yeah I hoped you would just go with the flow don't even know how many hours I've sunked in runescape played that game for so many years
Marsh-chan
yeah but runescape and to some extent wow are actually fun like 70% of the time playing moba games is just getting pissed off and waiting to run out the clock
yeah those mobers sure get people angry 80% of runescape is just slowly clicking and doing other shit WoW was actually fun yeah
Marsh-chan
that said, probably the maddest I ever got at video games was over runescape
Anno
did your expensive items get pk'd?
Marsh-chan
I remember when I was new at the game and looking for ways to make money I was collecting Chaos runes as they spawned out in the middle of the wilderness and I spent most of the morning picking them up trying not to get killed by the hill giants who were like twice my level almost had enough to sell back to the rune shop in varrock to finally get my mithral plate armor and then some cunt some ABSOLUTE CUNT comes along and decides to two-shot my level 20 character and I lose everything
I had high smithing so I just crafted gear for it that i wouldn't mind losing if I lost, i just lost few hours of autominereffort and if I didn't, I usually got some neat gear to sell or keep from low levels trying to harvest wilderness spawns
for what really, when you have enough money to buy any gear you want and enough smithing level to craft any gear you want... and you can also make any food/etc items you'd need I guess for magic runes to max the magic skill don't remember
>>570112 a certificate for a raw or cooked lobster certs stacked into one item slot like money, while lobs didn't so to store insane amounts of stuff, certs were needed
naw you lot just never played during the original days I doubt you were there when BLACK armour and shit didn't exist or when first party hats popped out
Marsh-chan
I saw party hats go from like 1 mil to like 110 mil
Marsh-chan
but that was always something the big boys had.
Anno
in RS3 party hats are worth more than the cash limit now shit's insane
I had a party had and sold it for really low amount of cash compared tot heir price just a year later oh well when runescape 2 the 3d thing came, everyone stopped playing it here and moved on to other games
Marsh-chan
there's over double the people playing the old school runescape than people playing the new one
when 3d thing came out the classic mode was paying members only and that is when it died out here well some kept playing, but if someone said "anyone play runescape, everyone would laugh at "wow look at mr ancient, get on with the times""
to backtrack a little: the difference between runescape and leeg is when I look back on runescape I have almost entirely pleasant memories of the time I invested into it, and how much I enjoyed being super into that game. Where is LoL actually is wasted time that I wish I could erase from my memory and get back the hours spent
runescape was fun during its time I don't even remember what I did in wow except few schenanigans didn't play that game more than the initial 3 months or so that came with it was a 100% waste of money, though not time
Marsh-chan
yeah but if you run out of money you can just ask the Finnish welfare state for more so it hardly matters
>shitposting about sakura clicker >start thinking about sakura clicker >decide to check how much passive gold has genderated generated* in the years since I've played >start playing >get absorbed >forget I have washing in the machine >not enough time to finish the dry cycle this is all your fault, moe
>>570148 never watched that episode, but when you think about it that is all levels of fucked up
FormerRei@mobile
>>570149 Okay, don't worry about it. I'll just go with some other article once i find a good one. I just read the table of contents and most of it is beyond my understanding.
If I don't update you in like two days, remind me and I'll check the status for you
FormerRei@mobile
Coor
Kirara 🚗
i just sent this to ToN, but idk if you've seen it before, rei https://www.howtogeek.com/fyi/generate-random-dungeons-for-your-dd-campaign-with-this-free-tool/amp/
FormerRei@mobile
>>570180 Not sure if I've seen tat specific one before but I've definitely seen those before. Theres a lot of really interesting tools online for stuff like that.
FormerRei@mobile
>>570180 Check this out http://suptg.thisisnotatrueending.com/fatguy.html I'm pretty sure they updated the code because "secretly half hitler" used to come up a lot but then one day it stopped appearing.
Kirara 🚗
>She is created to be the next step in mankind's evolution megalomaniac and she will fight her enemies with the power to transform anyone into a cyborg or to mutate plants with a touch. haha
Anno
Hey Kirara remember that footnote about the post-War writer who killed himself to draw attention to his new book, after which his book was considered no good?
You'd never guess what came up in my philosophy class reading on existentialism today.
Oh, nice. That's probably because it was renowned existentialist Camus who included that footnote, in Myth of Sisyphus.
Anno
Yup yup. We have to read a bit of Myth of Sisyphus for the class. Had to have his opening bit on suicide done for today, which is where the footnote was.
This existentialism class seems like it'll be a really interesting one for me, I definitely felt it meshed well for me.
>>570186 Oh, that's really exciting. I love existentialism. All of my therapy is basically based in existential principles. Let me know if you need any help studying or anything!
