turns out making the entire software infrastructure for the world a monoculture has its downsides huh
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i was going to say I should link my caps to a mousebutton
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>boosted nani an alt twitter perhaps?
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
probably mastodon maybe some alt right nonsense
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probably Mastodon yeah boosted doesn't sound very gabby
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
it would be funny to put like a pressure sensitive mouse button connected to text character size so you could do sPonGEBoB TexT and stuff
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
would have to be a foot pedal really or a tongue depressor maybe a head banger sensor
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yeaah bring out the old scribe foot pedal >>1126839 one of those eye sensors for paralysed people
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pre positioning threads again? bad mojo
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thread dies in like a minute or two
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
oh boy watch it burn
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my fireplace is haunted by a digerdoo
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NOW
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
THAT'S A LARGE ORGAN!
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no wait
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
uhh i think the archiver doesn't go thru the extra trouble to archive things on the top of the dial just checks every 60 seconds maybe i should adjust that
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now
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
what the heck why is it a minute behind
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presses kill the next minute
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
oh it probably does check every 60 seconds but the thread was created like 4:01:XX so it's not expired till the minute's over ok
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you goddit
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
const now = Date.now(); const inFive = new Date(now + 5000); let nextMinute = inFive.getTime(); let ms = inFive.getMilliseconds(), s = inFive.getSeconds(); if (ms > 0) { nextMinute += 1000 - ms; s++; } if (s > 0 && s < 60) nextMinute += (60 - s) * 1000; const delay = nextMinute - now; setTimeout(func, delay);
wacky i really did implement some top of the hour calculation 10 years ago huh
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>>1126854 nice seiko would only really wear that lunar Ω though maybe reprioritze LT >>1126826 →
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if i get a peloton just put me down
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actually a good size for A3 paper worth?? not a sunken cost??
I was at my home away from home - the Knights Inn motel near Newark Airport. I began to run a bath. The water wasn’t hot but instead a slightly uncomfortable lukewarm. I removed a canister of Tropical Punch Kool-Aid mix from my duffle bag and proceeded to dump a generous amount into the tub. I swirled my hand around the water and whispered to myself, 'Oh Yeah.' I took off my grass-stained Avia sneakers along with the rest of my clothes and climbed in. I submerged my entire body and took a gulp of the sweet, red liquid that surrounded me. As I soaked I pondered why nobody in my life could see my imminent success. My options strategies have never been wrong, just poorly timed… Sorry Papa. Tomorrow will be a big day.
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is this kopipe
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
yea judging by "options strategies" its probably from WSB
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worksafe b ??
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
r/WallStreetBets i used to frequent it in 2020 when i had nothing better to do than stare at number go up
Watches would be a much cooler hobby if you were allowed to wear more than one at once.
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
double wristing is a sin punishable by exile
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foly huck
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W ith arms wide open
absolute territory enjoyer
classroom training over on-the-job training begins monday i'll get to meet my district manager and i'll be able to figure out how my vacation is gonna work so i can start planning my japan trip god i'm so excited both for this job, to start making serious money, and get my career in motion and for the trip to japan, that's gonna be fucking sick
here is a good question: is there a chill polite board, where people talking about actually useful, helpful things? or working on?
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>>1126834 he didn't killed himself btw, he got wacked in hombre cell
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>>1126914 what do you define as actually useful name four(4) examples
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>>1126916 like - crowsourcing - building something - helping each other - answering your bafoon question, while trying to comply by your rules, and not asking
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>>1126917 crowdsourcing what building what you assume my rules are what exactly
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>rules are what exactly requirement to define at least 4 examples
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>>1126918 idk, prepping a bunker to survive ww3 nuke at Svalbard ... ? just as/for example
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
huh?
