oh wait that's right I don't know how things work but we do have an airbnb ourselves only problem is that my parents are leaving the country for the week so I'm kinda like "how do they even handle this?"
ToN
>>733524 kirara told me is why that topic even brought // even came up
>yo i'm taking five days off >what the fuck >put me down for personal business >you won't get any pay >I just made a week's worth off of the stock dip. i dont give a FUCK
really though, you should pick up sam and blue and bring them down here to florida and we'll do a meditation retreat! 5 days hanging out sharing a room with your friends not being allowed to talk pretending each other don't exist so you can meditate what could be better
ToN
>>733539 will you pay me for the gas and energy to drive all the way up down and around oh wait that doesnt sound fun at all you tricked me YOU TRICKED ME TWICE WITH THIS RETREAT KIRARA
>>733540 I'm offering you enlightenment! Realization! Don't you want to understand your oneness with the cosmos? Don't you want to stare at a white wall for long periods of time until you lose your sense of self? Don't you want to break?
I'm told that by day three, my cushion will feel like it's full of barbed wire. Doesn't that sound fun?
ToN
i read βdont you want to understand your cuteness with the cosmosβ
There are a lot of attractive moms! There are a lot of unattractive ones, too.
You probably just aren't going places where attractive people go. A large part of attractiveness comes from proper grooming, so you're more likely to find attractive people in environments with more well-to-do people.
Koi
have you guys heard the cannon busters OP because it sounds a lot like a song that I used to hear on eden and I want it
PANrela
maybe the attractive mom ton is looking for is Rika
Someone on /moe/ once told me that if they ever died, they'd become a ghost and they'd haunt me and leave finger smudges on my glasses. Somehow my glasses keep getting finger smudges on them even though I'm not touching them. I cleaned them and put them back on and not a minute later, there was another one.
>>733583 Was it Rika who said that? I kind of thought so. Did she died?
ToN
rika please
ToN
I dont know if rika said it but it gives off unimaginable rika vibes who else is that perfectly torturous yet simple
Yeah, I agree. I hope she's not haunting me right now. I'm sitting around half naked eating a bowl of meat and onions while playing Fire Emblem on the floor. What an embarrassing way to be seen.
Are you gonna go check out Joey Ramone Avenue? It's in Queens. It's also the number one most stolen street sign in nyc. Or at least was. *Joey Ramone Way
But I guess an olympic sized might be too big for most people that just want to exercise. Maybe you could cut the length in half to 25 meters and do it for 20 million. That's still a lot of money, though. Even if I work my whole life, I'd never be able to afford that myself.
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
what is up w these transit apps today app just told me 1 min wait + 2min gettin into station + 2 min ride + 2 min exiting station + 5 min walk = 22 minutes total
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
>>733622 why are these pools so expensive damn we have a few 50m pools in my hometown, i dont think you can rent your own lane but if you get there early enough itβs basically yours
>>733624 Olympic pools are super expensive because they have a bunch of regulations, I guess. It looks like if you just want a big pool with a bunch of lanes, you could do it for like 200k and get a really good one. I guess that's feasible for me someday.
There aren't really any exercise pools here. They're all public pools that people just go to play in, so you can't exercise in them. They don't open until like 10:00, so everyone's already there if you go at opening.
The friend I was out with tonight just up and vanished on me after going in to a bank to deposit money. How long do you figure is sensible to wait around outside the bank waiting for them to show up?
>>733634 now you can listen to the final stage music over and over again
ζ
hi /moe/
Anno
Heyo Moon.
ζ
did your friend show back up
Anno
Nope. I waited around for about half an hour and just made my way back home. Hopefully he didn't get jumped once he was out of my view or something. Though he'd probably hold his own with something like that.
ζ
did you text him to see whats up that's pretty strange banks dont really have bathrooms because they dont want people using drugs on the premises or concealing stuff so it's not like there's something to get caught up doing for a while
Anno
Well the weirder part of this story is, after like ten minutes of waiting, I went to the bank door to check in on him. But the door was locked (it was after eight, that's not too weird for a bank to be closed on the weekend at that time). So I figured he'd just gone to the outdoor ATMs down the other side of the bank, but when I walked over to them I couldn't find him over there either. When he'd first gone to the bank I'd turned my back on him to take a photo of the web of streetcar wires over the intersection because I know Kirara likes to see stuff like that. Then when I turned around I couldn't see him , so I'd assumed he'd already gone inside, and I got distracted by this nice guy doing some guitar and singing right nearby while I waited. So I don't actually know what he did when he went to the bank doors and presumably found them locked like I did.
We'd ate and drank a decent bit while we were out so I guessed he might've needing a washroom which is why I waited around as long as I did. But half an hour without warning I feel is more than too much time.
And he still hasn't given me a phone number I can text or call him at so I don't really know what to do when he goes AWOL like that.
how do you tell if a girl likes you i dont normally deal with girls so this is foreign to me im always normally dealing with girls as friends and listening to them talk about people they like so im not sure how to gauge anything i dont like me so i generally wouldn't assume someone else does
Anno
Yeah I'm pretty clueless on that myself too, sorry.
Anno
The feeling of a headache fading really is a comfort. It's so nice to be able to think again.
I mean I'll definitely own up on that. But I also got very little normal liquids today before going out on account of waking up at like two in the afternoon. And we had a weird barometric shift from relatively dry to pretty high humidity over the course of like six hours and I'm kind of sensitive to that kind of thing. So it's probably all those things bundled together shoved right at my head.
Anno
Hello What is this website
FormerRei@mobile
It's a liveposting imageboard
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Test Test Test Can you see this?
I cant erase the words HELP >>733658 Thank you friend This is really interesting a b c e
FormerRei@mobile
Yes
Anno
No I can't see this.
Anno
>>733655 You're limited to the last two words of your post, providing you haven't started a new line. That's just how things work.