What else do you have to read for the class? Are you reading Happy Death after Sisyphus?
well, if existentialism is suiting you well, you should read Sartre's Nausea if you haven't already it's one of the best novels i've ever read and it's only like 200 pages
Anno
Or was it 19th?
Kirara 🚗
Camus is 20th the only real 19th century existentialist is heidegger and you would never ever ever read heidegger for an undergraduate class he was mostly 20th century anyway
also you have to learn german to read heidegger i mean you can read the translations but half of it is like nonsense and even then it can take weeks to get through a single chapter because heidegger was an asshole and purposefully wrote his shit to be as hard to read as possible and like 70% of the terms he uses are things he made up
>>570192 I don't think the professor is requiring any large readings, I believe all the stuff is excerpts from larger works. We do have to read some Sartre, but it's an excerpt from his The Humanism of Existentialism. I'm sure Nausea would be easy to find if I looked for it.
月
yeah heidegger's verbiage is vested in the german lexicon itself if you read the translation it just looks like someone repeating the same thing over and over which is kind of what he does anyway the question concerning technology is understandable in english since it's more popular but it's still a mess not even a complicated mess just a scrambled mess taking paragraphs to say a sentence worth of content
luckily most of the existentialists after heidegger rehashed and added to a lot of his ideas and made them much easier to understand and read his works aren't really essential because of that
which is good because i haven't really read any heidegger from cover to cover because it's such a miserable and difficult slog you have to go HARD and like dedicate significant amounts of time to get through it
>>570196 Humanism of Existentialism is good Sartre is my favorite
Who are you reading for 21st century existentialists? any Yalom?
Anno
I also believe all the readings for that course, the professor is providing online for free access, which is dear of her. But that's also probably why we don't have anything like a full novel like Nausea.
>>570198 I'm pretty sure it's only 20th century existentialists in this course. The names are, Camus, Sartre, de Beauvoir, Frantz Fanon, Lewis R. Gordon, Hannah Arendt, and Doris Salcedo.
>>570203 breddy gud tbqh. >>570204 still somewhat relevant though I guess. Man, I really should brush up on my philosophy I reckon. It's been ages since I actually went into everything, though I did read this one really... trying to think of the right way to describe it.
I suppose larconic would work - really larconic summary book of nietzche which I feel miscategorized a lot of his writings in a really inane manner. Then again... >neetzche
Anno
>>570202 Kierkegaard did get brought up, but he falls outside the chronological scope of who we're reading. We're reading from de Beauvoir Ambiguity and Freedom and Personal Freedom and Others, and the introduction of The Second Sex.
Kirara 🚗
>>570206 heidegger is hardly relevant in any context other than history
Anno
>>570192 >the only real 19th century existentialist is heidegger Kierkegaard, hello?
>>570208 > >heidegger is hardly relevant in any context other than history Being and time is still pretty influential with the existentialists, but given Derrida and the other post-modernists from the 60's and all, I can see why you'd say that. And no, this isn't going to go into an idiotic "muh post-modernist communists conspiracy!!!!" of Peterson or whatever, the post-modernists have some very fucking valid critiques in my view and should be taken in a considerable light.
luckily most of the existentialists after heidegger rehashed and added to a lot of his ideas and made them much easier to understand and read his works aren't really essential because of that Okay, yeah, I'll give you that. German philosophers love to go full on pants on head retard with their terms. Shit goes back to fuckin' Kant even >couldn't think of his name rrrreee >>570215 > >and peterson doesn't even know what post-modernism is lmao exactly!
Anno
>>570213 he's just bitter he's a nazi and has to downplay him
Kirara 🚗
>>570213 see >>570194 and >>570198 he is historically important and influential but reading his books is not only impossible for most people but also unnecessary
and peterson doesn't even know what post-modernism is lmao
LV
As it stands, Peterson's own hyper-self is esstentially post-modernist in all regards I reckon. Dude really can't see himself for who he is in a larger context, he has to mythologize everything and make it into a coherent story for himself. Sure, they're nice fictions, but when he refuses to explicitly look at himself and his persona from a larger context outside of a classical sense of the hero's tale and puts himself in a consumerist mindset like we're supposed to in our age, then he's nothing but a fraud and huckster getting a fuckload of money from idiots that hang on to his every word. Dude's a fucking fool that won't take advantage of the crowd of idiots he has and just thinks they should "be individuals n shiet" without ever really considering a larger fiction outside of the individual self (family/nation/race/tribe/ideology/religion/etc) as external markers to belong in a group setting. Humans are social creatures, yo.