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>>1126918 or feeding the hungry folks of Bangladesh? like the world doesn't have enough good problems to be solved, other than just reposting X shitposts in free time
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
whats with this sense of hostility
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-thats just "rule", more of a request -prepping is boomer fantasy -there won't be ww3, take your meds -why can't Bangladeshi's solve their own problems, seems like they'd want more autonomy than outsider opinions -the most "helpful" thing you can do with your computer is turning it off
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>>1126924 🤦🏿♀️ you do need to enter correctly IQ captcha before you post or reply next time
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
Why are you trying to start a fight? You guys need to relax.
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>>1126925 you need to join the Peace Corps and hand out bags of rice, might make you feel better and helpful
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>>1126927 well, that's actually sound much better and much more helpful. ok, should we develop a plan to establish Peace Corps imageboard?
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>>1126926 Hey, Kirara, would you like to enlist in to brand new Peace Corps platoon ?
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>>1126928 sounds like a plan is development or elnistment into this a salaried or hourly wage thingy?
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>>1126930 yeah, valid question, we need to work out on how this gonna be financed
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>1126929 I will have to pass, but thanks for the offer.
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>>1126932 why Kirara, don't have free time? You probably already busy volunteering for local shelter, helping others in need
>>1126933 It's true that I'm pretty busy. I have two jobs, my monk duties which I'm getting more responsibilities with soon, I mentor some kids, I provide free consultation to a number of psychologists, and I'm training a psychologist in psychodynamic therapy while helping her process some trauma. I have to make sure I have some free time or I'll burn out and won't be able to do any of that stuff anymore.
ok, sorry, might got overheated, busy hot day. just makes people existentially question meaningfulness of life (or meaningfulness of posts (or same of shitposts))
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>>1126930>>1126927 alternative pov take: volunteering is for rich people. e.g. poor people of Bangladesh (or other $insertcountryname) can't volunteer in first place, because they need to pay for many things and can't afford many things and need a good job in a first place, but there are no good jobs. for example recently DW showed an demonstration of students who complain about job quotas there, like 2% of people get 42% of jobs, and remaning 98% of people get only other 58% of jobs left, something like that
>>1126935 DBT chad > psychodynamic virgin ITT it just works
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
DBT is pretty much just cuck shit for therapists who don't know what they're doing. The entirety of DBT is just spicy CBT, which already sucks unless you have the most surface-level anxiety or depression possible. DBT is the attempt of Marsha Linehan to sell zen buddhism to people. In doing so, she eliminates everything that makes zen effective and she completely fails to understand even what zazen is. Despite calling the so-called system dialectical, she doesn't even have a functional understanding of dialectics. And the therapists who use it don't understand either.
DBT is basically what you get if you find any mass produced therapist off the street. No real training, no real understanding, just plug and play. Choosing the most generic option possible over a truly deep and individualized therapeutic modality is for clients that are terrified of themselves and only want to get better superficially.
>>1126941 oof you could have been more tolerant of fellow colleagues & Marsha. some one from their pov camp could just say you just a virgin psychologist monk, and not a psychotherapist nor psychiatrist. also DBT is not widely, generically, available everywhere, I feel like there are not enough of (qualified) specialist, and here what you can expect is CBT at best as bleeding edge option, despite it's out dated lag, just imo.
ofc, it's not like every, each single hand can produce an good clap.
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
They can call me anything they want to, but I'm still right. Selling the dharma is the most disgusting thing a so-called zen practitioner can do. And even worse, to do it badly.
DBT is extremely widespread in the US. I've never worked anywhere that didn't emphasize DBT and everyone I know who does private practice is trained in DBT. DBT is being adopted widely because it's a very simple system that doesn't require any theoretical understanding and can be utilized with a very wide number of people. Because of that, clinicians are much less skilled and have less training than someone who practices psychodynamic or existential/humanistic modalities, which take years of training to master. Unfortunately, DBT is always going to be lesser.
Funnily enough, DBT was originally marketed as a modality perfect for borderline personality disorder, but it completely ignored the etiology of the disorder and focuses entirely on the superficial symptoms. Awful, awful stuff. Completely unethical to simply address superficial symptoms and ignore the etiology. It's such a shame that DBT is becoming widespread. Psychotherapists these days don't understand the most basic ethical guidelines which is, of course, why motivational interviewing is so widely utilized now as well.
