I'm trying to stay positive but it's difficult without my stress safety net, especially considering this semester has been nonstop horrible things happening.
There's more bad things to come, though. And many things that may come.
It's all so very absurd.
>>537543 No, I don't think that would be good for me right now.
I saw this on the back of a boat on my bike ride. Not // I took the picture not because I found it profound or endearing or anything. But more because I was thinking "sure is easy to have happy thoughts when you've got enough money to own a boat."
Maria
>>537547 you don't eat oxygen? >>537548 I find this image really appealing for some reason
Anno
Oh yeah, it was also pretty picturesque. A nice blend of internal cynicism and nice aesthetic.
>>537548 Hmm I guess big enough lakes are in a way better than the sea don't have the problem we have here rn, as in "SO WINDY YOU CAN'T SAIL /BOAT AT ALL"
Anno
I wouldn't rely on that being constant out on the Great Lakes. They're -really- fucking huge lakes.
They're still massively open stretches of water with nothing to buffer or shelter you from the air currents. I'm certain storms are worse out on the ocean, but I'm just saying that you shouldn't rely on the Great Lakes to not be windy to the point of it being a safety issue.
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
it is not storms it is just general wind it isn't fun to boat with a 8m> boat when the waves are larger than 1m which is currently almost constant due to the temperature difference
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
the issue in the end is not area, but volume rather seas just have more water
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
so the temperature differences between land and water are larger and more constantly so, so the wind can really be tricky, and unpredictable, and not giving a fuck what the major air currents are doing at the moment I mean sure you could go boating during the evening or say rn but yeah daytime boating is tricky during really hot summers, due to the wind
>free trial ooooh no That's how they do it that's how they get their hooks into you they lure you in with promises of free goods and then you're theirs
Anno
I think they're an Amazon company maybe. If you've got Prime maybe see if there's some benefit there.
>>537636 Yeah. Maybe The thing is that I already have a heap of audiobooks they're just none o f the newer, more current ones.
Marsh-chan
so is it worth paying for more books when I already have hundreds of hours of unlistened to recording?
Anno
doesn't make sense to buy shit you will not use, no
Marsh-chan
but these ones are NEW
Marsh-chan
It's like downloading more anime when you already have a full backlog.
Anno
if you think you'll listen to the new one, why not but I feel like you are just excited by something new and think that is enough to get you to listen to it
FormerRei@mobile
Can't sleep
Anno
smoke marijuana
Marsh-chan
>>537644 yeah. true the only Why Not is because it costs money
and from this point onwards I'm living off my savings for the foreseeable future.
Anno
>>537647 probably not a good idea to spend money willynilly then fam give a crack to your saved up audiobooks, free entertainment
rene
work on your backlog you coward
Marsh-chan
>>537648 you've convinced me. >>537649 work on having better taste in anime
You know what we should do We bury a coffin in a pyramid with someone inside it And then we lead archeologists to the coffin, like it's something we just discovered And then when they open up the coffin the person inside it jumps up and screams at them Would be a lit prank
Kirara 🚗
a goat idol would be pan
Kirara 🚗
>>537671 thatd be fun but they'd wait weeks to open it and the person inside would de
Maria
>>537673 True We could just make it a jack in the box Or we could leave something really cryptic in there, like a treasure map that goes nowhere
>>537675 >you just got pranked by the moepranksquad don't forget to subscribe
doctor wouldn't see me today bc they wrote in my note that i need to follow up with primary care but i wasn't told that (i wrote down everything they told me on Tuesday) first appointment i can do is next Tuesday with primary care so i may not get my masters
Maria
That's really shitty of them to not bother telling you that Are you gonna try working through it
It really is. I get plenty of calls where patients have been at other care places that tell them to follow up with their PCP. They should have outright told you or put it on some documentation.
Kirara 🚗
the only document they gave me was a printout that had info about had injuries
i think that if my program chair refuses to give me an extension and im dismissed from the program due to a concussion, i will dismantle the program or at destroy her reputation i can turn a lot of the student body against her if i have to at least
... .......................... >Orb of Leveling >gain level >+1 Spd >Skill: You can run up walls while sprinting! >Sprint away towards exit >Run up a wall on the way >Ceiling Spikes
>>537747 he was a gold medalist, so world level athelete, would figure his own life and safety be more important than few car parts dunno, though how stanipeople are paid athlete's income varies so much from country to country
>make hamburger patties >throw them on the grill >did I have bread >4 slices yaii enough for 2 ones >all moldy >no more time to make bread or go buy bread lefu
>>537767 It was actually I had a skill called Plague or something and it's what I used to kill them but after a certain amount of time they EXPLODE and the explosion happened near a flammable object so I IMMOLATED
I really like how this game is set up. You don't level from killing things instead there's an orb in each stage that levels you up. You have to find the exit to go to the next stage but you can skip the orb if you feel like it. But the skills are really nice when you level up Like the running up walls one
Ko-Shi
don't throw things through torches unless you are ready for fire EVERYWHERE
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
can you get fire immunity?