Anno
I've also got a philosophy course on Plato's philosophies though so that will be fun consider it seems to run opposite in beliefs to existentialism. I'm sure there's some interesting if not necessarily agreeable things to find in there though.
Kirara 🚗
>>570216 honestly i worry that peterson is not well psychologically like he is really bizarre especially with his whole all-meat diet thing which is dangerous
Anno
>>570186 so you take a class on existentialism and suicide and shit but they won't tell you about Cioran?
LV
>>570218 > >honestly i worry that peterson is not well psychologically >just now thinking that lolololololololololololoolllooolooolol
He's on an all meat diet? Like the akeins diet or whatever it was called? It ain't fucking 2002 anymore, bucko.
Kirara 🚗
i've been thinking it ever since that time he broke down in his stream
FormerRei@mobile
I should go on a meat, vegetables and fruit only diet.
Anno
>>570219 I suppose not. This class is in particular Existentialism in art and culture so maybe that helps in understanding the selection of philosopher's they're picking. I'm not really familiar with philosophers beyond the ones absolute laymen could name, so forgive me if I don't understand why they're picking one over others.
he and his daughter are obsessed with the idea that eating anything other than meat is bad for you for some reason?
LV
>According to said regimen, which is an offshoot of the keto and paleo diets, all you have to do is eat beef three times a day — literally just beef, nothing else — and you’ll be cured of whatever ails you. In Mikhalia’s case, that was depression and arthritis.
Good lord, this is sad.
>losing 50 pounds that rapidly That doesn't sound too uh, healthy...
Kirara 🚗
giving myself kidney failure and cleaning my room
Anno
>>570225 I can see it working, beef is good and good things make you happy
Kirara 🚗
i mean if your kidneys fail and you die you won't suffer from depression or arthritis
FormerRei@mobile
>>570225 I remember reading a thing about a guy who only eats raw meat and it got rid of his crohns or something.
Kirara 🚗
tfw you're not Diogenes
Anno
Thank goodness.
Kirara 🚗
diogenes was a fuckin badass
Anno
He was also a crabby arse.
Kirara 🚗
if you can talk shit to alexander the great, and alexander is like "fuck i wish i were diogenes" that's how you know you're awesome
my favorite diogenes story is the one where alexander asked him why he didn't fear him and diogenes was like "do you do good or evil?" and alex said "good of course" and diogenes gets all smug like the asshole he is and is like "then why do you think people fear you"
That Switch game from the director of the Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons games about running a cafe and raising a dragon is out. While I like the director's farm life games I'm not so sure if I'm good for something like this that breaks from the farming model. But checking reviews is also probably kind of unhelpful because western reviewers generally give rather insipid reviews for Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons games while I get a blast out of playing them, so it's pretty evident my tastes in this particular niche don't match up with theirs.
Anno
Really rather than reviews I'd rather have an indepth wiki I could look at for how the mechanics work and what sort of variety of content there is.
Kirara 🚗
it looks interesting but little dragon cafe doesn't look like something i'd play
jan is 9 feet tall in this tabletop game we're in and i'm 5 feet tall so i keep riding around on his shoulders
Anno
That's cute. A DnD stream I watch once had a towering Goliath character who was best buds with the Gnomish characters in their party. So there was always an adorable height dynamic going on there.
>>570263 >>570264 You joined a IWW branch or something? I was stalking your twitter earlier today. >tfw I remember going to my commie friend's meetings before he pretty much cut out all contact with white folks and stuff They're a hoot and a half.
LV
Also, you'll love this. https://www.psychologytoday.com/au/blog/pristine-inner-experience/201110/not-everyone-conducts-inner-speech >Chris Heavey and I gave random beepers to a stratified random sample of 30 students from a large urban university and interviewed them about the characteristics of their randomly selected pristine experiences. Five main characteristics emerged, each occurring in about a quarter of all samples (many samples had more than one characteristic). Three of those five characteristics may not surprise you: inner speech occurred in about a quarter of all samples; inner seeing occurred in about a quarter of all samples; and feelings occurred in about a quarter of all samples. The other two phenomena occurred just as frequently but are not so well known.
Consider inner speech. Subject experienced themselves as innerly talking to themselves in 26% of all samples, but there were large individual differences: some subjects never experienced inner speech; other subjects experienced inner speech in as many as 75% of their samples. The median percentage across subjects was 20%.
Apparently /pol/ is focusing on the 26% figure and jumping to the conclusion that 3/4th of humans are legit NPCs that don't even fucking think to themselves. [/spoiler] The sample size is pretty absurd too.
