i'm doing okay i took clonidine to see whether it helps with my tourettes it did and it also heavily improved my impulse control so i haven't been shitposting all night like normal
All of this is a mistake All I did by talking to my doc was acknowledge my own bullshit and justify myself Every fucking thing I do is the wrong choice and it doesn't stop
>>>/@Wokieleaksalt/869658016378966017 >does saying Bernie's a jew make me antisemitic? >look all I meant is Bernie will betray you, too I think that's like textbook antisemitisim, Woolery
>In August 2016, 17-year-old Julio Macias Gonzalez of Mexico City, Mexico, died after receiving a hickey from his 24-year-old girlfriend. The suction was strong enough to cause a blood clot in Gonzalez's neck. The clot traveled to his brain and caused a fatal stroke. The stroke occurred hours after the hickey was given, when he began having convulsions while having dinner with his family.[2] this is fucking horrifying
Anno
Oh yeah I remember reading that story somewhere That would be terrible for everyone involved
Kirara☆ !Sh0sAiDORU
she sucked the fuckin life outta him man
Maria
Women are literal succubi sent to suck the life out of men Proof right there
>Nowhere are the consequences of hypermasculine machismo braggadocio isomorphic identification with the conceptual penis more problematic than concerning the issue of climate change. Climate change is driven by nothing more than it is by certain damaging themes in hypermasculinity that can be best understood via the dominant rapacious approach to climate ecology identifiable with the con- ceptual penis.
It's from a paper published in a journal On the conceptual penis
sk
http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/23311886.2017.1330439 It got withdrawn by the journal, but it did get published http://www.skeptic.com/downloads/conceptual-penis/23311886.2017.1330439.pdf Here's the pdf if you wanna read it
competitive played a little bit of pubs but I'm so bad now
FormerRei@mobile
>>146882 I don't think Ive ever played competitive. In the past year and a half at least I've mainly played on sniper only maps. Well, sniper and spy only.
FormerRei@mobile
Although I sometimes get irritated and quit playing for a while, cause my friend brought me to some server abd told me to enter a command and when I did it automagically gave me all the achievements that give you items. Which really bothered my autism.
FormerRei@mobile
Cause I like getting achievements, Ive considered emailing valve and asking them to remove them but I'm too lazy.
FormerRei@mobile
Hrrm, I might be uo for TF2 with you later. Assuming my comp doesnt crash or freeze, since i never really fixed it.
FormerRei@mobile
I won't be able to play until 4PM US Central time though.
FormerRei@mobile
Oh yeah, your only like 7 hours ahead of me. *you're
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
so I got a fidget spinner from my brother as an early birthdaygift what the fuck does one do with this?
FormerRei@mobile
>>146889 Spin it, and then use the balancing effect from the gyroscope to do tricks. I guess. Oh and look like a tool.
>>146889 you just put it in your hand and spin with your finger while you're doing something else if you're trying to do tricks or anything like that with it it's stupid and not the point of the thing it's just something to distract your hand while you focus
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>146893 yeah it works to keep udle hand still quite well
月
>>146894 so do rubber bands, lighters, pens, rings, and lots of things i like rubber bands personally
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I had a few spare batteris on the desk in case my headpones ran out had to move them away when they started flaking the metal covering into my fingers
>>146912 I doubt mei is fat, though isn't she just wearing full arctic eskimo gear?
FormerRei@mobile
>>146914 She is canon not fat, its just that because if her gear she could be fat. But in the one canon illustration of her not wearing her gear she is not fat. Lemme grab it real quick
Seems rather normal bodytype not the supermodel you see on some of the others but normal
FormerRei@mobile
>>146919 She might be thicc, but there's not enough art of her in normal clothes, err official art. Anyways there is a very loud possibly large group in the fandom that insists that Mei is fat. They are pretty obnoxious.