@FormerRei@mobile thank you how do I use them? Also here's another pic of her
FormerRei@mobile
Just call me Rei Hrrm The way you type them out is you type spoiler but have it inside [] and they way you end them is you type /spoiler enclosed by []. But if you just type the opening tag and type a bn *bunch of stuff and click done it will automatically put in the ending tag for you.
Anno
[/spoiler] [spoiler} test test oh I did it somehow Thanks Rei
FormerRei@mobile
Unfortunately I can't literally type it out to show you because it will be interpreted as the spoiler tag.
FormerRei@mobile
Also doing two pound signs infront of text makes it big
like this
And using the circumflex (also called the caret) makes your text superscriptlike this But its sort of broken
Anno
$$test I don't know what is a pond sign! #test
big text
ohhhhhhhhh tyvm
FormerRei@mobile
Pound sign Like on a phone Not as in the currency Ugh # That
>>733685 it looked really good i like the characters and the style and everything a lot im kinda upset because i want to see it but i just can't handle it
If you look in the corner of your post next to the Done button, there's a faint box beside it. If you click on that, it'll get colourful, AFTER doing that, if you upload an image, it will have a spoiler shield like that one in front of the image.
oh yeah, that therapist when he was trying to ask me what my goals were i said i ultimately need trauma therapy and thought going to regular therapy would help coordinate that that trauma therapy is my main goal and he's like "well we can start on that here" but it's just a regular therapy center, he doesn't know emdr or any of that shit much less he's a male therapist he was really pissin me off i said no that i didnt feel like it was safe there, that i hadn't gotten any safe signals "what safe signals are you looking for?" gosh man you're not getting it
i dont think it's my responsibility as a patient to make the therapy environment feel safe im there because i need help and guidance if i have to tell you what you need to do to help me then i could just help myself fuck
Sometimes. If someone told me they didn't feel safe, I would ask "What can I do to help you feel safe?" or "What would need to be different for you to be safe?" or something like that. If a client isn't ready to talk about something, especially trauma, I don't pressure them into it, though. Sometimes you have to build rapport before you can talk about that stuff. Sounds like your guy doesn't understand that, though.
Fuck, man. I was already to go out for dinner and then people changed their plans. I was dressed up nice and everything I was even wearing a shirt with a Collar!
that's pretty fucked up the twitter comments are sayin about how it's just funny and not a big deal, shouldn't have been so sensitive idk that's fucked up you're just trying to travel and being treated with that kind of immaturity
you dunno what people are goin through don't mess with them just bc you're bored
>>733772 they don't see the people because they only see the spectacle they look at it like a comedy skit or a movie they can't imagine this being the real world and how it affects people because they're so detatched from reality
!C0.PerkELE
>>733774 no wonder candid camera shows have gone out of style, since people justl augh at actual accidents now and not fake shenanigans
ζ
ive been thinkin about buggin out lately i dunno i dont think i got anywhere to go once march comes anyway
!C0.PerkELE
I actuallyl iked that canadian show just for laughs? it did innocent enough pranks where no one was seriously humiliated or anything
ζ
yeah i think ive seen that one you're talking about i dont remember what it was at the moment but it was pretty wholesome >>733779 what is that food
just live in a region where bear hunting is a thing so the population is kept in check and they fear humans
ζ
there are things i'd like to do that i can't do in bear country it's just how bears are they fuck everything up
!C0.PerkELE
never bothered me
Anno
>>733787 >live in bear country >accidentally get shot
Kirara π
they bother people here they steal your food and trash your encampments
ζ
yeah they have really sharp smell and will tear all your shit apart looking for stuff they are also attracted to your urine and feces and can smell it a mile away so you have to dig a giant hole every time you go and cover it up which directly counteracts the kinds of things you have to do to mark your territory so other animals don't come and eat your crops and any livestock you'd have if i have a fish pond, the bears are gonna come eat all my fish and shit in my territory if i leave the cottage they're gonna snoop through my shit
>>733790 This is actually a bigger threat than animal run ins we hunt anything thatl ives in our woods, so during hunting season, not wearing a red vest might really get you shot and still does even when you are wearing it >>733791 aren't those the small black bears tho?
Kirara π
>>733793 no, it's pretty much all bears especially brown bears grizzlies less but they still do it
>>733796 aa well if the bear population is afraid of human smell, that is just fine then, but yeah it wouldn't happen over in a generation or two
ζ
the only place bears are hunted here is alaska, and alaska has kodiak bears kodiaks are human dependent at this point and specifically seek out humans because there's trash there the juveniles will attack dogs and chickens and stuff because they're messed up the mother kodiaks have been training their offspring to scavenge trash from human places so the juveniles are doing that exclusively
!C0.PerkELE
speaking of bears, it is actually amusing that we have like 10+ words for them, though only maybe 3? are in usage nowadays because people in the past believed, if you actually said "bear" durign winter, it might wake up and come sculking into your house for food
Kirara π
>>733798 yeah they're only problematic for campers and hikers and stuff usually
ζ
kodiaks and grizzlies are in fact dangerous though black and brown bears you can spook off
ζ
cougars are scarier to me though since they stalk, and they will go after a person if they want to bears might confront you, but cougars are gonna be stalking from behind you and you have to be constantly paranoid i cant live in that paranoia. it's too much for me
even if bears aren't a threat and i can deal with them, i dont want to have that anxiety of constantly being on guard for them
bear tastesd amn good I hear I think I have had bear jerky once >>733803 Yeah from what I have seen cougars seem about most dangerous wildlife overthere
!C0.PerkELE
in general, large cats have been the "human killing" animals everywhere, when you think about it
Yeah, but there are some plant combination poisons that have been used in hunting >>733807 yeah I guess so or you know enough of poisons to use something that doesn't really affect muscles but say stops the heart
ζ
some of that stuff might be able to be cooked out. i dont know also some things which go into the bloodstream like that aren't actually harmful to be digested for instance, rattlesnake venom, you can drink it and be fine it's only when it's bitten into you that it's harmful
!C0.PerkELE
yeah isn't there a rattlesnake venom drink in usa?