>>570266 there aren't any branches here so i may be starting one i mostly joined because i've been asked to unionize my graduate program by some of my colleagues and i'm looking to network and get tips about doing that i probably shouldn't start a branch considering i'm also co-chair of the dsa here
>that one guy wearing the maga hat shaking his head and staring off into the distance
月
>>570315 hmm i wonder how message receptivity interferes with profiling an author they got good demographic data but i dunno if papers do that kind of stuff market copy does, uses statistics to determine receptivity to x demographic i mean wonderin if targeting to old white males has a different signature than bein written by old white males i mean
it's not my tweet, I just found someone talking about chile and felt like posting it. it's silly because they call communists "comeguaguas" (baby-eaters) because they were said to eat babies idk.
i found out my co-organizer at the DSA sent someone a somewhat abusive message on twitter calling them a "traitor to real trans girls" because they called themselves a capitalist or something
I've known him for a year now and we're pretty close. It doesn't sound like something he'd say, but I saw the DM and there's no reason to slander him, so it has to be addressed. Someone I trust a lot sent me it. I'm kind of upset about it.
Alice
>>570559 i tend to distrust people because i think they dont trust me either. it's a self-esteem issue i think.
Whether I trust people or not, I usually operate under the assumption people are acting in good faith because doing otherwise is inefficient. If they're actually evil, I can address that when it comes up. I'm of course always on the lookout for suspicious stuff, though.
Alice
>>570561 yeah that's nice. but the suspicions seem to be higher for me
>Get to bus stop, realize I've forgotten my phone >Have to decide between having it for the day, or absolutely missing the convenient bus >It's the only mobile thing I have that has noted down where my classes actually are It's annoying to be faced with such a frustrating decision.
Kirara 🚗
spiderman difficulties are Friendly, Amazing, and Spectacular hahs
>>570564 rip that sucks i guess you went back for it
A few, I quite like Kimetsu no Yaiba right now. Detective Xeno and the Seven Locked Murder Rooms
I can't read too many Rihht now but detective xeno is real neato
FormerRei@mobile
Oh, I've read a bit of that. Its gud.
FormerRei@mobile
Err of Kimetsu no Yaiba I mean.
FormerRei@mobile
Once I get my comp back up and running I'll share some of my raw manga with you. I have like 30gb~
Kannagi
Yeah, I understood ya. Oh thats kind of you.
FormerRei@mobile
Have you ever seen American Werewolf in London?
Kannagi
I dont think so. Or i can't remember
FormerRei@mobile
It's a good movie.
FormerRei@mobile
Oh yeah, do you like Spitting Image?
Kannagi
The political parody show? Yeah, i haven't seen it ages though.
FormerRei@mobile
Yee
FormerRei@mobile
The whole thing is on youtube iirc. I put it on in the background during my semiweekly boardgame night thing sometimes. We haven't done it recently so I think I'll put it on tomorrow.
Kannagi
You should check out The Day Today, it's an awesome parody show too, good ol British sarcasm.
FormerRei@mobile
There's a rumor going around that HBO is bringing back spitting image, primarily because of the Trump administration. I wonder if John Oliver has anything to do with that.
Kannagi
An American version spitting image? Huh
FormerRei@mobile
>>570593 Maybe, it would be by the same people though.
Kannagi
I have only few american comedians i like, I'm generally not to found of american entertainment like that, thats super biased of me i guess.
killing dictators? more like killing dick tasters am i right lmao fuckin fags
Kannagi
>>570618 I know right. I dont why people dress up their opinions as concern. *get why
Kirara 🚗
because they don't want to admit they're hateful
Kirara 🚗
oh shit avengers tower is in Spider-Man
月
when is silk gonna get a video game huh
Kirara 🚗
maybe after the movie
月
yeah... at least it's in sony's hands right? right?? ugh
Kirara 🚗
in the same way Spider-Man is possibly cindy is technically in the MCU as one of peter's classmates so they may go with including her in the MCU instead of sony's world although sony is doing Venom and possibly plan to incorporate that into MCU eventually
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>570622 that kind of crossover kinda takes something out of a solo title, in my opinion if you ahve some big event actually happening, you'll just keep asking "okay where da avengers at?"
