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「containment thread」

guess im trying this again
to keep the other threads free of it
i guess im reaching out or whatever
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>>>/watch?v=sPawM1zcqok
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hello moon
hello /moe/
that is a nice song
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idk why that guy posted interdasting though
yeah that's what i meant
it happened last time too
i'd add a note on my thread after another day of no responses and immediately // well, the next person to post anything would bump the anime thread that had been dead since that morning with some filler content like interedasting or all according to cake
and then nobody'd see my thread because it was three down
i thought i was just being an eyesore and they were pushing it down but idk really
it's a little discouraging when i had spent a week basically begging for emotional support and just completely ignored
but if i say that it sounds victimizing and i dont mean it like that
sorry this is dumb
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not as dumb as what I do tbh
Honestly I've been wondering myself why I sometimes see random posts bumping threads that have been dead for hours if not days like that too
I guess I didn't correlate them when I just figured I had missed a thread you made by a few days as usual since I don't often visit the home pages of any of these boards.
i just do it this way because honestly it hurts too much to post in the main thread and then not be addressed
and i dont like shoving it at everybody
but then i guess im still doing the same thing, so i can hardly blame someone for pushing itdown
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I used to do the same thing when I still felt
Usually someone like Okuu or Aska would post and try to cheer me up then I'd feel even more bad for doing it in a round about way when I wanted to vent and didn't know how to ask for help
When I did it I really just wanted to get something out there though.
Saying it made me feel better. Then people would say nice things and I'd feel bad for being bad.
im not trying to vent or be cheered up
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>>619036
Yeah, I was just remembering stuff.
I posted a lot of threads not many noticed in /tano/ crying for help.
Sucks to be such a bitch ass. I'll punish myself.
im just trying to reach out
i feel like nobody can reach me and i can't reach anyone
ive not known what to do for a long while
some help resources said to reach out
or dont be afraid to reach out
or something like that
i dont know how, and i really dont have anyone to reach out to
i tried to reach out to my family over my november trip but i didnt even get the chance and it was really bad
now im not really sure what to do and i dont think anyone else does either
but at least putting that out there is better than no communication at all
and what i need is to be able to connect to people
i feel like im locked in a room where i can't signal out to anyone

i need some help communicating
im having a lot of trouble doing that
but even then i dont know if i have anyone left to communicate with
i'm so terrified all the time that i freeze up and i can't
i think people think im a jerk or arrogant because i wont talk to them
it's actually that im just terrified
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>>619038
I don't know about you but I keep thinking about getting executed in Saudi Arabia or Africa today
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>>619038
I don't think you have a problem reaching out. But you seem to have trouble reaching out to people that know context.
Or maybe I'm just a dumb ass.
You've always seemed pretty well spoken to me, moon man.
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>>619039
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>>619041
you want
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I went back to this psychiatrist saying I have thoughts of people coming to get me but I stopped because I'm not good with those people anyway
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Ugh, I feel so alive.
I guess moon extracted already.
>>619043
Who's coming to get you?
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>>619045
The authorities
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>>619050
the authorities on what?
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>>619051
The people with guns and handcuffs
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>>619052
Why would they be coming to get you?
Did you do something bad?
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>>619053
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A violation of a
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regardless of whether I did wrong or not
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I posted to say hello
I am bit very good at making emotional connections or having conversations at all
*not
but sometimes you just need someone to say hello and how are you and really mean it
or at least that is how I feel sometimes
so hello
how are you
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i dont understand any of this
im not wanting people who will listen to me vent or be nice to me
im taking active steps to not die
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>>619143
i don't know what that means you schizo

i would start by not jumping out in to traffic
i screwed up the verbiage
not wanting people to*
rather than who will
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i really have lost everyone
the warmth and emotion drifting slowly away like the conversation of friends echoing along the breezeway as they depart
dimmer and less intelligible until it's indistinguishable from the background
i want to shout
hey, wait
but i hesitate, and my voice fails
i can't deliver this message
i'll never be able to be heard
im really scared moe
i need help really bad
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>>619223
I'm trying to help you
Samu !KW2DbpWwls
don’t be scared
this will pass
❤️
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>>619161
>>619224
this isn't the way to do it
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>>619356
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can't walk
can't eat
can't communicate
can't die
can't even sage my own thread apparently
can't cope with feeling of ostracization which probably aren't real and are precipitated feelings of persecution from distressed psychological faculties
if anyone with organizational skills can help me figure out what im supposed to do it would really help alleviate some of this concern
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>>620401
Into the loony bin

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