Ko-Shi
Not from what I've seen There is a skill that lets you take less damage from traps and it counts things like poison but I don't know if fire does
if this was tv or a movie it'd be a grudge and anti-semitism
Kirara 🚗
haha yeah i don't think she's antisemitic though
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and she'd be the one who infected fish with the disease >>537797 yeah seriously doubt that'd be the case
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
but who knows, sometimes people dislike you for something really minor, tht just ends up becoming major in their head over time like a botched first meeting that keeps enforcing a negative opinion
Kirara 🚗
she's really prone to misunderstandings she almost never listens to me when i explain anything and she jumps to conclusions really quickly
i guess they can't just rely on boruto's dad on popularity and sales
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
that is actually quite impressive for a WSJ weekly series looks more like movie or ova quality
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
also that shuriken trick is damn nice nodback to the Zabuza fight
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
also wait isn't /is that really from boruto that looks like madara in his final form?
Anno
Naruto's anime has at times had really high-quality animation. There's of course the famous terrible moments, but every now and then the studio remembers they need to actually try some times.
pro, kabuto and kimimaro remain my fav baddies oro
TN
madara was meh but tobito was a good villain though his final motivation was bit half assed i mean, gaara, pain, tobi... all just "what if naruto was evil" essenyially the author loved that trope >>537842 yup he was too op to be alive
Kirara 🚗
kimi is bone dude if i remember right? that was cool but they killed him off too quickly
TN
i wonder will they make another ultimate ninja storm
Kirara 🚗
probably
TN
is solid series
TN
though playing ranked sucks people are far too cheesy and serious in ot, is an anime game, try to have fun
>>537850 he k'just goes bit too quick to the dark side anakin is good comparidon
Kirara 🚗
i think it's cool that they introduced him so long before he was revealed but it was a little too obvious
TN
yeah, but he hid in that audacity well
Kirara 🚗
why was he evil anyway why'd he get mad
TN
>>537854 madara manipulated + his gf died, killed by kakashi
Kirara 🚗
fair enough what was his goal?
TN
>>537856 to do the matrix petfect world, wgere even dead came back
Kirara 🚗
and people didn't want the dead to come back for whatever reason?
TN
>>537858 well having ypur mind trapped in an illusion dominated by two mad uchihas while your body is slowly eaten by a space demon tree
Kirara 🚗
ohhhh i see yeah that's not great sounds very not good
TN
also devil out of nowhere turns out madara was conned to do this to ressurrect the final big bad by the big bads kid the big nad being alien immortal that plant trees on pkanets that kill themand then eat the fruit
Kirara 🚗
that's kind of out of left field but alright
TN
>>537862 yup it kinda was alluded but tge alien part was...
FormerRei@mobile
Neat
Kirara 🚗
did they ever explain how naruto got a laptop
TN
>>537865 apparently theyjust went from semi-industrial society to modern in 10 years or so once they stopped ppiring all that effory into war and armaments
>>537913 yup out of boredom he decides to help sasuke with the war and then he just slips away to do oro stuff helped deliver sasuke's and sakura's kid evrn
FormerRei@mobile
The absolute worst thing about the ending of Naruto is that Anko got fat.