Kirara 🚗
that's not how the avengers work though they go to save the world sure but otherwise they're deployed all over the
Naw I just mean you can't have anything super big, because then you'll start to think okay where the other people at? so you can make it damn big for spidey, but you can't make it world shattering, but of course that isn't a problem if you can write it
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
but case in point is iron man 3 I think quite many on avengers roster would get involved if POTUS is kidnapped
Hmm I wonder how they make those soft hamburger buns is it just lot of yeast or something? not to mention baking it so that the cover doesn't get that hard
Kirara 🚗
>>570631 like who Thor wouldn't care cap wasn't back in the business banner is banner
Well I guess where was shield during the whole debunkle or were they still crippled from the loki invasion I guess if you slap iron man 3 as happening after winter soldier it would work 100%
Kirara 🚗
shield doesn't do that kind of stuff
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
but they get involved in tony's business in im2
Kirara 🚗
because of tony and his insane tech (which is SHIELD's domain of operation) there are other agencies responsible for dealing with stuff like president getting kidnapped
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I think superpowered regenerating global terrorist organisation is their business too who kidnap world leaders
Kirara 🚗
also shield was infiltrated by hydra even at that point, so
Oh well iron man 3 is the weakest marvel movie anyhow, so they prolly didn't think thatm uch about the larger universe when doing it especially since it aws the only one with no ties to the other events, except ony's pstd
Kirara 🚗
wait, shield was involved with extremis i remember now the first season of agents revolved around extremis
songs are coming up on this mix that i used to hear years ago and they'd make me feel so euphoric and exhilirated that i didnt know what to do with myself and they evoke that sort of anticipation and memory, but i dont feel anything now it's such a forlorn feeling
i miss feeling like that when i think about it it was like i was on another level with such creative prowess and acute sensation i could feel every vibration of a song and it plucked strings on my brain with such fervor but so the same was for the feel of paper rubbing against my hand when writing or the smell of engine oil being soaked out of the road by the rain or every whirr of an ambulance passing by i could never function or do anything because everything was overstimulating and i had to hide myself in the things that were pleasantly stimulating, which always caused a huge crash in my mood and outlook
i remember at that time having a long, intimate conversation about how i wished i could leave the world as a participant and re-enter as a passive observer and just lifelessly absorb everything without pause or apprehension, completely separated
i was pretty young and stupid then, but that's more or less where im at now it's great in so many ways, but theres an immediacy to feeling and exhiliration that my body and system is still primed to and comes to relate to and anticipate in the right circumstances it makes me want to step back and indulge in that, but i know that whatever it'll be will be unsatisfying or underwhelming to me and i'll be reinforced on the importance of passivity about my environs
it's a hard line to tread okay blogpost over
月
only took seven minutes what a doucheback
Maven Mobile
Ahh
Kannagi
>>570644 I don't know if this relates very much but I used to love the feeling of overstimulating myself in certain ways like getting high on my fear of heights and purposely looking up at the sky when I know it'll cause me to feel like I'm going to pass out or I found certain music euphoric as hell, it'd trigger insane emotional highs, the sound of rain and the feeling of the cold - the pain associated with being cold. I have the same with depression and dysphoria - it's triggered intensely and strongly by certain things. everything else tends to feel bland in the middle.
The smell of engine oil and gas have weird sensory effects on me, I love the calmness I feel lavender
I guess its a lot of different but I used always wish that time would stop for me and I could just wonder around the world being the only person in a time stopped world. or that the night would last forever until I wanted it to stop.
lmao a cop let peter borrow his taser so he just took it apart and stole the insides
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
time goes on andi can’t control my miiiind keep on breathin
we LA boyz
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
goddamn really want to play spidey maybe ill get a PS4 when i move to NYC
Kirara 🚗
this is really good it's got like all the great famous characters all wrapped up into a pretty solid story (so far)
月
yeah, uh, can i get the, uh, the -- do yall still have the two for five deal? yeah, uh, i'll get the, uh, ten piece, uh, nuggets, with like some ketchup and sweet and, uh, sour sauce. yeah, and i'll get, uh, two mcdouble happy meals with, uh, large dr. peppers [unintelligible] uh, sorry, make that, uh, diet dr. peppers and, uh, a caramel macchiato with extra vanilla, uh, and two packets of Equal. yall got Equal? uh, yeah, and then a chicken -- mcchicken with extra chicken, but substitute the onions for dehydrated onions no salt extra ice on the mcchicken thanks that'll be it
月
>>570660 are you plannin to move back to nyc or are you daydreamin
月
if you need a roommate i can pay 500 a month to rent out a coat closet in your manhattan apartment
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
>>570663 back to nyc? im planning on movin there for the first time in october
月
i thought you lived there before im sorry, i get people confused sometimes
That game is awesome. I'm see so many amazing tweets. I wanna finger gun people as I walk around as spiderman!
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
>>570666 ah yea ive only lived in SF and montreal recently
月
>>570673 you've got san francisco and san francisco deluxe under your belt are you ready for such a shift to newark city??