>>146944 i had a handle of rye over the weekend i probably won't have anything else for several weeks though i'm getting to that point of only every few weekends kind of thing
I haven't drank in a while I cleared out this bottle not too long ago, but that's it for a very long time
FormerRei@mobile
>>146949 I pretty much only ever drank wine, aside from having a sip of beer every once in a while. But i stopped asking to taste my dads beer in like late middle school.
i was really tempted to drink the other day i don't buy soda anymore but i got some soda at the store and i was like, i'm gonna go home and have rum and coke it's gonna be so good and then i got home and i was like, wait, what am i doing? i already had the rum out and i was about to mix shit
>>146957 i haven't had nearly as much a problem as i thought i would i thought i'd be craving it and really having a hard time, but i really don't have any problem not having any for a few weeks straight i do drink it when i get it, but i mean that's why i got it
i tried the clonodine last night and i didn't have any tics or tourette's problems like all morning long it was really pleasant although it felt awful when it kicked in
I drink a lot but it has never been a problem or a coping mechanism for me, so don't take after me. It is a bad habbit, but so is say buying expensive food just because it is expensive.
FormerRei@mobile
She's just about at "pick up the show just because of a singke cute character" cute.
>>146968 thank >>146971 it's a good show! >>146969 oh i don't really do that any more i stopped buying liquor a long time ago it's hard to keep enough high ABV drinks around to get really fucked up all the time without liquor
FormerRei@mobile
>>146972 I don't know anything about it. I might start it later this week.
>>146975 dude i was drinking probably a 12 pack a day for like eight months i lost like 10 pounds
FormerRei@mobile
>>146975 What a coincidence, my friend who gets drunk on beer multiple times a week often complains about weight gain. Although he does work out frequently enough that the weight gain is barely noticeable to other people.
I handle somewhat well, but I always end up going way over my limits at some point so it doesn't really matter. when you have a "if you don't go all in, you are wasting the alcohol" mentality hard coded into your brain, it doesn't turn well that oft.
月
i would get sick before i could get drunk and that's an actual waste
Take a leaf from russians and eat raw eggs before drinking fucking maniacs
Kirara☆ !Sh0sAiDORU
animaniacs
月
i just use the milk proteins it works fine
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
I think the logic behind the raw egg, is that when eaten on somewhat empty stomach, it creates a "veil" that prevents you from vomiting when you drink too much at once >>146993 And I bet it is 3dcgi
Kirara☆ !Sh0sAiDORU
HELP I JUST GOOGLED ANIMANIACS AND THERE'S NEWS FROM YESTERDAY THAT IT'S GETTING REBOOTED
月
>>146993 i did that with ES posthumous once, thinking "Wow it's been eight years since unearthed came out, i wonder if they're ever going to make another album" and i looked it up and their first album in eight years was released like two days earlier weird how that happens
TN !PcAPtAiNJo
>>146994 yeah but that is good news old cartoon reboots are just why?
Leg day seems like it was pretty good to me today. I got Aliza, who appears to be a decent fire character. I also got Lucio, who I believe Ika has/had a huge boner for.
My left arm has felt really tired today, like, I overused the muscles. But I don't think I did anything that could have done that. My neck muscles are really sore, too. And my shoulders are tight. Maybe I slept really weirdly.
Well that was fun >leave kettle to boil in room >soo what if it pops the lid open and keeps boiling all the water off? >nah that never happens >come back from washing teeth to find it doing just that I turned my room to a sauna
i was in the leasing office today and the manager was like "hey kirara, how are you?" even though i haven't seen her in months and i was really surprised like, wow, she remembered my name, she's really good at her job
and then fish pointed out that i still had my ID card on my shirt but i want to believe
Maria
>>147061 Next time go in wearing an ID with the wrong name and see if she picks up
>>147070 I don't know how they go it in finland, but in the USA if you are old and/or dignified looking people will call you Mr. or Mrs. If you are young, cute, and/or non-threatening looking people will call you by your first name. I have a young and cute look about me so people call me by my first name unless they are like teenagers.