ζ
i dont think there's such a drink, but im sure people have drank it there might be some cocktail or something done just as a novelty
there's the centipede alcohol though, maybe that's what you're thinking of tequila with the poison centipede inside of it
nah I specifically remember some novelty drink in some southern state with rattlesnake venom in it
Kirara π
>>733809 well most poisons you use to hunt with will be destroyed by the cooking process i've heard that if you dont cook it enough and have stomach ulcers, you can get poisoned from it
I guess you could find enough info on the interwebs I'd prolly go to poison+dart hunting as in any pointed missile, not exactly dart
Kirara π
>Habushu (γγι ) is an awamori-based liqueur made in Okinawa, Japan. Other common names include Habu Sake or Okinawan Snake Wine. Habushu is named after the habu snake, Trimeresurus flavoviridis, which belongs to the pit viper family and is closely related to the rattlesnake and copperhead.[1] >A main distributor of habushu uses around 5,000 habu per year. The distillery uses crushed rice and Koji mold to produce the awamori that goes into the habushu. The awamori is first mixed with herbs and honey giving the clear liquid a yellow hue. A pit viper is then inserted into the liquid and stored until consumed. It is a typical practice to age the awamori for a long period of time. The alcohol helps the venom to dissolve and become non poisonous.[4] Some brands of habushu come with the snake still inside the bottle.[5]
if i can get to alaska i guess i'd like to bug out there if not, maybe like in the northeast somewhere maybe nova scotia
!C0.PerkELE
>>733816 but isn't that the one where they dunk the entire snake inside? yeah
Kirara π
>There are two methods of inserting the snake into the alcohol. The maker may choose to simply submerge the snake in the alcohol and seal the bottle, thus drowning the snake. Alternatively, the snake may be put on ice until it passes out, at which point it is gutted, bled and sewn up. When the viper is thawed and awakens, it will quickly die in an aggressive striking manner, which is what most producers look for. what the fuck
there's a cute girl ive been fancying lately but i dunno what to do im so fuckin poor and full of emotional luggage that i dont want to move on it because i'd be such a disappointment i can't imagine how i could have a functioning relationship when im this financially fucked
Kirara π
would it hurt to try?
ζ
that's what i mean if i try and succeed in getting a relationship, then what what can i even do idk i need to figure out what im doing first
like yall were sayin the other day, you gotta have your goals and motivations in line first and the rest comes naturally i'm pretty much a hot mess emotionally
Kirara π
i think it's better to take things as they come if they // you succeed in getting a relationship you can figure out what comes next then you'll be in a different place at that point and you will be better suited for figuring out what's next
having goals and motivations is attractive to a certain kind of girl not /// it's not important to everyone but to girls like fish or rika for example that stuff is essential
i do have goals and motivations but they feel like they're on hold right now or hindered a bit i want to get these works published and i want to do some medicolegal contracts, scale up my business a bit with the right stuff in line i could be makin 40 or 50k which is reasonable, but im not sure that's what's good for me
i'm really a support class i need someone to lift up and support and back up i can be on the front line but that's not where my skills shine or where i feel very good about myself
even if i find a girl, she'd still be the husband if you know what i mean i don't mean in terms of finances necessarily
there's just a lot that makes it hard i could scale up my business like that but im not sure if it'd be possible without being medicated i think it would be, if i had the right lifestyle in place where im getting all the things i need as it is now, without those things i have to rely on medication to function and cope but when i have someone else to support and to appreciate the nice things i do for them, life feels a lot less heavy i haven't had that in so long though
i feel like those are awfully contrived terms to try to start a relationship on idk how even to approach that discussion i dont normally deal with girls either outside of friendship
ive been tryin to email rika to get some advice which has helped a bit but i don't think she reads most of it since it gets too long yeah i dunno this is dumb i dunno why i brought it up
Kirara π
well it's a mutual thing if she isn't down for it she'll let you know you aren't imposing on her much by asking the question
i probably wouldn't be the one asking but yeah i just feel like it's irresponsible or something
things have to move forward in the early stages it gets really messed up if you start something then have to immediately wait that happened with jan. by the time i got the apartment we were gonna move into, he changed his mind and didn't want to anymore stagnation makes things decay
ask blue alternatively search for the answer yourself who am I to control your journey
!C0.PerkELE
it is something I am watching
Anno
oh well then I don't know what is cannon busters?
!C0.PerkELE
some kind of netflix original anime
Anno
okay cool
!C0.PerkELE
the netflix subs are fucking cancer, tho
Anno
sounds par the course
!C0.PerkELE
just wondering why they clearly can translate stuff easily, so why do they change stuff at times for no reason like >damn that kid -> you havn't seen the last of me why?
Anno
For whatever reason, some translators seem to think they know better than the original script. Or just have no idea what the hell they're doing.
well ep1 down, I dunno can't really form an opinion on it yet
Kirara π
i saw up to episode 3 so far it seems alright
Kirara π
I can't figure out what it's missing but it just feels a little off me
>>733853 you'll be scratching balls again in no time
Koi
tfw your ball scratchin hand gets shot
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
tfw sony updates the ps4 to not let the media player play mkv files because it's mainly used for watching pirated content fuck off with your dumb bullshit sony jesus
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
just wanna watch some fuckin' anime on my ps4
!C0.PerkELE
>>733852 I think it lacks some important characterisation bits or then it is just feeling of rushing through the episode
Koi
>>733852 tfw your father's kingdom is on fire and you neither want to flee to safety nor go find your dad
Kirara π
>>733857 lemme just sit on this branch with my robot girlfriend
Koi
my man sliced the fucking branch he was sitting on like bro, I don't have time for this. WE don't have time for this.
also is it just me or does this guy remind you of the giant monkey badguy from starfox?
!C0.PerkELE
also the episodes just end the pacing is really weird if the ED was removed, I'd always be thinking "huh did they cut out a minute or two of the episode?"