Kirara 🚗
lmao i went to google "naruto anko" to see who it was and the recommendation was "naruto anko fat"
also hehad worked out the whole madara+tobi plan and had stolen madaras corpse he could jave stopped it completely if he had wanted kabuto ended up helping tobi though cause bored i guess
TN
majes him in the emd a quite petty amd grudgebearer since he attacked konoha just to kill 3rd
TN
still is impresdive how he in bout 10-20 years built a whole ninja village that fivaled the established powers on his own
Kirara 🚗
he was a pretty impressive dude
月
>>537812 superspeciosa randomly removed all my earned points i was wonderin if you had that happen too not really important was just somethin on my mind
Kirara 🚗
>>537926 looks like they did i use breezy trees now though
月
is it good it's about time for me to restock not sure what to get ive got decision paralysis sometimes
Kirara 🚗
it's really good they have great blends an admin at my clinic told me about them she taught me how to make kratom packets too wrap some up in sugar paper with edible tape and just swallow that can get a full dose in one or two swallows id never done that until she showed me it's really good
月
ah yeah parachuting im fine just drinking it personally mixing it is just a pain since it's so fucked up when it's wet
Kirara 🚗
yeah idk im getting a blender soon i might try a kratom smoothie
月
i want a blender sometimes i'll mix it with bolthouse farms fruit drinks which are real thick and it's pretty good that way when i was making it for my mom she always wanted it with pepsi which was so fucking weird it'd just get all foamy and stuff and she'd complain about how gross it is and i'm like yeah no shit
Kirara 🚗
im gettin one for my birthday
月
oh when is your birthday
Kirara 🚗
22nd
月
oh neat i'm gonna send you a touhou shower curtain
Kirara 🚗
oh no
Kirara 🚗
im trying to start making fruit smoothies to help pad my daily calories im always like 500-1000 short eating is so hard
月
oh that sounds fun i would get a bunch of plums, pears, kiwis, and berries and blend those up
Kirara 🚗
im gonna do a lot of banana mixes idk with what yet gonna have fun experimenting
>>537941 fuck my brain is so broken i thought that said tetanus instead of banana and i was like uhh yeah
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
hell yes tetanus ice cream
Kirara 🚗
one of my colleagues is really entitled there's a class that only has 13 seats and she didn't get in and she's having a fit because she wants the class and it's not fair i also want that class but whatever that's life
for blue https://open.spotify.com/album/4Rl7FcHpPQkKh1CagQDAT5?si=yPiK3ccZSjOriYR5cO1dvw if he has spotify
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I spent 3 hours yesterday, well today before going to bed on my phone just browsing spotify started to figure out how the search tool works it is REALLY bad in terms of incomplete searches you don't type a title of song fully, and unless it has lots of hits, chances are you won't find it
Kirara 🚗
yeah i hate the search
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
https://open.spotify.com/user/12142111153/playlist/434BKBZLVGUWSSM6JhAGL9?si=5J-BR9pWTBi_TrhPaa05VQ https://open.spotify.com/user/playstationtmmusicasia/playlist/6WrSLz9aXp560gl045Q6ki?si=ujOQlg9kQBa9yQX_9BZT_Q these two playlists have a quite good gathering, without any of hte cancer cover versions that plot spotify
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
*blot
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and yes spotify has 2 yuru yuri albums and like EVERY character song attached to the first two seasons
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
and even JIBUN WOOO but established bands are easier to find as they aren't just anisongs but dissappointedly, there wasn't Out of Control from nothing's carved in stone, except for a live version
Kirara 🚗
cause i feeeeeeeel i can always show my Spotify to youuuuu
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I found all other Psychopass songs, but not that
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
fuck I know what I crave for now a gin and tonic
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
bit surprised there is 0 May'n even supercell has some, mostly miku, songs there
Weird parts is finding small idol groups like wake up girls or momiro clover z and so on spotify but then the big names aren't I mean sure it is LESS sales for AKB48, but honestly speaking the fans of those groups WILL buy the merchandise, even if the music is available free
>>537991 I'm pretty forgetful right now, too. This morning, I filled three cups of water while brushing my teeth because I kept forgetting that I'd already filled one up.
also >walk in to a barbershop wearing a hat >get haircut >do you want us to style or add 100 litres of grease/whatever products to your head >uhh, no I am going to put my hat on
It's hard to move around properly. I'm going to try cooking, though. Everyone is offering to come and help me, but my home is a mess because I've been so depressed, and I'm too proud to accept the help of my friends.
>>538016 I'm sure you know me well enough to know I know I should, but still won't.
>>538018 That's a bit of an unreasonable lie. I haven't cleaned in two months. Even when school was not busy, it's clear I wasn't cleaning. I don't want to lie about it, anyway.
I like to pronounce the 'g' in lasagna. It makes the word sound fun and every now and then it throws people off. Same with the 'l' in salmon.
月
the l in salmon was always pronounced though
Anno
Here the pronunciation is more "sam-men" I like to do "sal-man"
月
i'm pretty sure it's still pronounced even if you dont realize it the l is more a component of how the sa is voiced than the l-m transition i feel like you actually have to try really hard to not pronounce the l in salmon you have to avoid the a-drop that results in the l naturally so it becomes almost like say-mon or sammin but in the latter case with lake a hard uptick after the s syammin
Anno
Well to be more precise then, I enunciate the 'l' in it to make it much more noticeable.
Anno
>>538031 I'm still relatively sure that at least in my family most of us remove the 'l' to the point that it's almost imperceptible.
月
try saying it with the L and then try saying it without the L and see where the discrepency is, out loud
Anno
The 'a's sound changes. Isolated by itself, with the 'l' coming up, it becomes more of an 'awl' kind of 'a'. As opposed to an 'ah' kind of 'a' without the 'l' coming up.
