Thread #563650

you beat me

I was worried someone might beat me.

It always takes time to find an image for these sorts of things.

i guess i have a lot of points i can snack with tonight

that cancer cell scene
uses the same wham wham wha wham wham
as this scene in nausica

>>>/watch?v=7C6IkcnxciM
i just posted this but i'll do it in the new thr too

Yeah, sorry if I jumped the gun a bit.
The input lag was really starting to get to me.

never apologise for making a thread

Sod off I'll apologize for whatever the fuck I want.

No, die with your culture of apologising

telling a canadian not to apologize is like telling a finn not to sauna!

>nk gets revived by laughing
uh
kay
>>563662
apparently, our country is turning into a 2 month long sauna during summers if this year is to be trusted so...

>>563663
nk cells are revitalized by laughing so

maybe that is why I am so healthy

well laughter might play a part in that but in regards to NK cells they target tumors of course

well, cancer cells

Well I am a cancer, so

how does that work'

you're probably not a cancer

yes I am
and so are you

though you aren't a ram

oh goat rather


you are a water rooster

what's ur sign, grll

>>563674
Hi, Rika-chan.
How are you today?

I am fucking METAL goat
how metal is that?

>>563673
correct

did I even remember to congratulate you this year
it was 22. right?

Yeah, July 22nd.
I think you said happy birthday.

we talked about nico too

Oh yeah I was house keeping for my mother back then

>>563676
Today I'm a rock rolling down a hill.
It's time to rest for a bit though.

>>563683
Rest is good.

I start at the substance abuse clinic tomorrow.

mizukami is the master

MABOROSHI OPPAI

MABOROSHI OPPAI

nico nico

nii

Leftover curry night is the next best thing to, and possibly even surpasses, fresh curry night.

no one wished me happy birthday this year on moe

Yeah the curry sauce has become amazingly better sitting for two days.
Shame this stuff always goes so fast in my house.

I wonder why curry does that

WHAT
am I wearing
holy hell past TN
what were you thinking
whati s this even supposed to be
were you drunk,...
I bet you were

Ah I see
You were trying to go with "beige top, black bottom"

this is better

wait is this happy sugar life a show about a yandere who fell in love with a small child

A CHILD THAT SHE PICKED UP OFF THE STREET?

and kidnapped

yeah

oh that sounds wonderful

I was just thinking that it's so gross I might not finish episode 1

it is not even that good a series

Found this
https://chicago.craigslist.org/wcl/zip/d/cool-caller-id-globe/6683390707.html
It's really silly but I actually do need a discrete caller id device.

They're sleeping together!
This is really gross!
She's grooming that child!

they are both kids, though

One is at least like 16 and the other is like 9.
One is basically an adult and the other is very young.

FUCK

YOUR CHEATING ASS
seriously I died 3 times to this guy only due to an attack that didn't hit me hitting me

though it is rather ACTIVISIONS fault for enforcing ALWAYS ONLINE

>>563706
oof

I remembered I need art for my major characters
time to go hunting

fuck
I didn't premake any food for tommorw
or thaw any meat

TN's main wizard vs Angel of Death
Round 1 who wins?

I bet my money on round 3 victory

round 1
tn ran idiotically into enemy danmaku and died

round 2 TN dies to summoned minion attack despite being out of range of that attack
thank you activision

round 3
killed by cinematic

basically
see the point where that cloud is
if that cloud was just bit MORE tot the right
that would be where I spawn after mid-boss cutscene
and that cloud deals like
billion cold dmg per sec
sure if you have an immunity to cold item on you, you can shrug it off
and going into this fight without immunity to cold and immunity to fire with a nightmare character would be 100% idiocy
but I don't want to fucking wear those items against my MAX DAMAGE items that I use

i wish mangos were easier to get
and cheaper

round 4
read >>563719 post and didn't notice a cloud that spawned on me

and yeah
I wish manga cost less then 15€ average per volume to buy

round five
got killed by danmaku spawned on ME

no mango like the fruit

Found these for free on Craigslist.

FUCK

this bitch in happy sugar life is legit talking shit about her manager liking underage boys (like 15-17) while she's sitting around at home lusting over a 9 year old

YOU MALTHAEL
YOU ARE A NERD

>>563723
did you watch TTS?

>>563725
neither of the girls come from happy homes for that matter but
I read it becuase it was interesting premise but
it just
didn't go anywhere in my opinion
anywhere that I liked atleast
so I stopped reading it when I ran out of chapters the first time I ran into it

Which is why I said
"how did this get animated"

but then again
NTR got animated
CITRUS got animated

and both are fucking
4/10
yuri animes
btw I score things in 4-10 scale

this show is taking itself too seriously
like
she's making the manager crack under pressure and it's basically like ace attorney when you get the bad guy to confess and they explode and they're like THAT'S RIGHT I SHOT LARRY BUTTZ but it doesn't work in a serious show

>>563732
for some reason the author thinks they can actually write super good drama about the situation they conjured

wtf the manager kept that kid in a drawer for days?

btw
dynastyscans has
attracted some really weird people in recent years

Does this show present the main character in a positive light despite the fact that she's killing people and kidnapping children and lusting over them?

I hate how I actually have somewhat good luck in life
but in games
RNG is a deity that hates me with 10000 times the passion that god punished job

>>563736
no
her only positive character is caring about the loli

does it end with her facing the consequences of kidnapping and grooming a child

I reallyl ike how
a hit that deals 1/4th of my total hit pool
just killed me in one shot

thanks activision

>>563739
I would like this because it's kind of what I wanted for NTR.
Except I wanted NTR to just end horribly

can i have my 21 million diablo 3 money back

I am getting cheated by RNG constantly
>enemy spawns 2 tiems in row insta kill things if you don't have arcane immunity on top of you
>and not just ONE of those, but THREE OF THEM

>>563736
I've never found that it has.
I'm pretty certain the show makes it very clear that Satou is an extremely fucked up person.

>on screen nothing is hitting me
>dies
thank you activision

why do people keep giving activision money?
they make nothing worht buying

>future of diablo
blizzard please
you have no future if you are owned by activision

actually
why did they even get bought by activision?

>killed by sand wasp
...
so i got killed by a monster
that didn't exist
on the screen
or anywhere
who shoots projectiles
that didn't hit me
that never were fired at me


how is this game LESS stable with every patch
actually don't answer me

Have you considered getting good

>>563750
How do you get good when you get killed by nothing?

I found the sand wasps
they couldn't have killed me

also got to love that things can JUMP OVER BLACK HOLES
and
YOU CAN'T AIM UP TO HIT JUMPING CREATURES

don't get too mad at dice rolls

why are you playing such a horrible game

cause I am addicted

also isn ot so horrible game
ask jan

I just seriously
have the WORST luck
in this game

actually summon janissar

>kill the last boss in 12 seconds
>doesn't matter cause 11 seconds remaining

If it was actually me right now here
I'd be making bacon wrapped aroun ushri
on HELL FLAME
for breakfast

BECAUSE FUCK
THIS
WOMAN
AND SHE IS DEAD ALREDY
WHO FUCKING CARES IF I KILL HER AGAIN
AND AGAIN
AND AGAIN

you ok fam

yeah

come to think of it how little do the lot of you know about my emotional reactions to things?

I am quite monotone to "just rages" here

>this time start with 2 bosses that are 100000% easy to kill
yeah
I guess the game finally realised it had been DICKING me for a while

>>>/@MrWally_/1032417059336990720?s=19

T H E M A Z E

Them azes

Kill the aztecs

I saw this in the kitchen and I was gonna ask what the hell "the Mother" is, but I read the French translation while the image was processing and it calls it "the mother of vinegar" so it doesn't seem as weird anymore.