!C0.PerkELE
I think I kinda have the feeling off odd nailed down
since I looked into this, apparently cannon busters was ment to be a graphic novel originally so yeah, that was the feeling a western comic turned into anime, and a similiar odd feeling would pop up if a manga was turned into a cartoon. Unless you do some muxing around with the screenplay, things will result in feeling just slightly off
but theyr eally use weird scene transitions and cuts at times
Kirara π
haha i got a letter saying my driver's license is getting suspended next month unless i pay this ticket before then and then there's something suggesting i apply to become a florida state trooper
!C0.PerkELE
hmm I realised what had been annoying me about the male lead's voice it's kirito's va
Koi
Thank you Odin.
!C0.PerkELE
also the guy who does the prince's voice sounds like... he doesn't care at all
is weird how the show is picky about violence at times >shows someone's chest cavity being blown to bits superrealistically >shows anatomically correct insides of a chop offed arm yet at times >head being ripped off isn't shown fully or >death is cut with fade to black/scene change
Kirara π
just because you show something graphic once doesn't mean it's necessary or relevant to the direction to show graphic stuff every time there is an opportunity to
I love to de-escalate family members at dinner at restaurants before they become violent because a piece of pancake touched her bacon and she's on a gluten free fad diet
i definitely know the feeling of having to apologize for my family's behavior my mom is really histrionic and makes a scene over the dumbest stuff it's really embarrassing
curiositystream is really cool these documentaries are so specific in ways i really like like im watching a three-part documentary on big cats that focuses specifically on why lions, tigers, leopards, jaguars are still around but saberteeth species aren't when they all occupied the same time period
it's talking specifically about each one's comparison to the saberteeth that occupied the same lands and how a lot of it came about from their musculature and night-hunting features, where the ones that are left are the ones that didn't need to compete with early homo erectus for resources saberteeth were day hunters and homo ended up killing off most of the things they needed to hunt
>>733921 yeah, stuff like that is why i can't be near my mom i love her and stuff but my anxiety problems and her behavior are just a really bad mix that's probably a big part of why i have terrible anxiety about being in public or handling things like phone calls and doctors' offices, because those things are always associated with my mother's fits and crying and yelling and being really unpleasant i take her to a doctor's appointment and she starts crying and yelling at the doctor, not listening to what they're saying, blaming them for stuff that doesn't make sense because she's not thinking clearly, and if i try to calm her down and explain what she's misunderstanding then she starts on me and OH YOURE ON THEIR SIDE TOO EVERYBODY HATES ME AND WANTS TO SEE ME SUFFER no, but doing this is making your suffering so much worse
Anno
>>733919 My first younger sister can be a bit like that. Fortunately she's got the social sensibility to be decent towards strangers and in public. But she can really lose her shit to family members. Which is a little bit exhausting to be around.
My mum's the complete opposite. They could completely fuck up her order, bring everything out an hour late, and spit in her food and she still wouldn't want to Make a big fuss about it
>>733922 yeah that's how i am like if i order a rare steak with mashed potatoes and they bring me out a medium rare steak with a baked potato im just like oh, well this works too. it looks pretty good
but like my ex or other people i'd go out to eat with would say im being too passive and i need to stand up for myself etc etc stand up for what? i dont want to wait around another 35 minutes for them to remake the order there's perfectly good food right here that's gonna go to waste and im hungry now it's easier for me to keep with this and eat alongside everyone else than to wait until after the meal is over and get mine at the end, and then have to eat in a hurry while everyone else is waiting on me the discomfort that puts on me would ruin the meal, whereas the choices i made for rare and mashed potatoes were fairly arbitrary choices that i wasn't very decided on to begin with
sometimes people think they're doing the right thing by standing up for me and telling the server it's wrong and to get it right and to make a scene on my behalf i dont want that at all if anything that makes me want to leave and i dont want to be there i dont appreciate that and it makes me really uncomfortable let me just eat my food in a cool and relaxed setting instead
>>733924 yeah i hate to be seen with people like that personally im sure you don't feel any insecurity but it makes me think that people think im part of that crazy too i probably have some residual crazy in me from family but im the most calm and sensible one
My mom freaked out at the very nice server, Favian, who, as an aside, was pretty attractive. She was pointing a knife at him and stuff and he handled it really well. None of it was his fault at all, of course. Then my stepdad ran into the kitchen and took a plate of fried apples and a bunch of syrup because the restaurant was understaffed and they weren't being fast enough for him. My mom concealed carries a firearm which is one of the reasons I have to make sure to deescalate her when she gets mad.
it's really hard to break my temper as a result of being used to all this stuff i have a ridiculous amount of patience but when something does push me over the edge i still lose it completely like that and am completely frantic so i really have to try to avoid that at all costs i hate that part of myself
I'm pretty imperturbable. I don't think anything has really fucked me up seriously in a long time. I can even avoid reacting to my trauma triggers these days. Usually.
I learned today while working on my dissertation that mindfulness raises distress tolerance which has a really big effect on PTSD symptoms, especially re-experiencing and avoidant symptoms. Which is what I've noticed since I started doing zen. I don't have as many triggers and don't feel the need to use avoidant coping mechanisms very often. I still get alcohol cravings sometimes but not as often in response to stress.
Anno
My temper's a bit of a hair trigger, but the things that do trigger it are pretty fringe things that I don't think most people expect me to get angry about. And things that people expect me to get angry about tend to just slide off me pretty easily. Usually.
sometimes i go off pretty easily and arbitrarily but that's usually a result of me already being at like 90% of my threshold baseline like im already enduring enough stuff that would push a normal person past their limit but im still in there, and then im just trying to do something calm to relax and then something little happens that disrupts my attempt to relax and i know that what i have to do is just leave the situation for my own benefit but then it makes it look like im really sensitive and overreacting to something small, that a slight offense has made me get huffy and leave but it's not like that
People acting maliciously towards me makes me laugh. It blows my ego up and makes me feel really powerful and I start viewing the person on the level of an insect. It really makes my S flare up.
i dunno, deliberate stuff is easier to avoid for me because they're aiming for a rise and i dont have to give it to them stupid mistakes where i have to handle other people's incompetence are more likely to upset me like when walgreens forgot to fill my script and then the script expired and they emailed me saying it was too late to fill it
Anno
What about deliberate incompetence. Where they could be not making stupid mistakes but it's obvious they don't care enough to bother.