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
i’m super unprepared i have no idea how to make this happen just a roommate
月
i would kind of like it i think there's everything nearby whatever you need, you can walk to get it pretty much
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
and a dream
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
>>570676 yea that is totally my jam i hate cars with a passion
月
i can't stand driving anymore it gives me anxiety i have to wait on one friend or another to hitch a ride to a pharmacy to get my meds refilled because pedestrian traffic isn't an accomodation here i could walk but it's like a mile on highways without sidewalks a mile is nbd in a place that accomodates pedestrians but it's a journey otherwise
Kannagi
Come to England, we have public transport and most things in walking distance!
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
>>570680 gimme a year to get sick of the bad apple first
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
anyway im walkin around downtown LA caaarrrrrs
月
>downtown LA you can probably count the number of times people use their turn signals on one hand
Kirara 🚗
walkin in LA dun dun duun dun
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
jaywalkin in LA rip my knees shins foot bones blood supply chikara
Kirara 🚗
when are you movin to NYC im probably gonna visit in December
the barista gave me a wink ok sign chick-chick mouth sound combo are we married now
月
im tryna google information about effects of amphetamines in people with muscular/nervous paralysis but google's only showing the top searched results of 'do amphetamines cause sleep paralysis???" im getting so frustrated with google lately i dont really understand what this company's mission is anymore
>>570765 Like this woman here sitting in the corner seat. You can just see her thinking "oh no, there's two of these costumed lunatics here. Oh well, my stop's only two stations away, I'll just burrow deeper into my chair and hope they don't turn towards me before that"
fish's mom showed up here a few hours ago and asked to crash on my futon i think she wants to try to make me less mad about Africa but she hasn't brought it up yet
oh if that had been her first time my first thought would honestly be "does she just want to try a futon"
Kirara 🚗
she seems interested in my hammock she might sleep in that instead idk it doesn't really matter im a little miffed that she showed up without warning my place is pretty messy it's really rude to just show up and say let me sleep on your couch
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
hammocks are fun to sleep in
Anno
>>570778 This is such an atypical citygoers morning breakfast too. At least for someone who grew up as a Peter Parker.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
if someone pops up to me and says can I crash over without a warning or a reason or anything big my reaction is a flat "no" if there say was an event and some ofm y friends were going to attend it too, then i'd presume there is a possibility of one of them crashing at my place or say I had friends over or say we'd go raid a local bar whatever even if it was on the same day but if it is just "call in the morning, mind if I crash at yours" the answer is yes I do and no
Kirara 🚗
>>570785 oh, it was just a snack while he waited for someone to show up
Anno
Ah I guess that works too. I've definitely had a bagel with cream cheese and a coffee for like a super-light lunch when I've only got ten minutes to chow down.
>>570807 candles don't exactly burn uniformly down 100% of time so slight error in the mixture or whatever and if it is stearine "boom" how big was the candle?
but im only going to have pizza once a month from now on, so im saving it for later
月
i wanted pasta or something stomach friendly
月
it's like midnight though so i guess i dont eat
Kirara 🚗
can your flatmate go and get food?
月
he's workin i just woke up i didn't realize i hadn't eaten in so long my new air mattress came in though this one's actually pretty nice, the one before was just what i could afford as soon as i got here hopin it helps my back out over the other junk i was usin
>>570855 She probably wants to calm my anger towards her husband. I don't know. She wouldn't come here and ask to sleep here unless she had an ulterior motive.
>>570866 There won't be any compromise. He'll have to get down on the floor and beg if he wants peace. I'm very merciful, but when someone is actively malicious towards me for no justifiable reason, I'm not so easily sated.
No, I think you guys are both going to have to find some kind of middle ground where you can be at peace. one sec You don't need to like him but you do need to be at peace. I think you're both very stubborn men but that this needs to happen for Fish's sake.
>>570874 He's been trying to destroy our relationship and I'm pretty sure he tried to replace me in Africa. I won't compromise with him. He's a malicious bastard and he's lucky I've agreed not to bash his stupid face in.
Kannagi
Hes a cunt. Getting left out Like you were was unfair and nasty
Kannagi
My bad, i probably shouldn't insult other people's partners dads.
>>570875 I agree with you, but I think that in this case Fish's needs come before yours. I think that she needs peace between her father and her boyfriend. This is just general speaking, I haven't talked to her about this.
Then I hope he does what's right and apologizes. Sending his wife to do this makes me even madder. I'm going to be honest with her if she brings it up.
I already had to give her a stern talking to and she's only been here like five hours.
I can, and I respect her hustle, but I'm not playing her game.
Kannagi
I wouldn't know how to deal with people who betrayed my trust, I can't imagine what it is like to have the person you love be dying and be excluded like you aren't significant. Thats a lot of pain.
Fish is so different from her parents. Especially from her mom. It's hard to believe they're actually related.
But I guess that happens with rich people often since they have nannies and stuff.