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
Sacrificing client care to make it easier on the clinician is just unforgivable. Settling for treating superficial symptoms is a cancer on the field of psychology. We have the potential to radically change people's lives and help them build unparalleled insight into themselves. We can give people the means to free themselves and become who they choose to be. But everyone would rather make a quick buck than help people! Or worse, they don't even understand that they're doing this. They don't even have the capacity to see what is possible. So they just keep collecting money, day in and day out, helping clients survive instead of thrive. Never building to the next step.
So I spend a lot of time helping younger clinicians develop the skills necessary to understand what's going on in the therapy session. I teach them multiple theoretical bases and basically everything that school ignored. And I make sure they're able to go out and develop themselves into true psychotherapists, beyond the basic low-level shit.
Kids don't even learn how to run a process group anymore! It's a crime! It's all DBT groups!
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>>1126944 what are the "official" ethical guidelines, what would you say about them being adequate or needing change? whats motivational interviewing?
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>1126946 By ethics, I mean moral philosophy. Most psychologists follow the APA's ethical guidelines for conduct. But they're inadequate because they allow things like motivational interviewing.
Motivational interviewing is a system of manipulation. It teaches you how to respond in a way to people that causes them to slowly move towards whichever position you want them to. For example, if you have a client that smokes, you might use MI to manipulate them into stopping smoking. When MI is used, the client is completely unaware that you're doing it to them which means that they aren't actually consenting to that. It's just covert manipulation by the therapist who thinks they know what's best for another person. It removes their agency. That's amoral but it's the standard of practice in mental health these days. Even nurses at hospitals are getting trained in MI now.
But that example exemplifies my concerns about the field with regard to ethics. People have no understanding of the fact that they're manipulating people! They won't even admit it to themselves! They just hide behind the idea that they know what's best. And people don't question it at all, even as they're violating consent.
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>>1126947 oh thats weird, it sounded like some really overt thing like motivational speaking I thought it was something like a job interview but roleplayed with motivation
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
It's an interview in the sense that you mostly are just letting them talk. You might ask a question occasionally, but mostly you're just letting them talk and repeating what they say back to them in a biased way that confuses them and makes them agree even if they wouldn't have agreed if asked explicitly. It's hard to explain, there's a whole system behind it. The word motivation is there because the deceit of the system is that you're "motivating them to make change".
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
cookie cutter therapy for all! i'll turn it into the ultimate psychological algorithm! and charge a monthly subscription!!
>>1126980 ive heard this phrase before but these days it seems to be more of a rw christian thing
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it seems to be indeed
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what is Gnositisim defined in online terms
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genshin impact
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
so true
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
ifk the deal with all those proto judeo religions its all just Organized Religion and pre-modernity people tryna figure out why they see faces in clouds and shi anyway
>>1126944 me gusta to disagree with you here at this point on some your interpretations. but We don't have rn time to argue. and by the time there will be some time, there might be already new thread in place, making discussion pointless & obsolete! (thnx Samu's designs !)
>>1127048 idk to me she just seems unnecessarily aggressive over something trivial
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instead of paying the 25c for a bag i just picked up the box that the bags come in and said >can i pinch this it's not about the money it's about sending a message
>>1126949 i feel like i am probably experiencing this
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another week come and gone to bring another week like waves crashing on the shore sometimes they fizzle out sometimes they dump you under the water i don't know where this metaphor is going but I hope we all have a good week
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sometimes they hit a girl with such force her swimsuit comes off and blood starts leaking from your nose and you say just like my Japanese animes but who here amongst us has experienced that
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i think ill wfh tomorrow didn't have a good day today
Mahou Shoujo Marsh-chan
I was watching this thing about how a lot of k-marts shut down in the US - which is interesting because they're still going strong here in Australia. maybe because we don't have walmart, and that fills some of the same niche
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Have you seen the one on the failure of Starbucks in Oz?