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like what kind of situation im having a hard time imagining that scenario
it's best just to not be around people at all sometimes i get lonely and make the mistake of thinking i want to be around people but then i remember that i dont
when i was getting a lyft to my therapy appointment, my lyft driver was some old dude that kept making the wrong turns i was watching his GPS and he just wasn't paying attention and made wrong turns like three times and was like oops it led me the wrong way i just pretended like i didn't know and was like "ah i dunno the area that's why im getting a lyft" and he was trying to tell me about how he had a date that weekend with a girl he met and i was confused why he was telling me this my voice had already given out though so i just didn't say anything back to him and he kept talking about it and not paying attention to his gps
Kirara π
one time i had an uber driver tell me about how his sister fucked a dog i was drunk though so maybe i encouraged it
PANrela
im tryna get fucked up how long till they cut me off
Happy Sugar Life was a fantastically fucked up series. But there isn't really any interpretation of Satou's grooming of Shio that paints her in a positive light yo.
FormerRei@mobile
Speaking of ToN and nine year olds I saw a figure of Chino at the Japanese bookstore.
I think her and the other girls in her trio kind of get drawn looking way younger honestly. Like Cocoa looks like she'd be fourteen or so but she's like sixteen or seventeen.
Kirara π
Yeah, I thought Cocoa was around 14 and Chino was around 10.
PANrela
what a bad show
ToN
uh thanks for the assist pan but its a good show thank you?
Kirara π
>>733975 He should be watching real shows. Manime. Like us.
PANrela
yeah like accel or kimetsu
ToN
weβre gonna after he kicks my ass
Koi
no he means like Aikatsu
Kirara π
real men powerful men watch powerful shows like love live school idol project. or boku no pico
DON'T MESS WITH A PSYCHOLOGIST WHO PLAYS AIDORU MOBAGE AND WATCHES K I M E T S U NO YAIBA OR YOU MIGHT END UP DEMON ~SLAYED~ BUT AT LEAST WE MIGHT SING A SONG ABOUT IT
FormerRei@mobile
Speaking of idols The bookstore had an Elizabeth Bathory nendo.
>>734052 it's still a very active planet i dunno what you mean
Kirara π
it's perfect because he's not wrong but he's so stupid
just because you're right doesn't mean you're correct
Kirara π
err just because you're correct doesn't mean you're right
ζ
i do wish people would use better verbiage when talking about conservation though saying stuff like hurting the earth or destroying the planet dont make sense use ecosystem or environment the planet's gone through plenty worse and would recover from anything we could do to it
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
just because your statement is true is one very narrow and ultimately pointless sense doesnβt mean you should still say it
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
>>734057 honestly i prefer this way because it makes the people arguing in bad faith incredibly obvious
words will never be able to properly express what we want them to the way it is now is probably fine
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
words are fine i think there isnβt enough punishment for being a bad actor tho
Anno
Well there's always the Golden Raspberries.
Kirara π
there's a lot of reward for being a bad actor tbh like >>734051 is a wealthy fox news host who "debunks" science
Anno
Howabout I debunk his face with my fist
ζ
i feel like twitter as a platform is startin to lose control of itself it's probably gonna be usurped by a more accomodating platform sometime or go through some changes
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
ima make a social network where people get compensated for saying true fax
>>734068 anything that takes at least five seconds to verify is probably TrueFax(TM)
Kirara π
>>734065 why it's the most profitable it's ever been
ζ
>>734070 i dunno it feels really socially claustrophobic maybe people like that i dunno
Kirara π
people definitely like that twitter is all about small sections of people forming vague groups and rarely stepping outside that
ζ
yeah i get that, but i feel like all the content is increasing in vitriole and soon those small groups are gonna be unable to stay grouped as liking or commenting on something minor that someone else doesnt like is gonna cause internal breakage i feel like the overall conversation being had is gonna outgrow the social shells formed in the platform people be lookin for more and more reason to fight
>>734073 ehh i dont think so twitter is too strict the minute you get hostile towards others you get suspended it happens really fast calling people names or telling them to die gets you suspended too everything on twitter is about passive aggressiveness
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
>>734073 the fighting is what powers twitter the groups are already super leaky, i donβt know if it has gotten worse or better but it // the fire has been burning for a long time now
FormerRei@mobile
>>734077 >calling people names or telling them to die gets you suspended Don't their mods hve better things to do than suspend people over name calling?
Kirara π
>>734079 it's all auto suspension lol if you call someone a terf you get suspended if you post certain images you get suspended
FormerRei@mobile
>>734080 What the fuck? But terfΓ are a real thing? terfs How
Kirara π
i got suspended once for calling someone with a swastika in their profile picture a nazi
FormerRei@mobile
>>734082 I think twitter is too moderated for me to be interested i going back
Kirara π
i literally just said "fuck off nazi" and got suspended
Kirara π
yeah twitter sucks
FormerRei@mobile
I hope a non gab Twitter alternative shows up *good that people actually use
Kirara π
mastadon
ζ
>>734077 yeah how long is that sustainable though if things get worse and they have to get more and more strict how long until they've tightened the tourniquette too tight and cut off the blood flow i mean, it's just my gut feeling so i dont really know but that's the feeling i get
Kirara π
>>734088 in the past two months i lost 100 followers to suspensions they really don't care they're doing sweeping bans pretty regularly
FormerRei@mobile
>>734087 From their website >Safer social media experience This is the opposite if what I want *of what
ζ
>>734089 eh i dont really see how that connects i dunno twitter's pretty shit so i just think it'll turn to shit eventually
Kirara π
i mean, everything turns to shit eventually
trump is getting ready to get rid of moderation online or something though so who knows
ζ
context feels stifled on twitter you can pull something out of context and paint it in a bad way and that's going to drown out anything that can be said by someone trying to provide objective context it makes a situation where objectivity is really risky you get clumped into the us vs them mentality and people want to sensationalize
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
>>734092 sounds pretty hard to do esp for someone who struggles to get nearly anything done do you mean like launching a trump branded forum or enforxing existing websites
Anno
They'll make mods ILLEGAL. The only ones that will remain will be ROGUE MODERATORS, wandering the online wasteland, plying their vigilante justice, taking down posters that disrupt the peace!