Kannagi
A lot of people can be completely different from their family. Especially if they don't have a lot of interaction growing up.
I have not much in common with my family they abandoned me when I was a teenager and only returned when their relationships with their partners failed or needed a place to crash.
月
i think we still end up taking a lot after them on the microscale little inner workings and things but the way those foundations develop into a bigger picture turns out a lot different
Kannagi
A lot of my self hate is from my family. I have no way of dealing with it all effectively m
Dealing with anything negative in my family makes me feel like I'm crazy and my //
Kirara 🚗
im basically my dad but with slightly different values and stronger knowledge acquisition skills
月
>>570919 yeah when i look back i can see some of myself in my dad i know that sounds backwards but im coming from the source of things about myself im now realizing as an adult and identifying them in the past he was also very obsessive about learning and notetaking he's got like 40 notebooks all meticulously detailed about chinese herbs and anatomy and other things he was an electrician
Kannagi
I see alot of myself in my mom but she is also so foreign to me. And no one related to me will ever accept me as i am.
Your family isn't being supportive, huh? i'm sorry to hear that you need to be spending time with people who love you and care about you maybe come back to the US if we ever get a /moe/ house going
Kannagi
I wish i could get fsr away without bein embroiled in family drama. Part of that is my natural stress response, I really need my therapist appointment. Being treated like i have mental illness is taxing
I used to see everywhere that elon was a genius businessman, that everyone could learn from him how to be successful. He's now a little out there, its kinda amusing
>>570948 taking after successful people or looking to successful people for advice is a logically unsound thing you are dealing with confirmation bias of people who have succeeded you're going to get a lot of advice like "you'll never get anywhere if you dont take risks! you have to think big!" and if you're looking at all the successful people saying that, it'll look like that trait leads to success but really there's a ton of risk-takers competing for that success and most dont get it and you're listening to the one person who did say "Oh, take risks! it worked for me"
>>570965 The real mahjong meta is spreading occult play theories to other people and feeding them myths Except magic sands of hell which is definitely real
>>570970 It's when you're in dead last and you dig so low you eventually hit the golden hand that shoots you up some ridiculous amount
Maria
Basically the further back you are the more likely you are to be able to build ridiculous hands It's my favourite superstition
月
well it worked for me with that all greens game last tile last round and point leader drops my hell wait
Maria
That was a miracle that was Goddamn I want to get suukantsu. That's a really cool yakuman Suukantsu with three kans being formed by deadwall draws would be sick
Kannagi
>>570972 My brain wont let.me sleep, i woke up at 5am I hope you manage to get some sleep
>>570989 I did It was really good It's got a few jokes that call forward to events in Kaiji really well The sort of thing that you might think about if you rewatch Kaiji
Today I played video games and started an assignment Grinded a lot of those Love Nikki clothes How's this mattress feel?
>>570990 it's an air mattress but like a better one and not a shitty camping one it has a built-in pump that you can plug in and it keeps it at soft, medium, or firm at all times, though it doesn't really lose much air anyway it's got like some support beam system with little chambers for the air to provide stronger support rather than just a big blob of air so it's feeling pretty good so far and providing a lot of the right support without having springs poking me or memory foam settling memory foam is nice but only if you're in the same position all the time
>>570995 It's good that you don't have to use a shitty camping mattress anymore Those ones suck. There's no roam and you can definitely still feel the ground It's so hard
Having a big thick one is nicer
月
obviously a real mattress, even a spring mattress would be better but this was like 75 dollars so it's affordable and i can always keep it in its carry case deflated if i get a new one
Kannagi
My emotional state is a mess. My meds are dumb
月
>>570998 would you like to watch legendary gambler tetsuya with me we can talk about stuff
Kannagi
Never heard of that but that would be neato, I need a distraction.
月
>>570996 well the old one i had kind of got these bulges in it it had just six lengthwise inner air dividers that were weak so the seams broke after a while and it became very uneven with half the mattress being very fat and half very deflated at that point it kind of worked better as a couch >>571000 im lookin for a download
Kannagi
>>571001 Lemme know when you have one. >>571003 Okay, I'll look, i just need to get out bed.
月
i am having trouble locating one you are better with that stuff right? could oyu take a quick look shoubushi densetsu tetsuya or legendary gambler tetsuya
月
oh you are in bed
Kannagi
On my phone moping about. Buti can get to my pc
月
if you were tryin to sleep we dont gotta or anything
Kannagi
No its morning now, i was only in bed because sleeping deals with depressive feelings easy.
Kannagi
All I can find is streaming sites. one torrent is barely alive
i guess we can stream it from veoh uhh how shamefuru
Kannagi
There is also kissanime. I guess they are all as blocky as each other. Do you want to use synctube?