It's still a kind of weird label though.

>>563769

Now this is a good look

very green and purple

yes

Thanks doc

>>563773
oh yeah when I mean skeleton army, Imean on permanent basis something like this
just few minions
7-10 or so

but actual army would be only limited by the number of corpses

well like I said
either play a game of necropolis in heroes of might and magic 3
or watch me do it

I'm more concerned with what you're going to do with those skeletons

make more skeletons

I am actually playing somewhat innovative necro rn
if you wanna see

No I don't think you understand
do you just want a posse of skeletons that follow you for no real reason or are they mechanically useful
Are you going to assign them tasks

>>563781
uhm yeah
every skeleton I raise I expect to be useful

Are they capable of punching dudes
Will they be incorporated into your regular skill pool or are they a separate entity
I need to consider how worried about your skeletons I should be

>>563783
they are separate entities thati nherit the physical (not magical) abilities, unless your magical abilitiesa re tied to the BONES of the corpses raised
to an extend
more physical abilities a corpse has, the MORE mana/whatever it takes to ress, them
they can be ressed anyhow, but with less amount of their abilities remaining

so any ressed skeleton hits with their own attack
and is 100% always loyal to their master

are you prepared for the balancing consequences of having a literal skeleton army

>>563786
LIKE I FUCKING SAID
there is a LOT OF INGREDIENTS NEEDED
for the potion of skeleton

stop shouting

HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO SAY THAT

lots of stuff needed
to make one single potion of skeleton

Alright, you can make skeleton minions
but be prepared for me to smash them into itty bitty bits

and the details are the shit we
me and you
agree when we do the fine shit

ToN
There's a legendary computer algebra algorithm that im looking for a book that has it.
It takes up like seventy pages to describe and has never been fully implemented.

kek

hey helllo

do you really want me to say hello?

no that's fine you do have to say hello if you don't want to

don't

He already did.

technically yeah

hell low

What the fuck are you attributing to me rn

nothing
I think I will go and buy some wireless headphones

Hello is 3 letters from "hell open"
you want me to say that and OPEN HELL?

>>563803
this is hell

>>563806
not being capable of dying

fucking satanists

>>563804
HAHAHAH
what is your worst nightmare?

Right now I'm attributing you with the desire to have a literal skeleton army

>>563804
hahaha
oh my
you never learnt that HELL is ETERNAL?=

>>563808
You never learnt how to handle your alcohol ur drunk

>>563809
well uyeah
I have been living for 27 years
but runnin hell for
who knows how long

I have vacation days
though yeah
the days are a lot longer than what we lot picture as days

Also what the fuck are you people doing
at this point, you should have learned to show some respect for the TN

tsk

tsk what?

nice nipples

>>563815
what nipples
they are under the heat smoke

nice navel

nce

>>563818
TSK
WHAT?

it was unrelated to you
I have a headache

yo
my eyebrows are on FLEEK rright now

>>563821
blame rene

>>563821
what's your manicure routine

power out
lightning hit v close
stormin hard here

wonder of tilde and rika are gettin this shit too

Nope, no storm tonight, Weather looked, well, not quite overcast, but not really clear skies either, too.
Didn't smell like rain.

We had a lot of rain the past two or so weeks though.

maybe itll get to you soon
its movin fast

The next rain I'm seeing is tomorrow afternoon, so maybe.
The Great Lakes do weird things to the weather patterns.

hope power is back soon
i got loads of work to do and im missin tonegawa

Well we usually run it a bit later in the night, so you'll have about fifty or sixty minutes after we start to get your power back.
If you're up for watching with us tonight that is, hah hah.

I'm a little surprised we haven't had any power outages this summer.
There's been a lot of rumbly thunderstorms come by.

Man I'm really tired.
I don't know if it's how late I've been staying up or the lack of tea I've been drinking at night that's messing with that.
Probably a bit from both though.
If only I was this drowsy like two hours from now.

i wonder how long without alcohol i have to go before im sensitive to that kind of sleep regularity again
i cant imagine noticing tiredness from a couple hours difference in schedule
or feeling generally tired at all
that sounds nice

anime >>563833 →

Well I have pretty persistent lethargy most of the time.
That kind of tiredness that makes it hard to push yourself towards anything.

Honestly I don't think I've got any kind of sleep regularity, it's just I've been stuck going to bed way later than I want to and so I've been getting weak sleep hours recently.

steins gate or chaos head
which one do I play first?

>>563836
i prolly havent gotten deep rem sleep in years
or an adequate amount at once anyway

>>563837
Chaos;Head

>>563838
I had some amazing sleep the other day, the night after the International finals.
I'd been up since 05:00 for a MOGRA stream and then I think I thoroughly emotionally exhausted myself watching the twelve hours of the final day.
At one point in the night I think I closed my eyes to blink and next thing I knew, colour had come back into the sky outside my window.
That kind of sleep so deep you don't comprehend that time has passed.

I wish I could get sleep like that more often but I don't really want to recreate those circumstances so often.

>>563840
did you dream that you were at the international and playing techies but you acvidentally laid mines off the map and in the audience
and then tobiwan would shoutcast the innocent viewers getting sploded

My casual shigure figure came.
It's very nice. Definitely the nicest (and most expensive) figure in my collection.

You're gonna have to start getting those viewcase shelvings to properly contain your slippery slope.

>>563843
Not at all.
I'm hesistant to say I didn't dream at all, because I think I do dream pretty consistently, but my entire recollection of that night from around 01:30 to daybreak is just nothing
Didn't even feel like time passed.

>>563849
that's the worst kind of sleep.
you don't even get to enjoy it.

I actually kind of like it.
It's always extremely restful sleep.
I'm so deprived of proper rest that I'll gladly not dream and having time go by in a blink if it means waking feeling refreshed.

i
declare
MORAL BANKRUPTCY!

So what are you going to do afterwards?

im gonna play forty video games

>>563923
does that mean we can finally start posting H manga

>>563926
Forty!? That's as much as four tens!

>>563927
only me not anyone else
>>563929
and that's game over

>>563922
but don't you like the actual feeling of being asleep?
existing in that state of being
I think it's great.. sometimes it's what I live for. .

towerfall switch hype
new game by the FTL peeps (is it new idk??) hype
anyway i forgot my switch in canada so no dice

Into The Breach has been on Steam for a while now.
Good to see it on Switch though, it looks like a good pick-up/put-down kind of game.

>>563931
I'm either dreaming while asleep, or that time goes by in a blink asleep.
There isn't really an actual feeling of being asleep for me to exist in.
Sleep is nice, but I'm good with not experiencing anything during it as long as I wake up feeling rested.

>>563930
ay I'm morally bankrupt too

yeah but what about the RURRUS

rurrus are made to be bloken

>>563936
What about these >>563814 rurus.

maji deee

wow reported

man I thought this was meant to be a family place

somebody really dropped the ball on this one.

grrrr
this is an outrage!

So what's an inrage.

that is an expensive thing to correct
i like to avoid inraging for my own personal health

Rage in generaly -general is good to stay away from for your personal health.

i am become stoic
the only furniture i require is a boulder in the center of the room

>>563949
you need that passion
that FIRE

I can have that passion
that FIRE
without exercising it through rage.

doramatique

>>563952
wow there's no need to get so angry s

Dioramatique

>>563953

I made a Canadian friend while I was climbing mountains
he was a pretty cool dude
he shared his energy gel with me.