ζ
who's gonna moderate the moderators
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
twitter but itβs an FPS and you can shoot other users to shut em up users with big followings walk around w a vanguard at all times
Anno
what the fuck is happening
ζ
we're talking about penises would you like to join us
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
iβm not talking about penises iβm talking about cocked and loaded six shooters
ζ
lock, stock, and two smoking cocks
ToN
i like all the art on twitter
ζ
ALL of it?
Anno
Oh no.
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
almost got triggered by a photo of mcdonalds french fries on twitter
>>734122 Yes she's waifu material but she's a cartoon lol
Anno
If I meant she was boring I would have said she's boring! She's cute but she's a very plain character. Hard normal. But that sort of thing can be cute in its own right, so she's plaincute.
>>734137 Is that my highest winning hand? That would have been a good while ago I'm not too sure I remember.
ζ
it shows your most recent high value hand, not necessarily the highest ive had it put up recent sanbaiman over old yakuman
for it to be kazoe yakuman, let's see chitoitsu is two han if you tsumoed that's one from riichi one from tsumo you have one red five
you needed to have 7 more han at least, maybe more that's crazy
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
We regret to inform you that Iori is racist
Anno
>>734141 I'm a bit loose on some of my yaku, but is there one for having two sets of the same three number tiles from the same suit? Or am I getting that mixed up with a three sets of identical straights.
>>734145 Well in this case I'd be thinking of the 6-7-8 of Han that I've got two of in that hand.
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
Iβm a bit loose
ζ
>>734143 like 444 of each suit? yeah that's a thing a run or a triplet of each suit yeah
well, the thing is you have a chitoitsu, seven pairs it is calculating from that configuration, so those dont count as a run if you're talking about 678/678 of the same set, that's called ippeikou, or pure double sequence it's worth one han in a closed hand and no han in an open hand
you need at least 8 more han assuming you have riichi tsumo it's possible you just had 8 dora but that's pretty crazy
unless you won that on the opening hand maybe, but you'd probably remember that
Anno
Yeah my best guess for you on what won me that would be I got insanely lucky on some Ura Dora.
>>734145 Hah hah yeah I'm pretty sure I would have.
I probably had a set of pretty good open Dora tiles before getting the winning tile and then the Ura Dora carried me the rest of the way.
ζ
ive never had a tenhou in years of playing ive had a few double riichi but never a tenhou
There isn't a rules page or anything written down like that, but you should keep your content safe for work and try to be a good person. Samu is Doushio's admin so if he lays down the ultimate law of the land.
All hail our lord and saviour Samu
ζ
save your samu
Anno
>>734166 Okay thank you I'll try to be a good person!
Anno
An admirable pursuit!
Where you from anyway, Anon. You don't seem familiar with 4chan culture and that's where most of our drifters come by way of.
Anno
>>734169 Do you mean my country? Or how did I found this website?
Anno
How you found us, yeah. I'm a little curious as to that.
Anno
>>734171 I was searching for an anime girl And one image appeared at this site Then I clicked this site And here I am I never wrote here It's fun to see how other people type their message
Anno
Yeah, the liveposting is definitely one of Doushio's main charm points.
That's an interesting way of ending up here though. I've guessed in the past a similar way of searching might end up having people drift in here so it's kind of neat to see it actually happen.
ζ
what girl were you searching for
Anno
>>734173 Is this a big website? Or a small website? I think that you are pretty huhhh welcoming to new people I don't know if that's the correct word
>>734174 I think that it was Nezuko But it said 403
ζ
it's pretty small yeah we get lots of visitors but the posting volume mainly comes from a smaller group
Anno
>>734176 I thought so Do you need to have a name to post or it's okay to stay as "Anno"
ζ
nope, anonymous is fine some people use names just to clear up confusion when having a longer conversation but you dont have to, and a lot of the regular users dont
Anno
Those of us that have spent a long time here generally have a pretty good sense of who is who amongst all the Anno users too. So whether or not you want a name is pretty much entirely dependent on your comfort level.
So I have been touching things and found this ID is a name but what's a Meru? A social account?
Anno
Meru = Meeru = γ‘-γ« It's the Japanese term for an email address. If you put something in Meru box it'll turn your name blue and you can click on the name to open up an email to that email address in whatever email software your PC has as its default. No // Very few people use it for that actual function these days but it's a good way to slip an email in for people to contact you by if the need arises. If it all seems kind of weird to you, feel free to ignore it, it does absolutely nothing if you leave it blank.
It's a leftover feature from this board's history as a 2ch/4chan imageboard split. Doesn't hurt to keep around but doesn't add much to most people's experience.
>>734196 Not quite, but a lot of the original users came over from 4chan, and the structure of the messageboard comes from the structure that was popularized by 2ch and later 4chan. Doushio has features that makes it distinct from 4chan and we don't really have a similar culture to it anymore, but there's some old stuff around that comes from the history of being a ssociated with those imageboards.
Anno
>>734200 I see thanks for the clarification Are these kinds of question considered off-topic? I noticed that this was a place to talk about anime Or I'm wrong
Anno
Well most of us are pretty into anime and similar interests like manga or video games, or stuff from Japan in general. But we talk about a variety of stuff in a sort of laidback social kind of way. And there aren't too many people around right now so there isn't any current conversation to distract from.
People here like to talk so if you ask interesting questions, odds are someone will respond.
Anno
>>734202 Okay thank you Anno I will come here more often
Anno
You're welcome Anno! Feel free to swing by whenever you want.
