Anno
But the most common result of me getting bad sleep during the hours I'm trying to sleep in is that I end up in bed for like nine or ten hours of the day before I finally am some semblance of rested.
A running theory I have is that my nasal air passages might be a bit constricted and that I'm getting sleep apnea from not being able to breathe properly while asleep. But I feel if I go to any doctor with concerns about sleep problems they're just going to run the gamut of generic remedies to improving sleep quality on me.
Kannagi
I don't often feel tired enough that I should go to bed, I have to force myself to check the time and go to bed. I generally end up going to bed around 2 to 3am. Same with food, I don't ever feel so hungry that I want to eat, I have to remind myself to eat.
Anno
I know from experience that I can get pretty tired after about twenty hours of being up, but going to bed sleep-tired doesn't really have much of an impact on how well I sleep. If I physically exhaust myself before laying down to bed I can sleep really deeply and satisfyingly, and usually wake up when I want to. But I don't really have the availability to do that consistently, nor do I really have the drive to either.
I try to have at least two decent meals a day, but some times I forget to have breakfast, especially when I've woken up late, and some times it's hard to remember to have dinner if my stomach's not feeling empty.
It's annoying to not have the discipline and attentiveness to do all these things, especially when -especially knowing doing them routinely can help improve mental wellbeing. Living is hard work.
Anno
I'm going to go ahead and watch this tonight anyway. Before I get involved in other stuff and forget it exists.
Anno
Well I'm going to ask Rika and Ika about it tomorrow night too. Hopefully they won't be ignoring me like they did all night tonight. If they're just ignoring me again I'll shelve it until it airs proper in October.
Kannagi
>>567882 Living is a lot of work. At least I get some medication to help with living.
Anno
new sombra skin confirmed??? >>567884 It's pretty great so far, characters are really colorful and cool looking decent OST too
Anno
Putting those Tiger & Bunny bucks to good use huh.
Kannagi
Time to quickly finish cleaning before I die.
Anno
I've bot -got a bunch of maintenance I need to take care of tomorrow before the long weekend's up and the week begins proper. And then figure out what I'm supposed to do about classes on Tuesday. Everyone else is starting them on Tuesday and I still need to figure out what I can actually take and what's too full already.