月
i think that only works for youtube let me check don't use kissanime though that shit's extra cringey
Kannagi
okay, how we doing this?
月
let's just use this one or wait let's make // nevermind nobody's up anyway http://www.veoh.com/watch/v4517861n8KDs644 holler at me when you're ready to start
the problem is that there's no middle ground. there's no taking it easy. there's no pleasant buzz I'm either stone cold sober, or else I'm getting in to scraps in back alleys vomiting in taxis.
Marsh-chan
with nothing in between.
Anno
My brain does a good job of working against me getting drunk beyond a certain point. I either get to the point where I forget to drink or I get too tired to continue being anything but asleep. Drinking also has not to this day ever gotten me angry or violent-aggressive so I don't really know what that feels like.
Marsh-chan
>>571049 your tendencies would have been better for this situation..
月
the problem for me with drinking is that i get acid reflux issues and severe esophagus pain that i have to lay down long before i ever get drunk
the same goes with tea or citrus juices actually i'm so jealous of people that can just keep drinking i can barely take a sip without trouble
Marsh-chan
>it was a big night guys I got fucked up on orange juice
月
man acid reflux is no joke like the burning in the esophagus is bad enough but it causes your spine to hurt too and your ribs can't even stand up due to the pain it's awful
Marsh-chan
sounds rough
Kannagi
Orange juice fucks me up. I get bad stomach pains with anything acidic.
>>571071 the real meta is in finding those juicy two and three letter words that you can squeeze into all the space thats' been taken up already I /// chain that shit together
I don't think I have much of a choice but to open with the Nier/Gems combo. I gotta find something nice to move out from this though. This song is just too good to cut off at any point when I listen to it.
Anno
yutggytyutggyugyhvgytuh
Kannagi
>>571081 I agree fellow cultist Ry'leh will raise again
It's strange. They're the same length down to the millisecond but the fade in/fade out are in different places and the speed of the instrumental is somehow slightly different
what's the problem with the star wars doll? because it's a woman?
Kirara 🚗
yeah, people were mad about her character and the right wing trash mob harassed her actor off of social media and are still mad about it
デバイス
man I wish my life was boring enough to care about that shit
Maria
>>571094 I don't even get why they attacked the actor instead of t the script writer She has nothing to do with whatever bit of writing they're mad about
>>571096 because they're racist and sexist and want to make sure she leaves the film
デバイス
>>571096 exactly how it went with those trolls and that female ghostbuster movie I just tell myself the trolls must be retarded enough to care about that shit, so they probably aren't too clever to think about shit like this
Maria
>>571099 People make movies into such a big deal Like it's the end of the world because they made a movie that you personally dislike
>>571101 Imagine if your identity revolved around nothing but purely passive consumption
I wish staff users had some sort of access to an offensive special not even for making them better but they all have voice lines for using attack suoers that are all going unused except when prodding them in the catalog or playing tap battle
デバイス
>>571118 cops can't hurt you if you shoot them first remember this
Kirara 🚗
also the east coast is going to get hit by a cat 4 or 5 hurricane next week
>>571161 Fish, Jan, Rook, Tilde, a few people here and there, I don't mind them touching me. Only Fish could touch my thighs, though. I'd probably let you hug me.
デバイス
could I accidentally touch your butt during the hug?
Being grabbed without permission is really weird. Especially if you aren't expecting it. One time, a professor grabbed my chest without warning, and I felt really violated. It was such a weird feeling.
Yeah, it was inappropriate. It was in a meeting about sexual assault, too. I forget why he did it but he was trying to prove a point about something. Everyone laughed so I laughed too.
Sometimes you just have play along, for political reasons. Sometimes it's not worth the trouble to make a fuss. And it wasn't really an environment where I could show weakness since we were working with the FBI at the time.
デバイス
one of the episodes in this torrent keeps staying at 99% guess I have to grow a patience all of a sudden
I'll just unsummon myself. Taking the circle with me.
Kirara 🚗
Spider-Man makes me realize how amazing cities are they're terrifying how did we make something like that ive been to philly and denver but nyc is on a whole different level
Kannagi
I've been to london for therapy sessions last year and it was overwhelming London is so big and rich, the rest of the country doesnt seen that level of affluent.
I want the rest of the country to see the amount of investment that london sees. Its obscene. It is so expensive there too. Travelling and paying for my appointments in order to get my meds is insane, I have to go to appointments up north now but the difference is huge 13 month waiting time
Kirara 🚗
it's all a scam
Kannagi
Everything revolves around money. It sucks.
Nezi
So get more money.
Kirara 🚗
hard to get money when most of it is being hoarded away by dragons