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this episode of mash has weeb representation
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>1127057 If you are in a medical setting where someone wants you to do something, they will most likely utilize motivational interviewing.
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>>1127065 yeah, I'm seeing a psychologist every three weeks
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
>>1127066 For what it's worth, motivational interviewing isn't necessarily bad for you. I'm just against it because I value personal autonomy over all else.
i have a theory a theory that these fucking dogs have been waking me up at various hours not my medication lmao
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
dog meds now
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
buncha scaffolds in front of the coffee shop smiling mom on her phone is blocking the only real opening with her stroller dog and herself >you're kinda blocking the entrqnce here >sorry! slip by her walk away she's still blocking it and people are ducking under the construction tape under adjacent scaffolds
what a power move
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
all this time she was standing there she never took her eyes off meeee dadadadun
Rei !p8eYCadcMo
update the car was not stolen my dad just looked for it at the wrong train stop
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
🙈
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
biden cant even be president anymore thanks to woke
>>1127073 i WISH I was the man who crushes rocks and sprays dog medicine on his hands ( no i don't)
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so, new president soon?
S C
well there'll be a different one than the last 4 years for sure which one is hard to say, but personally I at least think the chances are higher it's not Trump now
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oh he's apparently endorsed Harris good luck to her
S C
There's real coconut hours happening as a result I don't think anyone in my neck of the politic spectrum likes her at all, I'd be surprised if it was the case, but I do think she has what it takes to actually get elected at least
For one I think she'll be able to actually, you know, contend with Trump in a verbal slugging match Her mind is crisp, she can shout down Trump, she's not gonna mumble and lose track of her own words mid-way through a sentence
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i don't like her but i might actually vote if she's funny enough i think that she's going to dogwalk trump at the next debate and i'm actually looking forward to seeing it
>>1127092 soon? november is the election oh you mean nominee
S C
>>1127097 Kamala has a really popular quote about coconut trees that went fucking viral, so ever since the debate pushing for her to take over has been referred to as coconutposting
Honestly I think her laugh enough will be able to bully Trump like crazy Trump opens up trying to put in a dunk and she just unloads the most insane laugh right in his fucking face How can he possibly salvage that?
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
you exist in the context of all that came before you. what, do you think you fell out of a coconut tree?
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oh nll says that
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well she has more charisma than killary but even ricks have that rocks***
I also do genuinely think some amount of people will be motivated to go fucking vote just because her winning would be an insane own on Hillary Gonna watch her pop a vein during the inauguration trying her very best not to say a slur
Got my performance review today They said some nice things But it wasn't all nice
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They're probably supposed to find something -- anything -- to critique even if the review is overwhelmingly stellar Gotta make sure you're always working towards improvement and not stagnating and getting complacent!
I never actually finished True Detective, so I guess I'm watching that now gonna learn what it means for time to be a flat circle, or some shit like that
>Let’s face it, Twitter isn’t going anywhere anytime soon. The platform is a lot like a cockroach. It is ugly, skittering, repulsive, and incredibly difficult—despite many efforts—to kill. Elon Musk purchased the network in late 2022, treated its power users with disdain, haphazardly fired much of its workforce, alienated its advertisers, insisted on calling it X, and turned it into a vehicle for an edgelordian political project. People left in droves. And yet somehow, at this moment in 2024, X has the juice.
network effects stay winning
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
luv 2 feel completely dissociated from my own existence just insomnia tings
season 1 is the best one by like, a thousand points 4 is only 6 episodes though
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
every season is its own contained story with different characters though just fyi
S C
oh, so there's no like, REASON to watch the following seasons? It's not like I miss out on the grand plot?
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
yeah more or less i think season 3 is pretty good season 4 is marginally connected to season 1 but you're not missing on a grand plot by skipping a season they share a world and so there are references to that stuff but thats just it
S C
Also I'm really annoyed when fiction pulls out Lovecraft like they did with the king in yellow here cause there's no way to tell if that's REAL in the show, or if Lovecraft just exists in the show so it's referencing a book that actually exists within the story
S C
wait no that's not even lovecraft but still
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
Not knowing is important in the context of the show.