>>734317 this is probably good i dont like the excuse. it's good to let someone know if it's the reason sometimes, but it doesn't excuse anything i think it's important to own up to when im misbehaving or riled up and hope they understand if not then i probably don't deserve forgiveness
hope it goes well samu
ζ
i do think it's important to reach out after a transgression tho if enough digestion time has passed people deserve as much so they dont think there's still lingering ill will
Anno
>>734396 yeah you're right on that also i didn't need to say that shit and it isn't how i actually feel you probably know because you're a genius or some shit but yeah i thought i needed to make everyone think i was an asshole to focus on myself for some deluded reason i don't think i did the right thing but i felt like i was doing something necessary at the time
you don't have to reply to this, deleting it is okay, i just want to know you saw it. also i never changed my mind about moving. i was and still am just inept at doing anything that isn't strictly necessary. you didn't bother me much and so I never tried. not your fault there but just another effect of my deranged mindset.
ζ
i figured you were just trying to prove to me that you were toxic so i would leave you alone without feeling bad idk for sure that one thing was kind of sensitive and if you had those feelings i wish i'd known so i could have cleared up that misunderstanding a long time ago i wouldn't have ever wanted that interpretation out there on you, but i dont really want to discuss that here thanks for reaching out it eases my mind a lot
don't worry about the apartment thing, it was just an example of how things get messed up over stretches of time not something i was still upset about or even blamed you for family stuff got in the way for both of us a lot of times it's normal
the truth is as I told you and I wish you hadn't been the better man and not deleted that shit it was pretty disgusting i would have trashed those posts and if i could retroactively delete my own posts i'd have done it weeks ago i don't want them existing
i'm not really worried about the apartment thing since it's both ancient history by now and I didn't give an effort from myself to do anything you should have blamed me or at least complained, rather, i wish you did because that kind of shit is much more efficient in getting me to take action i could still do that kind of thing now i'd just have to try really hard to get a labor job nearby or get a real cheap car i'm clean and all >>734399 family never got in the way for me i just don't bother unless I have to somehow i only do what i need to i can want and wish and dream all day and night but when it comes down to it i'll do whatever i need to keep living and that's it
i don't think i'm normal and i don't think my life is normal and i don't give a shit i'm fucked up and my life is fucked up and that's alright i still want to live my life
>>734400i it's deleted now. i didn't want the web crawlers to scan and capture that in the internet archive permanently so i deleted it all after a couple days i really appreciate your honesty and stuff it makes me feel a lot better, thanks kirara told me you're not drinking anymore too. im happy to hear that hopefully you're finding some fulfillment take care of yourself
>>734402 who are you what's your story >>734403 will do chief just got to take this test i aced the practice exam for and find a vendor that can get me a cheap quote on a specific engine harness or one i can adapt to my shitty honda cause the squirrels ate the shit out of my car's innards then idk ill probably see if i can get a job at triphase doing drywall and finishing until nema3 has an opening i know a couple fellas from there but they're in dallas and i gotta get my car fixed up >>734405 i appreciate that. you're too good to me, for sure. i haven't found fulfillment but i have felt my personal growth is more pertinent. when I don't have anything but myself to think about, i can only try to better myself. i hope you are okay, be excellent to yourself. >>734407 I don't really give a shit, lay it on me. I don't indend to commit it to memory or care. Entertain me if you feel like it.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734406 Would you like the short version or the long version? Are we talking life story or just "who are you? and how'd you get here?"
Anno
One of these nights I do my bedsheets I'll remember to get them back on my bed longer than a short while before I'm winding down for the night.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734406 Alright, sure. My whole childhood through high school I was a straight A student, 138 IQ, blah blah blah. My senior year of high school my mom was really abusive to me and I nearly killed myself. I fell into depression afterwards and struggled for years to wanna do anything, got addicted to video games and only left my room to pretend to go to class or work a couple shifts a week at a lame job. In November 2017 I got diagnosed with a genetic disease that left me crippled and in pain every day, no cure. Once I got on the proper meds and the pain was manageable I decided to get my life in order. Went back to school and got my degree, been working a lot more to. Moved out (with another shitposter from a website), lost 38 lbs, etc. Currently looking for a new job and waiting on my degree to get approved. Still in some pain but trying my best every day.
>>734409 Your problems make me fucking laugh, though I felt sympathy for the genetic disorder. I'm impressed you found a way to keep on regardless of the worst things you've known personally, however. Great job. Keep it up. You are only as weak as you believe your limits to be.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734411 why do they make you laugh? thanks I guess. forgot to mention I had $22,000 in savings from working and staying at home but lost everything from unemployment and medical expenses. Yeah, I mean I figured that I can't change the past and so I might as well try my best to make things work, cause otherwise I'll guaranteed be depressed and unhappy. Worth a shot at least, then I can be happy that I tried.
>>734410 Doing any good in siege tonight? >>734412 Because I have felt those and even more that very few could say they understood. That's not an insult to you and I don't want to devalue your struggles, nor glorify mine. You've done good to yourself to overcome it. I am still trying to overcome my own trouble.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734413 ripperoni. sorry to hear friend. watching the movie Koe no Katachi helped me with my depression and outlook on life a bit. really strong experience, no other media has hit me like that. cried pretty hard several times. I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors. Change is the hardest thing you can do. It doesn't have to be overnight, every little effort adds up.
Koe no Katachi is a great movie! Much better than Kimi no Na Wa, which people love to express god-like reverence upon. Both are great movies, I think, but I only felt like watching one of them once and the other I've seen a few times. >>734417 I felt like it was just not as good as Garden of Words, honestly. That's probably my favorite romantic anime movie. Still a good show, anyways, but it didn't hit the right spots for me.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734415 I agree completely. Your Name was beautiful but I think it overshadowed Koe no Katachi because it was a more romance/love focused movie that came out before A Silent Voice. bad timing...
Anno
I'd still go with Kimi no Na wa as my personal better. There's a certain romance to it that gets my heart aflame that Koe no Kotachi didn't have.