>>563956
canadian friends are the best friends
they will never stab you in the back and steal your bitcoin in the dead of night trust me i've hardly ever seen that happen

Can confirm, I am a Canadian friend that has never stabbed you in the back and stole your bitcoin in the dead of night.

what's an energy gel

Probably an edible gel substance that has POWERFUL ENERGY.

It's like baby food for when you're exhausted

i bet it's made of BEES

https://guenergy.com/
Probably shit like this.

the bees enter your lymphic system via burrowing then sting your muscles to produce excess adenosine and drink the lactic acid away, transforming it into pure serotonin in the process

>>563963
can confirm
was shit like this

>>563964
that doesn't sound right but I don't know enough about energy gel to disprove it.

>>563964
I wish something could magically drink my lactic acid away.

can't argue with science
>>563967
you can do it if you believe

Doesn't stop people from trying.

time to try out FLCL progressive
don't mess w my expectations yo

I'm waiting out for the Japanese audio track.
That for some reason doesn't come out until this autumn.

oh no
is that mean the english is the OG audio track

I dunno about OG, but as part of whatever deal was made between Adult Swim and the studio behind it, the English audio was released first.
I don't know if that means the animation is particular to that audio or not though.
There so much anime to watch though, I'm happy to wait for Japanese audio to satisfy my utter weebness.

i see hmmmMMMMMM
crud

the rise and fall of bone-crushing dogs you say

I don't outsource my bone-crushing to dogs.

and your productivity suffers because of it.

>>>/watch?v=sZhxCUay5ks
pbs eons is pretty cool ive been watchin this channel a while now
ive been watching you for quite a while now

I've seen a few of their pieces.
I wouldn't say it's a field that particularly captivates my interest, but they do present their material nicely.

eating a bone crushing dog right now
why yes i am a ""bad ass""

Why be a bad ass when you could be a Bad Apple?

nooooooOOOO

>>563980
sorry to hear your ass is bad

I don't get it, man
they're themselves
but if they get enough spirit energy they're reincarnated as an original idol member
and then they're still themselves, but they have a slightly different look/personality

what happened to all the older generations of the same idol. does somebody need to die? do they retire?

I'm in over my head here

that's a lil fucked up
kinda cool tho
maybe the old idol just goes on a looong trip
to mars!

>>>/@s04p_tani/1033575466983022592?s=20

>>563846
nicw
nice

i had something i thought was hilarious i wanted to post on /moe/
but after work my brain and body are mush i don't remember it anymore
kuyashii

same
my brain is just limp rn

>>563988
I'm sure it was really funny. .

Ohio

hello Rei-san

You program at all?

I manupilate data with Matlab sometimes, but I don't know if you consider that programming
otherwise nothing else

Oh RIP
Better than nothing I guess but its too far removed from what I wanted to talk about.

what'd you working on then?
I have a friend who programmed for embedded systems and he used to explain some shit to me, but I didn't en d up understanding much

A computer algebra system.

like solve fuctions with boundary conditions?

Uhhh
It's symbolic rather than numerical
Although it shouod also be able to do that numerically.
*should

are you making one yourself?

>>564001
Yee
Gotta learn abstract algevra first though.

can't be too hard, right?
you doing a course or teaching it yourself?

>>564003
It's really hard, teaching myself.

Here
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Computer_algebra_system

ah that kind of stuff
I've used functions in Matlab which can do that kind of stuff for you

Oh, the symbolic toolkit or whatever?

yeah I've used that a few times. It's been a while so I'd have to relearn it a little bit

The language I'm planning on writing it in already is really fast at doing numerical computations.
That's what it was designed for.

which one would that be? R?

Nah
Julia

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Julia_(programming_language)

I've heard of it before, but don't know anyone but you who uses it

What I really like about it is that its a metalanguage.
Which means it can treat its own programs as data.

like the output from the programs or the entire program itself?
can't imagine how that'd work

>>564015
Yes, very carefully.
It's also mostly written in itself.

>>>/@Reuters/1034802893076013058

>>>/watch?v=dJ1VorN9Cl0
this video is funny

>>564019
oh man that is surreal
all those dogs

>>564020
it's what happens when a vet drops acid

I fucken hate those tooth faced liers
scum of the earth

>>>/@LossThief/1034522263675174912?s=19

>>564023
"fuck teeth and anyone who has them"
-blue

>>>/watch?v=pvqagisaahU

>>564024
oh my god

>>564026
i know

You really get spoiled with MonHun World with how fast you get into fighting the bigger monsters in that game.
I'm eight hours into GU and the largest thing I've fought is a Drome.

that hit the spot

kylaa
olut
kylaa

olutkylä

hyvaa.

maukasta

>>564033
knorr pasta bags are btw good and cheap quick food
about bit under 2€ a bag and is about a day's meal

pasta in general is cheap and quick. any brand.

yup, but the cheaper "add boil for 5-10 min" bags are kinda...
shit
and aren't even that much cheaper, maybe 50 cent or something

I am about to eat a broccoli mozarella pasta, that I enhanced by frying some onions and bacon for it

well why don't you just fuck off back to Master Chef

I can't I was too good so they banned me

go figure

wonder how much bacon costs in usa

that's the beauty of the internet. You don't need to wonder.

https://www.walmart.com/ip/Great-Value-Original-Bacon-Naturally-Hickory-Smoked-16-oz/10293911

about same price Iguess
though that seems to be some premium bacon

that's cheapo generic brand bacon

huh
figured itwould be cheaper over there
here I guess 180g pack is usually about 1€

is actually curious how pretty much all producers sell it in 180g packs here

also check these umas

I hate when you have a colour page, but either the scanner fuged it, the reprint didn't print it in colour or the tankobon didn't go with colour either

hello

>>564045
get a load of the princess

48 songs in this playlist and for some reason this is 4th time that amadare no uta has popped up
random is weird

>>564051
they don't make generic turkey bacon, so

wonder how that tastes like

wonder if I have ever even eaten turkey

>>564054
better than normal bacon

>>>/@DearDiarheha/1034439771744096256?s=19

>>564056
I dunno I like pork more than chicken generally

I wouldn't say turkey and chicken are particularly identical flavours.

>>564059
super duper different

win+. gives me an emoji panel
neat
👀

the supervisor at the clinic im working at now advised me not to break the law and said i should follow rules because it's the right thing to do

what law were you gonna break

none she just randomly advised everyone not to break laws

nice blood
where'd you get it

>>564062
I wonder did she give any thought to that line

>>564066
hope not

>>>/@tamayan22/1034454641251999744?s=2
@blue

>>564056
Nah
Turkey bacon tastes like bacon that's missing something essential.

maybe if you refuse to accept the majesty of the turkey
once you open your heart, you will see how amazing it is

It doesn't taste bad
But it doesn't taste good either
Also it's rubbery.

maybe you've had bad turkey bacon
that's not my experience at all

my heart rate is 70 rn but i feel like my heart is beating super hard
ugh
my chest

i bought some turkey bacon that was a dollar a pack
crazy cheap
it was pretty thin though so it'd cook up really crisp
it worked really well for crumbling up on top of pasta and stuff for that reason

i haven't had turkey bacon that's thick enough to get that satisfying feel to it though
but i really like turkey hotdogs
those are good, and a staple camping food imo
gotta get turkey dogs, chicken dogs, and uhh
what is it
chicken in a biscuit

chicuit

these things

never seen those before

dang
they're pretty good

why is there so much hype over The Dark Knight
this movie is not very good

>>564079
You're kidding right?

no

the first half of the movie is boring
and overall the direction isn't really that interesting although there are definitely places where it's pretty good

i feel like tdk was kind of a theater experience
it's best when you're completely isolated from other stimuli and it's really big and loud