Most of my family leans heavily towards the 'ah' kind, where I started doing the 'awl' kind of 'a' because it drove my little sister up the wall whenever I said it.
>>538036 Yeah I can see what you're getting at there.
月
it's weird but i feel like the feel of the spoken word, salmon, really fits the shape of an actual salmon
月
whale visually also kind of fits a whale, somehow if it was wale, even spoken the same, it wouldn't be evocative in the same respects
Anno
I feel as an English speaker, the 'wh' part prompts me to purse my lips more when saying the syllable than just a 'w'.
Kirara 🚗
owo
Anno
owho
Talesof !NuKeSlvmWE
owo what's dis
月
>>538038 i feel like it's almost like "hu-wale" with the h but the visualization of the word whale as opposed to what i was talking about before with the pronunciation whale feels heavy like a wale // whale wale looks a little weird and sheep-fucky
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
hu-wale seems like it could almost be a name
Kirara 🚗
tru whale
Anno
>>538042 It's a dense word. A 'w' and two letters that stretch from top to bottom of the font boundary, all in five letters. I think 'e' is a bit that way too.
Wale if anything feels kind of lop-sided unless you capitalize it.
yeah haha I could probably literally just say it's true and people would latch onto it
FormerRei@mobile
It was very hard for me to not reply with "It isn't?".
Kirara 🚗
i love to label things that don't even matter as white privilege and stuff idk it's just so funny like who fuckin cares about the gerber baby but people will get really worked up about it
Kirara 🚗
>>>/@itami_0513/1019915560799252480?s=19 haha this is so silly naruto turns into a giant fox and then sasuke installs Fox Armor DLC and a sword and the giant fox with a sword cuts a giant golem in half
Anno
The eyes on hands thing gets me genuinely unnerved.
>>538094 somebody sent you this on tindr today? or you're claiming it's you? either way you have the personality of a fucking eggplant and nobody wants to be around you
>>538110 there's no induction and there's no cult i like black swan and all but you seem to just be drunk you can post or whatever though nobody's stopping you
>>538117 we should man roll gacha for parts that are both stylish and murderous Have them enter fashion contests after battle to distract them from the blood on their hands
put an AI twist on it that the machine is reading the pilot's approach to the matter by how they visually present themselves
月
>>538120 indirectly yes the AI chooses based on what you have every piece has different weights you gotta really shell out for the primo stuff to play the AI into what you want
>>538122 after battles you choose between scavenging mecha parts or the pilots fashion During battle you gotta avoid hitting the cockpit if you wanna take the fashion, or if you wanna take certain parts from the mecha you gotta aim for the cockpit instead We could even put in a morality system based on whether or not you choose to disable them instead of destorying them
>>538127 nobody's gonna really care if you stick around but idk what you're going on about this stuff for it's not going to be addressed or cared about you can't expect strangers to invest themselves in your personal concerns it's just fucking weird
>>538131 I jumped into this board blind thinking it was an avatarfag board, because someone told me to come here. But I can talk anime. I got my mum the complete series of Death Note.
>>538135 Yeah, I think you're right. I'll pop off. It's been nice to see other boards and threads.
>>538139 Nigga, I know how it is. I came in dressed like a mod and went to a biker's bar.
Avatars no not really we just post cute anime girls
月
>>538132 sorry to be rude about it for context, there's like a dozen regulars here, so people from places like meguca that have hundreds of active posters come here and get offended that their culture of loli posting and antisemitism isn't reciprocated and call us avatarfags and "exclusive" we're just not fucking shitheads like them or like nezi so it's just different generally i'm p honest about that and tell people they're not going to enjoy it here
>>538147 I'm here for peace. Going to be like Star Trek here. We make friends from Offworlds then get the fuck out.
>>538145 I actually used it as a part of an essay in university. There was a bit about feminist heroes so I thought 'Yeah, this girl is cool, she's like Tank Girl'
just walk in with an itemized list of people who have died "help me out"
月
i dont really mention any of that to my doctor i just say how i'm coping and what i need the gritty details are kind of mutually ignored
Kirara 🚗
yeah but you can't get better through talk therapy if you don't talk
月
it's weird because i instinctively have doubt that talk therapy could ever benefit me because i dont trust anyone to understand, but then there's you so idk
i finally read Sartre's novel, Nausea or am reading im almost done it's really amazing i understand it an incredibly deep level because everything that's happening to the MC is what ive been experiencing for the past year and you get to read it in diary form, so you can see it develop and i dunno it's just so real to me the existential nausea the MC experiences and how it drives him nuts but eventually he understands and the same conclusions are reached that ive recently reached it makes me feel like im not alone the book was published in the 30s a lot of people must have gone through this