>>147071 Kinda depends here I think if you are coworkers, going by familyname would be weird so in those situations formalities get dropped but I don't think I have ever seen a situation wehre someone addresses say a cashiier or any person with a nametag by the name in their tag
We even have a word for it "sinunkaupat" literally "you/singular trade" though better translated as informalit trade. or bargain In spoken language, unless you know the person it is somewhat rude to call someone "sinä" or the variations of it, singular you
I rarely get called my firstname anyhow outside of family and relatives. >>147087 This is my hidden secret if I don't refer to you by a name, I don't know it In Highschool i got by by inventing nicknames for people
>>147084 i wouldn't use honey that's really weird hun or darlin' is pretty general use as long as you're not acting weird i probably wouldn't use it that far north but it's what i'm used to in missouri and south
I just go like "What's up dude" and then just speak the way I usually speak to people who I am not that good friends with, that I'd remember their name. it is a weird form of speaking that avoids using names, that every finn knows.
>>147149 I didn't say I liked 3 or 4. You can at least see their stomachs though. I think 5 is the point at which you've gone beyond really big boobs and entered a new realm entirely.
>>147141 I think when you get to level 10, the point where it's just boobs and nothing else, you can stick the boobs on a bigger girl, and it's like it loops back around
I thought about replying to a bunch of posts where people said what their limit was with "low test". But I'm not sure how good a shitpost it woukd have been.
>>147191 Owl's character I had punched PAN's unconscious body the turn prior and he didn't die so I switched targets and Owl's character went to like -70 and -40 would have been legitimately dead
Okay, I'll google it and then give some uninformed comments on it.
FormerRei@mobile
Oh, I remember reading about this one before. It sounds very novel and has some stuff I find interesting, but I'd really just rather play 3.5 or GURPS.
FormerRei@mobile
Or Pathfinder, but if someone I know irl decides to run it I would probabky join. Unfortunately the only person I know who tries running stuff in different systems all the time doesnt do a very good job GMing and then we usually only meet for two to five sessions before the whole thing falls apart.
I still have 13 hours off and I slept for 8 hours last night This is the one part of the week that I don't hate being alive. It's pretty great tbh
Anno
sounds nice i am also off and off tomorrow too
月
you can shift-select tabs and close many at once my life just got a lot more satisfying i use like 12 tab groups with like 10 tabs in each while working
>>147272 You could probably reverse imagesearch all those weed photos. You show up, give them money, and they give you some lawn mower clippings. You can't complain to the cops about getting scammed on illegal shit.
FormerRei@mobile
>>147273 You could but both parties would get in trouble. Selling fake weed as real weed is illegal too. I think.
Anno
>>147273 You can report them to jag jagex* and have their runescape accounts banned tho
FormerRei@mobile
>>147273 If he didn't kill him, the guy would have gotten beaten *lynched by an angry mob. Putting him out of his misery was the kinder choice.
Anno
>>147274 Lmaooooooo If anything, they should be encouraging the selling of fake weed
>>147293 As the Beach Boys? Cause for a very long time the only original member of the Beach Boys who has toured under that name is Mike Love, who is an asshole and will sue the rest of the living original members if they try to tour as The Beach Boys.
Anyways it was Brian Wilsob and one or two other original members I saw. They played all of Pet Sounds. Although Brian didnt play or sing on all the songs. For some he just sat on the piano bench looking lifeless. But considering his mental health issues over the years and his stroke I won't complain.
FormerRei@mobile
Wait, are you that guy who went or is going to go see Sigur Ros?
>>147296 Was that the guy who sold all the rights and now companies use their songs for jingles?
FormerRei@mobile
>>147302 Possibly, although I doubt he would sell all the rights, he probably licensed them. But even though he has the rights to the name "The Beach Boys" he probably doesnt have the rights err the exclusive rights to their entire catalogue. But im not sure, it woukdnt be out if cgatacter for him to have somehow gotten that.
FormerRei@mobile
Or the record label still has the rights. Intellectual property law is weird and record labels used to screw over musicians much more than they do now.
That song was pretty good, I like it when songs do a lot of ssamples of seemingly random stuff.
