>>1180328 yep funny though Sam, i was playing during dungeons and dragons. then afterwards had dinner and drinks with two of the guys and then some other people rocked up and played irl chess at the bar. watched them play for a bit
GOD saturday closing shift is so stress we're always behind on work cause understaffed, too aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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at least the Good Coworker will be back next week everything is better when he's around cause he's a lot like me in that he's annoyed to hell when other people don't do the shit they're supposed to or do stuff wrong even if we're still stuck with a workplace that's practically falling apart around us, at least we can complain together
I'm difficult to please when it comes to work, I think I want everyone to do their damn job so I don't gotta come in as the new hire and actually spend a lot of time putting things back in order The soda storage was a fucking disaster thursday, and I was only gone a day cause wednesday was my day off it was also a disaster yesterday, and I'd only been gone 8 hours then When I had a week's vacation, I came back and it was a blessing from the divines themselves that a flake of glass cola bottles, placed precariously ontop a stack of half-opened and mismatch-sized flakes of other sodas, hadn't fallen over and shattered into a million pieces I spent like 2 hours putting taht shit back in order
I don't even know if it's my coworkers' fault exactly, I think it's the language-learning guys who aren't technically employed but more just loaned out as part of their integration. Between the language barrier and their overall lack of reason to give a damn, they don't really give 100%, and I don't entirely blame them either.
it doesn't help that the things that seem obvious to me aren't so obvious, apparently I try to organize stuff so it's easy for the next person to get through their work, but when I show up again, shit's all fucked up but the Good Coworker, he gets my neutoricism, he sees the vision
I am so utterly fucking fed up with people, I don't know how much longer I can keep being a normal sociable regular human being before I fucking explode god fucking damnit I am so fucking done
like it's every goddamn day every single fucking day, there's some fresh incompetence, some BULLSHIT that I'm supposed to just accept as though it isn't utterly unacceptable, from customers, from my coworkers, from every goddamn human being I interact with there is some fucking BULLSHIT that is not within the acceptable bounds of adult behavior, and I just have to pretend it isn't fucking idiocy I can't just snap at them, I'm better than them, I act like a FUCKING ADULT, so I gotta just fucking smile and pretend I do not see, but I do fucking see
one of my coworkers decided my soda storage system is too slow to deal with, and cumbersome, which agreed, so she's reverted it back to the old way before I tried to get shit to actually be doable at all, because that's supposedly easier to deal with Whcih first of all fuck do you know? no genuinely, how would you know`? cause you haven't done it, I can tell you that much, I can say with certainty you and the rest of the motherfuckers here have no grounds for comment on the efficacy of the 'system' I've put in place, cause I was gone for a week and it hadn't been fucking TOUCHED, the shit justhadn't been DONE so what the fuck do you know? fuck FUCK
and you know what fucking fine fine I'll just fucking dgaf I don't give a shit anymore, do whatever the fuck you want have everything utterly disorganized, bury leftover merchandise under a pile of new merchandise so it hits the best before date and we gotta either sell it at a loss or throw it out altogether, stack whatever the fuck you want on top of whatever the fuck you want, open half of a fucking box of shit and then use it to support a stack of other bullshit but when 24 glass bottles hit the floor mid rush-hour, I am NOT the fucking one who picks that shit up, I'm not doing it, you can get fucked
I don't have the ability to be empty I am always fucking tense I'm always stressed because if I'm not at least a little stressed I don't fucking function, and besides my meds are stimulants and that does turn the dial on a lot of systems in the body and brain but while this means I'm good at dealing with "being stressed", additional stress from the outside is very difficult to process without feeling like I could fucking kill someone because I'm always fucking stressed, and I do not NEED to have to do everyone else's fucking job because they've fucked around for 7 hours
It has been exactly one day since I stopped tidying up after everyone else in the Soda Storage, and it is comically fucked and I'd be surprised if anyone even fucking considers going over it again at any time because it'll take you like 15 minutes just to figure out if the thing you're looking for is there at all, and another 15 to dig it out without causing an avalanche but at least there's one less shopping cart in there
I sure as shit am not doing it It got done when we did it my way, if nothing else **I** fucking did it, so they better fucking do it now that we're doing it the way they want if they don't, and tell me to, I'm just gonna tell them to do it themselves, they can cover the register while I do their part of the workload for the shift, because I'm just not gonna fucking do it until they do it themselves a few times first and conclude it is a better way of doing it I don't give a fuck exactly how it's done, I've been clear about that since I first put in place my scuffed-ass bullshit of a system, but I do expect anything replacing my hackjob to at least ensure the job gets fucking done, and not because **I** fucking do it Cause if I'm the one who has to do it either way, we do fucking do it my way or not at all
it is, genuinely, fucking unacceptable that my ADHD-having lazy ass look at the rest of the people on payroll and ask myself why they're not doing their fucking job properly if anyone's supposed to half-ass everything they touch at work, it's me, because my brain treats working about the same other people's do eating glass I sure as shit shouldn't be among a handful of people I trust to actually fucking do their job and not fuck it up for the next one to do it in the process
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in any case I've got the evening shift tomorrow, so I better see that shit fucking done when I get there if they tell me they "haven't gotten around to it" then tough, do it thursday then and if you mysteriously can't find the time to on thursday either, guess what, I've got the evening on friday too, so that means someone else is at the register for the morning shift, with plenty of opportunity to do it cause I've done it consistently just about every day I've been at work since I started, it's been nearly a year at this point, it isn't too much to expect someone else to do the work when the "workflow" is to their design
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in short i'm actually fucking livid I am insulted and I feel disrespected, and I'm not gonna accept it on top of having to deal with customers and all the other bullshit this job entails
Have so much work to do but not enough time with just two days a week. And I got a new tenant in my IP last week who keeps putting in maintenance requests , some which are just frivolous and its a pain finding time to attend to.
and i hurt my back helping move some filing cabinets at work
ahhhh why cant i be an 18 year old again and play vidya and watch anime all day with no worries or serious obligations