But yeah, it's the cosmic horror that predated Lovecraft. King in Yellow is one of Lovecraft's inspirationd.
S C
I mean it can be done well leaving it vague, but a lot of the time it's like "Oh, basically a few pages of a book, right here around a spooky event. I better not look up whether any of this exists in literature at a library or something" Like motherfucker you call yourself a detective and you're not even gonna check if that shit is from a fucking book?
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i feel like if the book existed in the continuity of the show, it would have been addressed
S C
I actually never read King in Yellow I should sometime
Kirara "Ikkyū" 🍄 /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
It's pretty good. Nice, classic cosmic horror. I don't think it's as good as Lovecraft, though.
S C
Well, Lovecraft has some snoozy stuff too but the good stuff is real good
S C
I like how he has the John Wick "back to tha old me" box, and in it he's got a bottle of jameson and a canteen for it
I dunno how people stop being alone Something just wrong with me
Just never figured any of it out and now it scares me and I've got all these complexes about everything I used to have come to terms with knowing I'd always be like this
the coconut meme? its just such a like out of date thing that aunts used to say that it's amusing the younger generation
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
this watch phase is psychotic what is goin on with the screws on the dial the out of place Tuesday is sending me and the date window having three dates peekin out is just a mess
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it's just a meme that fell out of a coconut tree
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>>1127223 their m-force line kind of looks like TG
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
what's tg? the game? /tg/?
the crown guard looks like a hockey shoulder pad or something what the heck
idk maybe ill get a swiss watch one day but would have to save up and see one real nice in person seems like an extravagance that i dont really need tho
S C
finished true detective rewatching lain again
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
man i tried to watch lain and its a whole lotta nothing do you 2x it or something
I'm partially rewatching because I stumbled on some sort of anniversary world for it in vrchat a while back And partially I just think I might be able to 'get it' more now than last time
well I also just don't have a lot better to do
S C
Incredible to realize how every single analogue horror series uses the same voice as the title reader of each Lain episode What an insane cultural footprint
S C
Lain's dad having a fucking 8monitor setup in the CRT era, just to like, browse the internet and be in chatrooms is an incredibly good bit, too Ahead of its time, honestly
S C
But we also stan a man encouraging his daughter's IT hobby
S C
nope, I'm too fidgety to sit and watch something like Lain later, I suppose
S C
Episode 1 of True Detective Season 2 is almost over and so far legit nothing has happened, at all There's like 4 main characters this time, 3 are cops, and I don't care about any of them at all
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perhaps the true detectives were the friends we met along the way
Every time this one plays between League games half the chat hates it and the other half is jamming. Personally I think it's a banger. 10/10 would buy a $20 nekomimi skin for my waifu
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haha what the 10/10 would go to a korean gacha rehab for
>name as many female characters from a video game as you can in 30 seconds My ass would have started listing pokemon I know there are SOME pokemon that have no female version, but honestly it might literally just be ditto and like, the unowns or something, cause breeding mechanics have gotten pretty loose with the later games
Used to be you needed a female of the pokemon you wanted to breed, but I think now ditto can fill either role in that process?