Anno
>>147313 >>>/watch?v=TTrHwH2gEY8 Negativland is good at that. Though, some of their stuff sits on the borderline of music. And what they do on their albums they did in more free-form on Over the Edge. Which is on the Internet Archive.
>>147320 >This Is the Day...This Is the Hour...This Is This!
FormerRei@mobile
>>147321 Oh, that ones really good. Its probably my ffavorite album by ththem.
Anno
>>147324 I really enjoyed it. I haven't listened to it in a good while, though. Quite a nice find among the bargain bin discs. I also found a quite humorous one... Let me see if I can find it.
Oh they were the band thathat ddid thishttps://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fair_Use:_The_Story_of_the_Letter_U_and_the_Numeral_2
FormerRei@mobile
I had heard of that book before.
Anno
>>147332 Yeah, it's quite the saga. And they're quite something...
FormerRei@mobile
>>147334 Yeah, Greg Ginn (founder of SST Records) was also an asshole. So im not surpised he threatened legal action against them for revealibg his tgreats of legal action against them.
Anno
>>147335 Greg Ginn was an interesting guitarist but I think not only was he an asshole, but he was a shit businessman... One of the co-founders, IIRC, who was also the guy who "fronted" Nig-Heist (which was basically Black Flag offends their fans), dipped because of his decisions.
FormerRei@mobile
>>147336 Do you know how SST was founded? I dont know much about SST after the 1980's, but at the time it was a brilliant idea and in the long run good for musicians since other independent labels were formed.
Anno
>>147337 I actually don't know much about it. Laziness.
FormerRei@mobile
>>147340 Basically Greg Ginn realized that in order to make a record, you didn't have to sign with a big record label who would screw you over. But all you needed was access to rrecording and mixing equipment, and to contract with a record manufacturer to have them make a bunch of the records.
FormerRei@mobile
Well, actually originally SST was not a record label and was jyst a small business dealing in ekectronics, but Gregg repurposed it into a record label.
Anno
So... basically he realized that you just needed the same stuff on a smaller scale? And no one else had that idea before?
FormerRei@mobile
>>147347 No one considered it, he had experience in business so he just tried calling a rrecord plant when a deal fell through to get a record out out by some label.
FormerRei@mobile
>>147347 People going into music generally didnt have business experience (or good problem solving skills) and the way the industry had worked since its beginning was that to rrelease a record, you had to sign with a label.
>>147354 That's because we gave access to the internet and wikipedia which makes it trivially easy to look up all the steps of producing any sort of general product.
Soon I will return to the grind. I work tomorrow from 11-8, and then I nap for 6 hours, and then I unload the truck, open the store, and then move from this apartment to a new house. Then I work every day until tuesday
I know eh. I'm even considering going out to the nearby office that's supposed to help with job finding. Because I don't fucking know where I can even start. It's not like I have any authenticated skills or trades to my name.
Then I looked around all wide-eyed to see if anyone noticed. But nobody did. seifu
Anno
>>147486 If you want money, or the continued existence of a sustainable lifestyle relies on you finding employment, then yes, you probably should go looking for a job.
Samurai !KW2DbpWwls
>>147486 i'm slowly chipping away at the nest egg sooo
Samurai !KW2DbpWwls
>>147487 the government saw you! >>147486 i am moved out livin in Montreal with a friend
I wish I could be moved out. But short of finding a job that pays like at least 125% of minimum wage, there's no way I can live in this city while being moved out.
Samurai !KW2DbpWwls
>>147491 was your phone out of your purse? >>147492 his house is pretty nice average size but fancy bathrooms and a yard with an above ground pool
fuckin rip dude >>147499 every house in this neighborhood has a pool I think it's a necessity due to the HEATS
Maria
>>147503 wtf I thought Canada was meant to be cold How hot does it get in summer? Is it like Australia?
Samurai !KW2DbpWwls
over east it gets fairly hot in the summer yeah temperature extremes maybe like 30, not the worst heat ever canada's pretty awesome in the summer those long warm nights
>>147504 Pretty much anywhere that people actually live in the country gets warm summers. There's a reason the vast, VAST majority of our population lives as far south as the border between us and the States or the ocean permits.