>>734415 I'm using romance here in the sort of non-romantic term for it. What I've heard as capital R romance, where as romance as in two people falling in love is lower-case R romance. Romance in something that inspires an emotional reaction in oneself to an experience or sight. Something about Kimi no Na wa just nailed that for me and I really enjoy that experience. It's akin to wanderlust and that desire to go Do Things.
Shinkai's such a great director though. His stuff is consistently enjoyable as a bare minimum.
ζ
garden of birds
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
Have you seen Love, Simon? It's a romcom but it's got a really powerful message behind it and some moments that pull on your heart strings.
>>734417 I don't really know what you mean by "non-romantic" romance. But I can say I actually cried when the scene where the main character in Garden of Words rushed out of the apartment in the rain to confront his teacher, I didn't during Kimi no Na Wa or Koe no Katachi. Maybe that's a fault of my personal growth or somethingi but // something but it still nigh brings the waterworks upon rewatching the movie and no other anime can. Could be it just hits me in the same way Kimi no Na Wa hits you, I feel that's most probable. >>734418 Wasn't that the Kyoani movie we watched inbetween seasons? The one about the dream world and birds and stuff. It was pretty great. >>734419 I have seen it, was pretty good.
Look, let me engage my fanboy drive. Darker than Black is the greatest love story ever told. The OVAs that take place between season 1 and season 2 are the best and most heart wrenching scenes ever committed to digital representations of physical drawings in sequence and nothing will ever top that and I love you moon and also I'm sorry, shit, ok bye.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
ooh what about, "I Want To Eat Your Pancreas"? It wasn't nearly as good as the other movies that have been mentioned but I think it had it's own merits and was a nice experience, especially the scene at the end in the coffee shop.
Oh yeah, the guy who wrote Uchouten Kazoku and The Tatami Galaxy has another one of his novels that got a movie adaptation recently, Penguin Highway.. I think there's finally a hard copy rip available. We should watch that some time I bet it'll be fun.
ζ
i fell asleep on liz and the blue bird if i remember right i was so tired that night
Anno
Shinkai also put out a new movie recently too, Weathering With You. I want to see that but it's only just come out in Japanese theatres recently so it'll probably be a while until it's somewhere I can watch it.
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
I've been learning how to play Lit from Koe no Katachi on Piano. is a nice song. also Again from Your Lie in April
Anno
I can play it kind of adapted to guitar can't really practice on the piano much cause it could wake people up guitar is hard compared to piano or keyboard for me
Anno
watch Cat Soup and eat some mushrooms or take a couple tabs of acid beforehand okay i've imparted all my wisdom for tonight i have a 12 hour shift tomorrow again shit fuck bye
Anno
Gan burry Jan
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734426 I've got a keyboard and although my roommate is on the other side of the house I keep the volume low but I could always plug in headphones to it piano is easy , well easier, for me because of my arthritis. I can't do chords on guitar, hurts too much. I'd link the vocaroo of me playing piano but it has some of my singing and blech
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734424 yeah I can't wait to see that one, should be preddy gud.
It's fucking horrifying when a good Spirit or Hag comes after you and tunnels for like 3 minutes And then there's the cunts like Leatherface. Fuck leatherface. But Ghostface is my husbando for real.
Anno
>>734429 i only have ever had a stand up piano it has no digital output it only makes a loud noise regardless >>734431 i liked playing the killer in that game for a little while but forgot about it after i got the messenger and then bloodstained finally coalesced bloodstained is the best castlevania game ever made tbqhfam
playing survivor in dbd feels shit >>734436 stand up or upright w/e you call it it's a piano that has all of its components encased in a small area about a foot long in front of the keyboard and is smaller than an average piano
Nezi !K1ygiTeO4E
>>734435 upright piano? I learned to play on a K. Kawai grand piano, sounded beautiful
Anno
>>734435 Oh I was gonna ask you if you'd played Bloodstained and if so how'd you found it. Good to hear it's a well-made game, I'll pick it up next time I see it on sale.
>>734438 yeah i am shit, faggot, what of it? i don't think it's fun to play survivor and it's easier for me to win as survivor fight me irl hit me as hard as you can cunt
yea probs I literally just said i could win easier as survivor than killer you fucking brain damaged orangutang. i'm not very good at killer and idk what's the best way but it's still more fun my guy
>>734444 wtf u gonna do m8 literally fight me in sm5sh i will destroy you again actually maybe not i haven't touched the game in a while after i reached the top mmr with chrom at the time you might could fuck me up now >>734442 i dunno about that internet interactions quip but i do enjoy being a predator exploiting weaknesses in the enemy's defense in games back in THE DAY i would play Left 4 Dead Versus for the sole purpose of getting to be the Hunter and targetting weak links does so vivify me >>734448 what if i just take one big drink right now i could this bottle's been here a minute and a month hmmmmm
!C0.PerkELE
what if i take one big drink and eat the rest of the day
>>734449 that's for sure i've avoided it for a bit now and i gotta work in like 6 hours >>734451 maybe tomorrow my guy
Samu π½ !KW2DbpWwls
>>734447 youβre on lemme play this last splatty toon and then im set
Anno
No Samu let the man SLEEP.
Anno
i haven't had more than 4 hours of sleep a day in about 2 months though so don't worry i will be J U S T F I N E
Anno
It's been so hard to wake myself up recently. I feel kind of bad complaining about it but it's like, I really wish I could get my body to remember there are much better things to be doing than getting a couple hours of sleep more than what I actually need.
Anno
its tough to wake up for me too usually when i really need to i just do something physical try rolling out of bed into the floor or punch yourself in the face or do some pushups instead of hitting snooze the time is already gone so you gotta wake up do somefing
Anno
Yeah, the problem is clawing through my sleep-fogged brain to get actions like those actually running.
Anno
i put my phone far enough away from me i cant hit it from in my bed that helps me maybe you could do something like that eventually i got to get up and shut the alarm off
Anno
Yeah I'll give that a shot tonight. In the past I've just slept through the sound like the lump I am but precedence is dumb shit anyway.