Tadaimasu

>>564082
yeah probably
and i guess it was pretty unique for 2008 since it was at the beginning of the 10 years of 5 superhero movies every year

was it really 2008
a whole decade ago
jesus christ
i went with tiya to see that in the theater on a whim
we weren't even planning on it or waiting on it, just kind of were out and like "hey let's go to the theater"

so when you're bein spontaneous and just kind of doin it, it's a lot more impressive just by expectations yknow
but she was a huge batman nerd so i think she actually had some gripes about its loyalty to canon
but it was still a good experience

yeah
time really fucking flies

Overall I kind of enjoyed Batman Begins more than The Dark Knight.
Batman Begins really had this well-done gritty Gotham, the environment just meshed so well with the feel of Batman.
I don't quite get why Nolan left that behind and went for more of a generic metropolis for The Dark Knight and Rises.

i haven't seen bats v supes
or wonder woman
or justice league

>>564085
i think the time it came out probably helped it seem much more amazing

iron man 1 is the same way
it seemed so fucking amazing at the time
i saw iron man in theaters with a girl in high school
or maybe it was iron man 2 i saw
it seemed amazing but none of those seem that amazing to me now

called wonder woman cuz it makes you wonder if she's really a woman
???

>>564088
So did Ledger effectively driving himself to suicide getting into the role for the Joker.

ehhhhh
that was pretty well done by that time
he was already working on that terry gilliam movie by that time
have you seen that? that's really good
the imaginarium of doctor parnassus
that was so good
poor terry gilliam though, his movies always get fucked up by production woes and it never turns out like envisioned
he's always getting his budgets cut and being mistreated, which happened again in imaginarium as always, and then ledger dies mid-shooting
some other actors, jude law and two others who i can't remember, ended up taking over his role for imaginarium so it could be completed and they had the main character change appearance in between dream lands when they got played by other characters
it actually turned out really amazing

the best scene in dark knight is definitely when joker takes off the nurse mask and harvey dent is like WHAT THE FUCK

That building they blew up was on tge route my dad commuted with. So he saw it in the morning and it was gone in the evening.

>>564088
I doubt you have missed anything
ditto

>>564094
i kind of want to see b v s bc i know they break character and kill tons of people

btw I think man of steel was an amusing movie
not that good, but not bad either
just average

man of steel sucked as a superman movie because it was very un-supermanly

yeah defs
only good superman adaptions on screen have imo been the animated shows from 90s and early 00s
and the first supes movie

The one with kevin spacey was decent.

>>564091
I don't really watch many movies at all.
Don't think I've seen anything by Terry Gilliam, and I'm pretty sure the only movie I've seen that Ledger was involved in was The Dark Knight.

>>564098
I really dislike the artstyle for the 90's superman cartoon.

>>564097
but really just remove pretty much the in-city fight and it would have been a good superman movie too
but snyder wanted his carnage

>>564100
really???
i imagined you to be a huge gilliam fan
you oughtta check out his works man

you'd probably especially like the adventures of baron munchausen

>>564100
Have you seen Brazil?
Or like
Any Monty Python movie?

>>564101
so by proxy you dislike the batman TAS and justice league?

>>564105
A little
It got better over te years.

>>564104
brazil is one of the best movies ive ever seen conceptually
its vision wasn't quite reached through production so it falls a little bit flat but i can see beyond that

but the darkside storylines in the superman tas were so good
especially the "kidnaps superman, brainwashes him to think eh is his adoptive son and then sends him to conquer earth"
LIKE HOW BAD CAN YOU FUCK OVER SOMEONE?

>>564091
gilliam is definitely really impressive

>>564102
yeah that city fight was really stupid
superman would never let a fight like that go on in such a dense city center

>>564105
The freakishly large chins on batman and superman really bother me.

man of steal, when he realizes nobody can stop him so he goes on a serial shoplifting spree

>>564103
Oh, looking at his filmography, I guess I'm a little familiar with him.
I've seen most of Time Bandits, and I've watched his Brothers Grimm.
And I've seen a bit of the Monty Python pile of media.
That would have all been a long time ago when I wasn't really paying attention to directors and actors unless their names were literally shoved in my face.
If I'd seen some of his stuff more recently I probably would have recognized the name.

oh time bandits haha i forgot about that
fuck that one is so good

>>564112
you gotta check out baron munchausen
it's a really beautiful movie visually and it's just so good
>>564116
haha yeah
that's one of the folk stories of baron munchausen
are you familiar
it's just a whole series of tall tales, that gilliam then decided to direct a movie about

>>564113
that is damn solid movie
and filled with so many a-lister cameos

>>564114
I still love the scene where he lifts himself out of water so much
it in my opinion summarises the movie best

>>564114
fits
since that was the life of the baron too

>>564109
YEah the town fight makes sense since he was outnumbered and shit
but that city fight
he would have taken it elsewhere
but that "neck snap" in my opinion was very much in character

but then him was it immediately after kissing lois was all
the fuck

DC in general has really ideas about movies and i don't know why

Well their mistake was hiring Snider
is not like he is bad director but...
No his style just doesn't work

He was a good pick for 300 and watchmen, but

did you hear they're gonna do a watchmen cartoon series

and I'd hire him to direct the Stan miller dark knight returns for that matter

>>564123
why

>>564125
because you and i are in hell

i can't wait for silk

The Watchmen television series is apparently not an adaptation of the graphic novel though.
It's going to tackle analogue stuff in the Watchmen setting.

>>564126
why would alan moore give the rights to this...

>>564129
see >>564126

>>564114
I'll keep that in mind, see if I can find it anywhere.
Most of Gilliam's directorial stuff doesn't seem to be on Canadian Netflix though.
Only stuff that pops up is Holy Grail and Brothers Grimm.

holy grail is such a masterpiece
when your intro credits are more funny than most comedies, you know you are doing something right

>>564131
not even fear and loathing?

>>564133
Unless the catalogue searcher I'm using doesn't pull information from Netflix properly, nope.

go my pretties

>Rahko was a strange creature in Finnish mythology, who was associated with the decline of the moon. Rahko appears in the stories of Northern Finland as a thief bothered by the lunar light, who took a bucketfull of tar and a brush during nights and climbed a ladder to the moon to tar it black.

hello hello

>cygames makes a new battle called Final Rally for the last day of GW
>you can have 99 potions clear herbs and revival pots
>it's an all day fight for how long you have to beat it
>all 30 crew members can fight it

>it dies in 5 minutes to our crew

this is a quite good fantasy sword

Have you checked out the actual classes at all, TN

>>>/watch?v=fbKEcOdXvis

That video title is very excited about fish pie.

did you see the pie
i'd be excited
it's like a baked sea bream from japan but it's really got fish in it

Yeah it's kind of funny how it's shaped up to be like a fish.

i think it's cute
if i saw that in the display window at a bakery i'd buy it

>>564140
no

>>564146
It's like taiyaki except it's giant and is also actually fish.

yeah that's it, taiyaki
i forgot the name for a moment
the baked sea bream

>>564147
once you get your class picked out we can try to work out the weird stuff
there's also the matter of race, which is probably just PERSON, your OUT and background points.

btw does that setting have "thorns" damage?

elaborate

you hit something and get X% of that damage dealt dealt back to you

I don't know if that's like a super common thing but I'm sure there are some monsters that can do that sort of thing.

my d3 necro build is basically centred on that right now
it is kinda amusing to look at some monsters go bash my skeletons
and then DIE from it

I don't know if your skellies will be doing any of that

i wish i was a taiyaki

I still wish this game had a "what have you spent money on" thing
I'd liek to know how much money I have spent on customising the appearance

>>564157
What kind of filling?

do you really gotta ask

Not really, but i've never met someone that wanted to be a taiyaki before.

i don't think they sell taiyakis like that though
prolly not fda approved

i did a horrible horrible thing
and it worked

Wha'chu do.

were you tugging on your little bang?
that works if you do it long enough

Or not long at all for some.

