>>1171267 rene doesn't give a fuck about hiding his power level. thats why he was yelling at the top of his voice about horse titties when we got dinner
it's weird my partner has not been working for four months now and they're very standoffish when i try to be helpful or supportive and i get lashed out at because they're unhappy im trying to sink into work like all the time because everything else is painful to think about i havent been able to sleep because of trigeminal neuralgia so my work is getting sleep deprived but at least i can do it from home
> Brazil looks like a drawing of australia by someone who has never actually seen australia and is getting fed a description of what it looks like, and then the drawing was rotated 65 degrees clockwise
irans nuthin but theyre upping the air defense by over double so i think somwthing might happen this year i am in kuwait now doing nothing causw my medical class got canceled :/ flying back to jordan tmr
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is jordan your hubby back home
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>>1171273 hope things be gettin better just wan't things too smooth out, so getting back at studying programing. all the best!
>>1171257 nice 1, havn't played much for a while, played in the last few days. Have some moe games soon...
I guess the weekends pull it up a bit, so it's not EVERY day I'd go fucking insane if I had to spend most of my free time during the working week like, with someone but I am kind of an abberation when it comes to social stuff, I know that
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
yea i mean there must be plenty of introvert marriages out there
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
bought a bunch of random CDs from the thrift store for kicks now that i have a cd player wow these suck
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
also got The Essential Bob Dylan from a tiny record store
however I will because I have to, and you just gotta do stuff when you have to maybe I can do some shelf filling and stuff today so I'm not trapped behind the register
Every day I am one step closer to being the jonkler Every day I am forced to confront the horror that my baseline expectations of the basic human specimen border on absurdist humor, like expecting all dogs to be proficient in assembly
it's just utterly fucking insufferable to be beset on all sides by people who clearly are just fucking dim, because I thought I was kinda normal range, I'm supposed to be like, slightly above average at best
I was in a meeting like, 2 weeks ago, with a rep from the apprenticeship central, it's kinda just the governmental arm that manages apprenticeships in connection with education and stuff, and things look good, we end it with me just needing to send her my CV, my email, phone number and date of birth Obviously it's not easy to notify someone by email what your email address is, but I figured since my email address is my full legal name, it's kinda obvious
So, I procrastinate alittle, but I get the thing sent over, and I get a response to the tune of "are you the owner of the store? it's listed as <the actual guy who owns it>" like, no. No I'm the person with the name in your notes who you specifically asked to send this email mere days ago so anyway I clear that up, I'm the apprentice-to-be I get a response again, apparently I was supposed to send my email, number and dob as well
here's the thing, I sent the CV already the first 5 lines of the CV is that, my name, and my address
what the fuck do you mean I was "supposed to send it" I did, it's in the document you specifically asked for, that information is ALWAYS in a CV
like just open the document you asked for from the person you asked to provide it, and it contains all the information you asked for because it is the naure of that document to contain that information
why ARE people like this why can't people just be fucking normal like if it wasn't there that'd be whatever but I can read the top lines of the documents in the gmail preview, they're right fucking there, it's a pdf, surely you can open a pdf you work an office job
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I swear I'm gonna get a response like "I also need your CV" tomorrow and I'm gonna have a breakdown
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
classic the CV isn't important at all it's just a formality
so back found some life hack that makes a mental alarm being hungery before bed, and having some nateral sugar in a lower portion then, eating right before sleep when the hunger kicked back in it woke me up but I had energy and felt well rest after like say, 2 1/2 hours. rested*
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
eating right before sleep man
Anonymous
ya sort of, it not really going to be a meal or any thing but rather restoration of sugar so that the body alerts, so as too not enter deep R.E.M if not desired.
so it worked again, natural sugar bio-hack, just I gotsta restore sugars when I riase up and then exercise.
whoakun
>>1171519 cute cat ol >>1171520 good jov friend i got leg day today whats ur exercise plan
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I don't have any free weights, so it's all calesteics at the moment doing 35 to 40 push up's, 20-35 marine burpies, and then 20-35 ab crunching "seal" burpies (going for doing this 3 different time a day, GOAL) yoga and today be 20 sqauts 3 times at diferent times. Wish I had some 25 or 50lb benchpress weights then I could toss them into a backpack gotta find some thing heavy for resistance.
>>1171511 hit the rack early, soz sometime la8ter today
>>1171525 did you watch it? Feynman is basically the best physicist at explaining things. The thing they say about him and one kf the guys who with whom he shared the nobel prize (the not Japanese guy) I think Norbert Wiener (pronounced Winer) nevermind, that guys a mathematician/computer scientist
Julian Schwinger!
Anyways, the thing people said about Schwinger was that he coild take a difficult problem , solve it in such a way that it demonstrates that only he could solve it while Feynman could take the same problem and solve it in such a way that demonstrates that anyone coild solve it. there's some films of his lectures and even more audio recordings tagt are available on the caltech Feynman lectures website though I have been warned by a working (? possibly phd student) physicist that I should treat his lecture textbooks as word *shouldn't treat them like word of god and that there are some other textbooks that are better ar explaining some stuff err, for undergrad physics for grad lebel physics probably the best textbook series
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Landau and Lifshitz course of theoretical physics which is soer *sort of impossible to get hard copies of because despite the original works being public domain due to being published in the societ union like 70 years ago, the English translation is still in Copyright and not all of them are being reprinted and they're all like over a hundred dollars there's like 10+ books in the series Landau planned the series while in the gulag he's primarily known for his work in condensed matter physics (formerly known as solid state physics), helis *his work was basically the foundation of the field
are we talking about undefined behavior in C++ >>are we talking about undefined behavior in C++ yes thats exactly what I was referencing, was studing the a adaption thats similar in python that could be cross-refered as this studying*