S C
>there are 1164 total pokemon now god in heaven we're approaching 10x the original amount
I wonder if they're gonna make #1500\#1510 something special, beyond just like, another legendary, to mark the occasion
there's like 4 correct answers to "first pokemon", and I think they're like Kangaskhan, squirtle, mew and uh, arceus or whatever the fuck that one's called no I guess it's bulbasaur not squirtle yeah but either way
one's obviously #1 in the pokedex, one's mew "the first pokemon" proper, arceus or whatever like, predates spacetime in lore, and then kangaskhan was the first one they actually came up with
S C
double checked it, it's actually rhydon turns out Wonder why I thought kangaskhan
oh, mew isn't just like "the first" in a chronological perspective apparently it's the genetic ancestor of all pokemon, presumably excluding Arceus
it really is pretty funny how humans saw like, pigeys and ratatas and stuff like that, and went "shit we gotta find a way to make these things fight for our entertainment" and so they made the pokeballs which I mean, not that astonishing so far except turns out, those damn things can literally trap and force GOD into submission That's insane stuff Well, assuming you CAN catch Arceus, but I can't imagine you're unable to. It is a pokemon after all
It's pretty neat Naturally-occurring electrolysis Potentially may be a key contribution to how life first emerged in the deep sea during the earliest eons of biological organisms on this planet
Marsh shitposting on the go via telephone
Tldr you can breathe under the sea
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I don't think the amount of oxygen released is concentrated enough to sustain a human being, and it all disperses into the ocean water anyway But for small creatures and more importantly, plant matter, yeah
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
what if you had an underwater dome with an oxygen farm
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
i guess at that point you might as well have power generation, artificial lighting, and CO2-oxygen cycle via chlorophyll too
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Brain is really just not playing on my team lately He's being real persistent like, the last month or so, I dunno, it's hard to trust my memory I feel like I'm somewhat OK, if a bit anxious and nervous generally, while I'm up and about, but once I slow down for the night to go to bed, he really just goes all out So I've had a lot of real bad nights
I dunno if I can even really do anything about it directly, feels like I'm getting weaker
S C
It's really weird Having like, another Thing up in the dome piece, and veing fully aware it's just, you know, literally me but It's like, separated somehow I don't consider Brain to be part of myself, on some level, he's like a separate being or something
I guessing it's some sort of mental mechanism, you know like sequestering all the self destructive impulses and stuff into this separate "not actually me" being so it's easier to handle or something? But it's weird
Like I'd imagine people with like, multiple personalities or "headmates" or whatever, you know, those are full persons? Like they can hypothetically take the reins for å bit and let the main Like Relax, recuperate
But Brain can't 7do that, Brain isn't like, real It or he or whatever is just a bundle of impulses and stuff, without me it won't be able to do anything at all But it definitely wants to like, take over, impose its will
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there where many options, but anno went with this jpegfor the clean subtlety of the subterian enviroment.
S C
Drinking like this obviously doesn't help the situation But at the samr time i feel like I can take more abuse when I'm drunk Like it makes the sele hatred more powerful, but I can raje more of it?. . Once it breaks through it's a lot worse, but until then I'm a lot more stable emotionally
Not a fan of being drunk though Can't do anything while drunk
Anno
ya drinking is definily impulse fuel
S C
Makes it harder to listen go the bad thoughts, fhough
Anno
makes making rational choices worse at times thats why I tend to drink for celebration only theres been times when decades ago where every day was a celebration though :p
S C
I only really drink to like Deal It doesn't really help once things go bad, but it's a good way to put up another layer of protection Everything is a lot worse if and when it gets breached, but it's a little less likely to
And things have been really bad lately
Everything just kinda feels wrong I feel unwanted, I never feel included in anything, I have this idea that just by being present I ruin things So it's really hard to do anything other than isolate, retreat into a shell sort of, avoid people. Takes a lot of amping myself up to do anything at all
Cause this fucking thing in my head convinces me I'm unpleasant and annoying and a parasite
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARSH i might have to push it back to march or maybe even golden week i'm still shooting for december but i won't have enough confidence to buy a ticket until i take over my store and get a better picture of things but i will absolutely keep you posted with each development
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i can't find my dang meds
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found 1
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Wordle 1,133 5/6
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what 30 years of retail does to a mfer
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man, mcdonalds fries just aren't all that good once they get cold
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yep could possibly save them eith an air fryer
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I do own such a device maybe I'll heat up the ones that are left tomorrow or something but likely by then they're no good anymore anyway
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mathler 905 3/6
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Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
back at it again with the cyberapartments this one is in SF and is slightly wider also theres a curtain i dont remember in the seattlr onr
Samu /人◕ ‿‿ ◕人\
unfortunately the elevator is packed
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hearing about someone quitting before you get the email do be kind of wild