Rika if that's what it was I don't think he'd be surprised that it worked.
I'm sure he's quite familiar with minibang

oh my i wasn't expecting to be lewded right now

I used a really really terrible pickup line and now we're texting >.<

>>564166
>>564167
>>564168
add me on snapchat Tiny_Dick_69xxXxx

Just finished the cancer episode of Hataraku Saibou.
>>564170
It took you two minutes to type that out?

>>564171
>tfw some autist looks at how long it takes you to type things when you have important things to do in the middle of typing out /moe/ posts

I was going to go to an anime convention this weekend but then I didn't have enough money
So then I was going to throw a party instead with the time I requested off but then my second job was like "well actually you have to work"
So instead I am going to stay at home and drink a lot

>>564171
check this scene
and compare the bgm to the nausica music

in this scene

>>564176
Are you trying to tell us something with tat ToN?

That I really like that image?
yes

Okay, just wondering.

>>>/watch?v=RXnjoBC91zk

so what are you guys all up to?
how are your lives?
tell me about post-bang moe

I still hhhaven't found a job.

Oh and fish went to Nigeria several months ago and then got sick and was stuck in a hospital there for months but finally made it back to the US and is in a hospital here.

I found out when I walked into work on Tuesday that I was training someone now.

>>564170
are you a magician
because you just made my erection disappear

uhh...
okay
the metal bits of a DEAD enemy are trying to kill me

>>564184
Cool
Make them call you senpai.

>>564184
Watch out.
They're going to replace you once training is complete

>>564181
I'm on break
holy shit it's bang

muh muh muh muh muh muhreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gonna walk in a straight line until I find a cliff

>>564190
>baneg

What if you hit a wall first.

>>564192
I'll recalssify it as a cliff and call it a day

I guess a lot of walls are cliffs just from a different point of view.

walls are just cliffs with a lid

Walls don't need a ceiling necessarily.

what the hell
1 legendary and 1 set item from one random chest
what kind of luck is that

made friends with an awesome arsonist tonight
we're getting dinner

they'll cook you

>>564199
nah he set a BP gas station on fire

! ! !
New When They Cry in Winter 2018

oh is it the space hotel one

No clue, but maybe.
There's also going to be some more Umineko stuff maybe?

Also Ryuukishi's line art is definitely improving.
Not that he hasn't had, what, five fucking years or more to get good.
But I guess any improvement is an improvement.

I much prefer Zun's art.
Also I hope the next one is better than Umineko.

Oh the Umineko thing is a compilation of all the arcs plus a new scenario.
Hm.
Man this really makes me want to be in Japan for Comiket.
That would be a reaaaal stretch though.

>>564201
What were the repercussions of that?
>>564181
Nothing much, just work
What about you?

>>564201
What an asshole.

Kirara, you text with fish at all today?

You can question whether it will be better than Umineko

but will it be more fun

>>564210
It's not hard to make something better than Umineko.

wai hol up new scenario in my umineko
did you say these words at me
>>564211
ok sure
but did you say more fun though

Yeah, and unlike some of the other post-Chiru stuff that was written material, this stuff seems to be VN material.
So that's pretty exciting.
I wonder if translation projects are still feasible for it.

>>564212
Uhhhhhh
Let me think
Higurashi, Tsukihime, FS/N, Kagetsu Touhya, That one with the vampires and lesbians but only kind of whose title I can't remember but had a fucking amazing voice cast

Hmmmmm
if you had to make me compare F/SN and Umineko...

Hmmmmmmmmmmm

>>564215
Umineko with the original art

Yes, and?
I read it with the original art

>>564217
Lol

All the OGs read Umineko with the original art.
You're just a poser if you didn't,

If the art prevented you from enjoying Umineko then you're doing it wrong.

Oh also Saya no Uta
>>564220
It didn't

Although to be fair
It didn't help either

Phantom Requiem for the Phantim
*Phantom
(written by the urobutcher himself)

Oh and Demonbane

And maybe Chaos;Head

And YUNO

Man this has me feeling a little giddy.
It's been so long since Umineko.

yo fuckin' same
>>>/watch?v=ei6cC93h84I
every time I think about this

I started re-reading umineko with the patches a while ago
I should pick it back up maybe

ToN, what other vns do you like?

I haven't exactly read many.
In fact I could almost count them on one hand.

>>564231
Which ones?

Let's see
There's Umineko, clearly
There's what I read right before that, Katawa Shoujo
uhhhhh
Fate
A brief goofy thing where touhou's Miko was president
A Drug That Makes You Dream
uhhhhh
oh DDLC
>>564234
yeah that

If Valhalla's gameplay is small enough to consider it a VN, then Valhalla.

>>564233
Oh Jesus Christ
Yume Kusuri Miru?

You should read Saya no Uta.

Among the things I downloaded and threw into a folder to never read them, that actually isn't oen of them.

and in looking for it I remembered I downloaded something else and my skin started crawling thinking about it.
So there's that.

On a slightly related note, My Lovely Daughter was pretty ok.
It's not really VN since you have to manage a lot of things.

There's a N -VN anime adaptation running this season, Island.
The plot's been compressed enough that the ridiculous things about it make me wonder if reading the VN proper would be fun.

I think you'd like it Tony, the main heroine is basically Hibiki only voiced by Tamura Yukari.

>>564237
It is like princess maker?

>>564239
ehhhh from what I vaguely know about Princess Maker yeah
Your goal is to resurrect your daughter by crafting homunculi, letting them live, and then sacrificing them to feed your daughters soul until you hit the right frequency and then use it to bring her back on the night of the full moon

Also whatever the fuck alchemy meister is supposed to have really good gameplay.
Kamidori that's it

>>564241
I played 20 hours of that game until I got ot the first poon scene and wow it was fucking nothing.
And then I lost my save.

>>564242
Yeah that ones you're supposed to play for the gameplay.

All I remember was that the Angel was the best girl.

Or not Hibiki, whatever your boat waifu's fucking name was again.

>>564245
It's Bep

Hibiki/Verniy, what about her

oh
I don't always shoot for that archtype but it could be worth checking.

>>564247
>>564238

Also Sengoku Rance is supposed to be really good.

She seems pretty up your alley.

Man I miss comp.

She looks pretty cute, but looks aren't everything!

*my comp

I'll order that harddrive one of these days.

>>>/watch?v=JPrFT0IQZo8
I'm sitting here, wondering when this will get completed.

Anyone who likes touhou shmups should play that series of fangames
They're so good

I already have my hands full with beating Touhou.
The only ones I've 1cced on normal are 8, 9 and 10.

is Phoenix Wright a visual novel

It's visually novel.

>>>/watch?v=LoMuP7o_CyY
do it for touhou jesus, rei

>>564259
A little
>>564261
Not canon

Iesua is cute though so it's fine

Plus I don't have a comp I can play Touhou on right now.
I'm super out of practice
And also wrist problems.

zun doesn't do much western stuff in touhou come to think of it
remilia is pretty much only western creature

>>>/watch?v=V6_i9HYKxFY
this is the best final boss, track, and fight in that series though

>>564265
you can make an argument for wasaghsdhgahime the mermaid, kagerou the werewolf, and sekibanki the 'dullahan'

And the hobgoblins.
And the fairies.