>>147505 Canada's summer is the most perfect environment. Warm, sunny days with mild breezes, the occasional beautiful summer thunderstorm. Nights that never go pitch dark and instead diffuse with a soft orange glow to everything around. So much green in the local flora. If I could create a region of eternal summer I'd model it off of the summers we get around here.
alright it's about time for bang to begin wrapping up the night just a few more minutes before i'm gone until probably forever
BANGS DAY OFF
and by forever i mean tuesday
Maria
>>147507 >diffuse with a soft orange glow I like my pitch black but that sounds pretty nice and warm.
Anno
I really don't like dark nights. Maybe it's just a side effect of living in the city all my life, but I'm really at the most comfortable when there's at least a bit of light around. And I really don't like winter nights. Not only are they dark, but the stuff you can see on them are always tinged with this muddy grey-blue colour.
Winter nights are my favourite because they're long and really dark. I like getting up at 7 and being able to walk in the dark while there's still a tonne of dew around.
Anno
>>147514 Yeah fuck the snow yetis. People that live places where it never snows just don't understand.
i had a dream i was getting mcdonalds breakfast and some girl came up to the counter while i was ordering and started complaining about FEH being too hard and said the enemy team has spies so I laughed and said that's not possible and she started threatening me with a knife but I was just laughing at her So I got some hashbrowns and went outside and realized my breaks didnt work and got into like a 20 car pileup and woke up
Anno
Maybe she cut your breaks.
Maria
I bet she gave you back the wrong amount of change on purpose
Maybe I should keep track of them somewhere. There was one dream I had almost a year back that was a really nice immersive experience. I was lucky enough to not actually forget that dream, and I extrapolated it into a story idea over the next couple days.
I just spent a good amount of time testing a fix for something rarely used to make it easier to use. I forgot to eat. And I guess I should do that and sleep. I wonder what my next big useless time sink will be!
Maria
Kirara tell me a date and I'll give you a fun fact about that date
Damn phone There was more to that post but I'm gonna give up on it
Kirara☆
never give up
rook
Your cheering has given me hope >>147562 My friend got google home and it's pretty neat it was cool having it at that lakehouse with speakers everywhere on the house even out on the dock those people are fuckin rich
Kirara☆
>>147566 damn fuckin rich people have the coolest shit
Kirara☆
i should become a rich person and stop disliking rich people and start looking down on poor people like
how i made millions of dollars and you can too
i married into money haha you can do it too if you work hard enough
rook
as would be your right
Kirara☆
maybe ill buy a hot air balloon shaped like a skull
Maria
I want to be rich. How do I throw away my ethical integrity and make big bux?
Oh so hardcore history is where dutchfriend got all the "the gommunists were the juden" stuff from
Considering he's the one who recommended me this podcast I should have figured The guy is a bit of a parrot, I'm literally hearing the same sentences in this episode
ToN
Tuturu
Maria
>jews love money >communism was thought up by jews Don't make no sense
sk
S That's the wrong paste Where'd my twitter link go
sk
Check out ゆっきー(日下氏) (@yukkieeeeeen): https://twitter.com/yukkieeeeeen?s=09
There we go
God the forced insert of that first line is 50 levels of cringe
I was given this guy who just sits on his phone playing games and stuff for 10 minutes at a time, and I was told to just accept it cause you know, not everyone here is neurotypical
This may sound like a complaint but it is not even remotely I welcome him, because his mere presence means I can fuck around on my phone too
sk
He's wearing a headset at all times, though, which miffs me not because it annoys me by itself, but because none of us are allowed to >>147617 Over his ears
Most of the fascism people I follow seem to love Mount and Blade I guess that makes sense but it's still kinda interesting
Also look this bunny suit It's a good bunny suit
sk
>radio sound guy fucks up and two different interviews play at the same time I swear, man, this is the kind of shit we shouldn't have happen in 2011 And it's 2017
ToN
People make mistakes
sk
Seems like the kind of thing you almost have to do deliberately though Just line them up?