>>564267
true
but yeah 5/what 100?

fuuuuuuuuuuck riverbed soul saver is so good

Mermaids exist in a fashion in Eastern Asian folklore anyway.

>>564269
That's by variety
By population most Touhou characters are fairies though. So its misleading to go by variety rather than population.

if the point was in this board
you are in CNN right now

RSS also has snake!Mima

>>564274
Picked the fuck up.

(it's not actually mima)

>>564276
Yeah I know.
Do you at least pay as Reimu?
*play

RSS you can play as Reimu, Marisa, or Futo

as a side note, TLC has Reimu, Marisa, and Sakuya (who sasses Touhou!Jesus appropriately)
Mystical Power Plant has playable teams of Reimu and UTSUHO, Marisa and Byakuren, and uhhhh
Sanae and someone else?

I think just Reimu and Marisa in the fourth game
and Hollow Song has uhhhhh
Reimu Marisa and uhhhhh

Tutorials is a huge piece of shit.

>>564278
Sasuga

>>564278
Janaki?
*Kanako WTF autocorrect
Uh
Should?
*Shou

let me crack this game open

oh it is just Kanako

oh Book of Star Mythology is Reimu Marisa and Sanae agani
but not paired

Hollow Song returns to Reimu Marisa Sakuya

They also have their own play on Shoot the Bullet/Double Spoiler

>>564207
he is a felon

>>564209
yeah a bit

Oh yeah
Kirara
At my synagogue for Rosh Hashanah theres a dude doing some sort of spoken word thing during the service.

>in case you had any doubt when playing that Mumumu was supposed to be Lucifer, her last spell is literally "Pride 'Lucifer Lightning' "
oh ok

Only the Devil could have a name that lame.

>>564287
hi kirara

>Salvation: "Escalation to Heaven"
I forgot how cool a spell that is

>>564294
Ow the edge

Without love it cannot be seen.

I like that that ending mentions that eventually Yukari tells Reimu who Iesua actually is and Reimu's like "o-oh"

https://www.soundcloud.com/user-558332463
This seems like a fun podcast

>>564292
hello Bangalore

Bangladesh

i had chicken n waffles

I need to find something that doesn't make me want to puke
Is chicken and waffles actually a thing?
>>564304
>>564305
Cool I'll get these nonexistent thing out of my cupboard

>>564303
Rice

>>564303
Chicken Soup

>>564303
Yeah

>>564303
Those are things that you should always have in there.

>>564303
chicken and waffles is definitely a thing

>>564307
Whatever dude
>>564308
Odd
I've never heard of it except from a ytp

y'all im a cat

>>564310
Wan
Wan Wan

>>564312
Heh
Is that from the /v/ drawfag thread?

i think one of them made it but i saw it on Twitter

I love those threads. They have an entire booru. Every once in a while I go through all the new stuff. A few months ago I wmt through the entire sfw category.

This one is really good.

Tires
*tired
Going bed
Nightingale
*Nighto

Nightingale, buddy

Heh

today my neighbor and i were sharing info on good deals we saw at stores this week
like "yo they got fuckin buy one get one free donuts at publix"
"shit dude they have a sale on chicken at thrifty's"
it feels so weird haha
but in a good way

I've only even ever interacted with our neighbors when they found our dog

reduce yo alienation

Something posessed me to get a da share zone card set
I wonder when/if it's going to come
It feels silly to get excited over a package when they come every other day

oh hell yeah
the devil's level looks so good
im excited to get mine

i accidentally pulled out a ton of receipt paper from this machine at the restaurant and i couldn't fix it so i wrote "sorry" on it and left
#kirarathings

also i talked about abolishing the globe a lot

You couldn't find anyone who worked there to alert to it?

i could not
they were short staffed and we were on our way out anyway
i left like a 50% tip so whatever

Probably helps smooth things over.

what's up you meme loving fucks

>>564330
yeah she'll probably think one of the drunks did it so im probably fine
plus
i apologized

Yeah and really, what's gonna happen?
They gonna go through the cameras to see which bastard fucked with the receipt paper?
They ain't got the time for that.

they probably don't even care
not like it comes out of their paycheck

Well whoever has to clean it up probably will a bit.
Not like, "fuck whoever did this and their mother" care, but a bit of a "fucking A, man" kind of care.

yeah true

anime >>564337 →

the important thing is that i apologized

You made the most of the situation.

Yeah, that's right.
It was an accident, too.

i think i can see fish this weekend

hello hello
It's good that you get to see her.

hi rika
yes, i hope i can see her
we watched a movie together kind of today
the dark knight rises was on where she is so i put it on too and we texted about it
it was nice

the jokers keikakus sure do seem to run on a lot of assumptions

i should probably go to sleep
i got stuff tomorrow morning
oyasumi bye bye /moe/
send me some nice dreams

Night kirara

>>564348
Like the assumption that the joker likes to 'joke'
This is very untrue

Nah, I think he likes to joke a lot.
But hey, humour is in the eye of the beholder.

>>564348
I've seen a theory before that the Joker's "superpower" is basically narrative convenience.
When he takes a risk, things go his way because causality bends to his need.
I think it's neat conceptually, but I don't like it on the Joker.
Considering how human Batman is, it would kind of diminish the dynamic between him and his nemesis if the Joker had a power like that.

>>564359
I'd believe it

>>564351
bye bye

hello bang

>>564386
good lord

time goes on and i
can't control my mii

Wow.
Nintendo's really getting out of control.

nipah

>>564376
Hi rika
tell me about your life
is it weird that you'll never be able to rid yourself of the rika name

>>564401
miipah

hits OOOOOOO

live damnit live

poop?

They said anime was dead when really it was killing us all along

I need Spotify or something
These ads on YouTube are killing me

I've been throwing that idea around in my head a bit recently.
I'd like to discover music but I don't really have a good direction for that.
YouTube's either too accurate or too vague and doesn't really link well for me.
It's great for like, listening to a full album, but finding new stuff rarely works unless I'm already in a super niche part like Touhou music or something.

Though I have no clue to the efficacy of Spotify since I've never used it, but I've heard it works for people trying to do that.

YouTube is terrible for discovering music because it always loops back around to the same few songs

I guess you could do the 30 day trial which I think exists
Though it does take a bit of time for music to sink in for me

>>564420
youtube works if you find the channels you like and then just watch for their new uploads
you have to do a little work and digging, but whatever niche you've got, there's other appreciators of the same types of music
youtube is a popular bridge between soundcloud artists and their audience
people will dig hard to find the stuff they really like on soundcloud and then upload it to their youtube channel (with proper credit given) that's built around that specific niche

i like that because then i can find a lot of artists that i like and go dig their stuff up on my own and keep an eye out for more stuff
scratches that hoarder/collector itch for me too

>>564425
no unfortunately they're still here and they're still queer so i'd better get used to it

moon did you losw your bones again
I found some bones while walking they might be yours

>>564424
That's a lot of hands-on work for me to find new stuff.

>>564430
I guess in that case I won't get anything.
Done well enough for me so far.

you get out what you put in
there's also the top 10 trending chart-toppers on youtube's front page if you don't feel adventurous

what do you like
if i run across anything i'll swing it your way

I don't really know how to pin it down.
There's a lot of musical elements I like and I don't care enough about the bazillion music sub-genres to learn where what I like fits where.
It's a lot easier to say "I like this" after hearing it than finding what I like.
Some times it's also about finding music that comes close to matching what's going in my head at the moment.
Stuff like that kind of makes me want to look at just composing it myself but I've got no clue where that starts so fuck that.

>>564424
they were pretty straight and narrow I guess I should have known

>>564432
yeah genres are p trash
i like to think more about how i like to feel from music or the ambiance of it
sorry i'm overposting you but i'm also workin so im bein efficient

>>564403
My life is going good.
I was distracted by anime.

>>564439
did you ever start on those bees

>>564439
oh nice
wow you still watch anime what a fucking NERD
just kidding i started watching jellyfish princess recently

Getting in touch with your inner woman?

The year is 2020
We still don't know if Rika started on those bees

>>564443
bang will never have a woman inside of him

Poor guy's missing out.

>>564443
WHAT

caps

what

Princess Jellyfish is a jousei series, man.
It's literally aimed at young women.

that doesn't mean much
it's their core demographic yeah but it's not at all exclusive
look at the amount of girls that like dbz and bleach

i think SC has watched and read more shonen than any male ive ever known

I thought jousei was for old women

>>564453
The term young adult always confused me
It seems to refer to like, young teens, who aren't really adults
You'd think it'd be more like early twenties late teens

Jousei is about on the level of late teens to mid-twenties, but of course that's no reason age demographics outside it can't enjoy it.
It's like books for young adults. Except manga. For young adults.

>>564451
Yeah but then I can't neg Bang for watching it.

>>564452
Honestly most people in their mid-twenties aren't really adults either.

>>564452
think of it as a compound noun instead
like young adult, adult, senior

I'd like to neg bang

just keep breathin

>>564454
yeah that's also true

is somebody conforming to gender stereotypes near me
yuck

*peg

god i fucking wish

Gosh Rene.

what's good for the goose is good for the gender

What's good for the goose is good for the noose.

ariana g has a spirited away tat

A large one?

decent size

>>564465
are you gonna get a tat

>>564467
Yeah that's past my threshold.
It's also just ... kind of bland.

doubt it!

I heard my cat whining outside so I went to the door to let her in.
But when I got there she sounded much louder than she should through the door.
So I fumbled around in the dark for a few minutes trying to feel if she was inside already, which would have been kind of weird.
In fact however the glass part of the door had been pulled up and there was only screen mesh between her and I.
I felt kind of silly about that.

>>564469
i think it's pretty good

Maybe I'm more put off more than anything by it being of Chihiro.
I'm not really comfortable with tattoos of faces and stuff like that. My eyes always end up drifting towards them.

my sissy does a lot of anime tattoos

i knooowwww i gotta keep
keep on breathin

>>564474
Is your sister a tattoo artist?
What sort of anime requests does she get? Is it usually for stuff like dragonballs

I wonder how many people got triforce tattoes

yeah, she is
i dunno, she does a lot of tattoos so i dont really hear about them
it's all usually pretty cutesy stuff, really colorful and pretty tats and not like biker stuff
idk, probably not dragonballs

Just like a tatto
I'll always have you

My PC won't stay in fucking sleep mode.
I put it into it and I can barely make it to laying down in bed before everything starts spinning up again.

I don't want to shut it down all the waaaaaaaayyyy.

>>564477
So like, hello kitty sort of stuff I guess
That's cute.

no like anime
like sailor moon or satsuki kiryuin or stuff
sometimes symbols or sometimes characters
i can't think of examples atm but she's got pictures all over the shop

>>564479
mouse be vibratin?

normally you can only wake from sleep mode with the keyboard or pressing the power button

>>564481
Nah I see what you're getting at now
Yeah that's pretty cute

Also this is pedantic and missing the point, but hello kitty has like 7 anime

and the hulk has a video game but calling him a video game character isn't really accurate

>>564482
That's my working theory at the moment, but my usual remedy of blowing on the lens and trying to sweep my mouse pad of cat hair didn't work this first time.

>>564485
yeah that's why I said it was pedantic and missing the point

>>564486
powercfg -lastwake
maybe it's a running process

This has been a problem for me over multiple PCs, multiple mice, multiple mousepads, multiple desks.
I don't get it.

>>564488
I'm going to be honest and embarrass myself here and say I have zero idea what I'm supposed to do with this.

put that in the command prompt
run > cmd

BANG

i know i gotta keep
keep on bangin

i would unplug the mouse to isolate that as a potential source

Unplug yourself
Power down

mousu to mousu

borger

Hey Kannagi
I'd look at that web but I'm on mobile

You can't view webms on your mobile.
eh maji

I ain't got data for that
I can definitely view them though

>>564498
oh boy it's been a while since ive seen this

>>564501
I wasted so much money in the US on mobile data, it was dumb as heck. I should have got a sim when I first went there.
>>564502
Its pretty good. I keep around for fun.

i forgot it existed
i wonder what other things i forgot existed

I forget a lot of things.
forgetting stuff is one my big anxieties. I even forget I made a post on moe sometimes and fuck off to do something else.
>>564506
I don't even know who I am a lot of the time.
Identity sucks

i forget who i am sometimes

i think that's why so many people invest their identity externally
there's always external storage for that memory in case you forget how to access it

I used to be scared that the more people I knew and talked to the more diluted I'd become and lose my personality because I can be pretty impressionable.
I pick up words and habits from people really easily

i used to think that too but i don't think so anymore
i think the more exposure you have to other people, the more refined and developed your sense of self becomes, at least for people like you and me probably
there might be impressionability for some

i kind of noticed it when listening to people speak mongolian and german lately
there's that stimulation you feel when you hear particular intonations that are new to you that you want to try to mimic the sound and tone, like when you're a kid learning a language the first time
that really granular level of attaching meaning to a sound, stemming naturally from our curiosity and not from discipline and projected values or time investments

i think personality is kind of the same too
stepping out into the environment and directly challenging your own concept of self against the social landscape, being curious about things you don't understand, and developing tools to probe those curiosities really sharpens and develops the sense of self
it doesn't seem like impressionability to me anymore, but kind of uncovering the parts of yourself you can't see in isolation
you do kind of borrow tools that you see other people use though, a kind of barter of information, but that's really genuine to me, too
finding credibility and merit you didn't know you had because you don't know what other people are lacking until they're willing to barter information with you to find out what you have
whether it's technique, understanding, skills, a sense of coping with the abstract and absurd through humor, whatever social tools
there's a lot of things i had such low self worth about because i was never able to see where i could be useful
afterall, it doesn't seem like i have any skills if i only have my own isolation for reference. it's all null

I always find it weird when I post something and someone actually geniunely understands because i usually feel like the thoughts and feelings are so out there.
but I really agree with a lot of what you said, I used to believe so much about losing my personality who I am but I realised I didn't have much in the way of anything I didn't really know myself.
Now I'm a lot more open about who I am I mean I'm still building my identity and in the last few years I've taken actual action to things to bring myself out.
Going to university now has made me challenge a lot of anxieties.

Sometimes I still feel like I'm lacking and I get scared that my automatic responses of laughing or hiding away aren't so useful in a lot of social situations.

time to mimic some new responses, the same way you probably mimicked new words the first time you heard them as a child and learnt what they meant
and i mean mimic like fully integrate and understand not just like pretend

i always have such trouble with languages
trying to remember stuff or trying to study stuff, it all just feels like friction on my brain and i feel resistance
but just hearing someone talk at me in mongolian and being sensitive to the intonation and mimicking it im picking up so much so effortlessly
like it's not even a chore, just clear as day as my brain is presented with a puzzle and knows how to get the information to assemble it

>>564511
For me learning Japanese was a lot to do with immersion, I picked up a lot of nuances and phrases just from watching tv shows, listening to radio, Japanese podcasts etc.
I guess you are right about mimicing because I can see how I do that in learning Japanese, I learn it through context.
I have a harder time learning via a dry book than I do through reading a book and then seeing it in action something - especially when people communicate a lot with non-verbal stuff that adds to the words.

im referencing the language stuff but im finding it really useful in everything
like, i dunno, i used to always hate the idea of trying to do what other people do because it felt artificial to just cut and paste a habit or skill without knowing what went into it and why
but the brain is really pretty powerful im startin to realize
if i just try something with motor and tactile sensation, i get a lot of processing power to gauge how and why it works or doesn't and i'm not just blindly accepting that it works
it's a lot of thought and consideration, but it's the peaceful kind of thought and consideration, the calm energy, not the frantic anxiety of "oh wtf how do i do this i gotta figure it out"

I had a hard time learning that some people make jokes that aren't actually jokes, its just people awkwardly laughing with each other.
the small talk people make can be utterly confusing to me sometimes when it has no real purpose - I'm too focused on delivery specific thing that I have hard time just talking socially
I mean I can do it but only after I know the person.
I certainly feel a huge different in thinking every so often like my brain being noisy but only when I realise its now quiet and calm in my head - its one of the reasons hearing you Kirara talk about the stuff you take to calm down sounds so appealing to me.

did you check out valerian root yet
it's still my mainstay for quieting the noise in my head

>>564515
I haven't I should, I'll see if I can order some online, do you know if it has any complications with other medication?

yeah, you shouldn't take it with alcohol or benzodiazepines
you'll be extra sleepy if you take it with antihistamines
if you take anything else to sleep like trazadone it could have an interaction
nothing really dangerous though unless you were to take it when drinking really heavily, but that's already dangerous anyway
can cause some stomach cramps if you're taking anything that's making your tummy sensitive

I have some medication thats pretty heavy on my liver but otherwise it's fine.
I'll just have to be careful with what I take

it's broken down by the liver, but everything is
that's the liver's job
you could ask your pharmacist

I probably will, livers suck.

yeah ive abused mine for way too long
hopefully it'll recover

>>564521
I'm sure you will.
my liver is a bit battered because of medication and my irregular eating - I eat so little that I cause excess bile and it gave me a bit jaudice a while ago.

battered liver sounds pretty tasty about now

That actually sounds interesting, I wonder how it would taste.
crunchy texture and that organ taste

Recently my narcolepsy has returned, I have a hard time not nodding off randomly when I'm out on the train, bus or just sitting down reading something

Do you ever fall asleep and miss your stops?

>>564526
Not really its not really sleep
its like microsleeps that last a couple minutes and suddenly wake up in panic and try and wake myself properly.

>>564527
that sounds really uncomfortably disorienting

>>564525
A side effect of missing the desert, no doubt.
Have you seen a doctor yet?
Are you eating enough?

>>564527
that sounds similar to what i experience sometimes while working
granted im in an overstimulated and underslept mode at those times, so it's probably more natural here

>>564528
It is pretty uncomfortable but I'm used it I've had it before but it stopped a while and now it's randomly back.
>>564529
The desert in my dreams is calling to me!
I'm going to a doctor in about 4 hours today, I have a blood test results consulation which means they found something because they've told me before that they never get back to you if your bloods show all clear.
which is gonna be fun to see.
I had a few days of bad eating where I forgot to eat, I need to take more control over my timing for things. I got used to working and being told to go on lunch break.
>>564530
I get it whenever I'm sitting mostly, i've only had it happen once when walking which was years ago and that was actually scary - it doesn't even matter if I am focusing either.
I was reading a book and I suddenly nodded off when I was trying to concentrate on the book.

You need to eat well!
I hope the doctor goes alright.

>>564532
I hope so too.
its a gamble depending on what doctor I get they can either be considerate or minute managing and wanting to throw you out in seconds type

When do your classes start?

>>564531
>randomly back
saitei

my boat wife is the greatest in the world

if she's so great why did the russians scrap her

Unrelated because all I need is love

from SCRAP

>>564534
First week of October.
>>564535
hontou ni

>>564539
Your words may make sense but my depth of love is telling me not to listen

wtf kirara why does water get everything

what is it getting in this case

>>564540

wow that's late

that's a story character that hasn't been made playable yet and now she's been confirmed water
right after water got the incredible summer grea

oh i see

meanwhile I'm stuck waiting indefinitely for things I want
why this

Oracle news fucking when

the livers

>>564544
I think thats pretty much start term time start in the UK.

>>564549
weird
we start in August, here
August and January are term starts

Give me my nice things immediately

>>564551
Fight and earn your love

I already made Death SSR FLB give me Lovers already

>>564550
These are the terms times for my uni.

oh, we just have, like, three main semesters
spring, fall, and summer
and summer is broken up into summer 1 and summer 2
some classes go all summer and some are just half of the summer

we get like December 1 to January 10th off or something
that's my only break from school every year

im gonna spend a lot of time in the desert this winter
since my dad's moving to the desert

can i hang out with you and your dad

probably he's cool

idk if i wanna be in michigan during the winter
it's gonna be so cold what if i have an event and die

it's going to be a colder winter than usual too

>>564555
A Winter desert sounds pretty interesting even though I like the cold I have lot of difficulty surviving the cold.
my house is so cold recently. I've need to keep the heating on.

It's not so bad in low humidity!

i keep browsing for employment positions and start seeing things that look good and then i realize once again that they're all direct deposit only payments and i remember that i have no bank account
it's so fucked

can you open a bank account if someone opens it with you?

no idea
i owe USBank money after a series of predatory readjustments to the timeline of transactions
it's a complaint for another time i shouldn't whinge about that
but i think i'm flagged as "don't open an account for this individual"
maybe a credit union, but my credit's so shit too

it's worth a try isn't it?

what, opening an account with someone?
i have nobody
i can't even get to a bank if i wanted to try

That really sucks.
if you could get a paypal deposit it'd be easier.

>>564566
or a credit union or something
can't direct deposit go into a paypal, too?

>>564568
i dont think so
maybe it can to my business debit, but paypal still thinks i have an attached bank account and they dont know it's been closed
i'd be worried that the authentication for enrolling in their direct deposit might cause that to be noticed and my paypal account will be restricted
i think i gotta take my anxiety meds im losin my shit

why do you have your closed bank account still linked?
google says you can do direct deposit with your paypal

you can't move your funds out of paypal without any linked external funding source
before you add one, your account can receive money but can't do anything until it's verified
if it's removed, the account becomes unverified again and you have to attach a new funding source in your name
at least that's how it was at one time, may not be anymore

you can apparently just get a paypal debit card and use paypal as your bank now
without anything attached to it
that's what im getting from the paypal FAQ at least
it might be worth looking into at least

Ohio

there's a cape verde hurricane forming
rip
the sahara could only protect us for so long

Oh no

>>>/@Gizmodo/1034916882527215616?s=19

New hataraku saibou black.

>>>/@9_volt_/1035155663142445056?s=19
people are so weird

Also
New Poptepic.

Wow I was thinking about this stupid video today and lo and behold here it is
This isn't even something I'd watch

>Top ten anime crimes

>>564579
Like
Oh the manga right

>>564582
Yee

Top ten war criminals who got out of their sentence
>>564585
Time to commit some war crimes

>>564584
IIRC the war criminal prison in Europe is pretty cushy.

>>>/@TaylorLorenz/1035157051729694721?s=19

>>564586
Sheesh

>>564586
Could've been worse.

i would've vandalized it to rename Washington D.C. to Cumville

>>>/@ScrubbestLeague/1035020026955354112?s=19

Heh
Brigham Jung

Kirara, water you up to?

RIP Kirara
1993-2018
We hardly knew ye.

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