sorry o7 maybe one day we'll have a Nicer place if i can haul my dang brain out of the attic
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>>1163460 my brain has low-key been broken by being exposed to cp spam for I can't even remember how long last year I had a psychotic breakdown of some sort and that was one of the things that helped push me over the edge and yet a year later it is perhaps even worse of course there is a lot of other factors that have contributed we have had three deaths in the family recently (grandparents and a estranged cousin of mine) and to quote the bible very loosely cut away the withered vine
!ReneWy59x.
>>1163462 marsh is an angel you shut your whore mouth >>1163463 it's fine "it is what it is" as we say
anyway I've said my piece just gotta survive my shift as usual
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
>>1163464 yeah it's really bad these days ouch that sounds painful
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>>1163464 I'm sorry thats happened to you I can't take it any more at all, it's disturbing I wan't nothing to do at all with any of that. I hear ya I'm very much have the same view as want you are decribing.
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describing* I want things to get better in this world
>>1163467 sorry I was a bit harsh basically I dont that shit in my life need*that but I consider you all friends in way or another hence why the links of contact >>1163468 I wish I could fix it but I don't have the tools >>1163469 same >>1163471 also same have this pic of tamano cross that always cheers me up
>>1163464 i lost a lot of family in a short time too i feel for ya no stranger to psychotic breaks either
ill add you on ddiscord you can feel free to chat with me any time sorry i havent been cleaning up the cancer as ddiligently as i used to my laptop had broken and times became difficult ill try to do better
what a chill peaceful imageboard when it doesn't have spam with Such Community
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if you ditch an anonymous imageboard forum for FAANG, that's considiered a downgrade & globohomo succeeded gaslighting you in to thinking that anonymity/privacy is bad n dead
>>1163511 another reason not to come here, creeps like you
>>1163513 I'm still using anonymous real time boards, just not moe for obvious reasons i dont care about faang
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>>1163512 another reason not to come here, freaks like you~! >>1163535 :<
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how I am supposed to get married, how you expect me to get married, if local tv only have tv shows about arranged marriage of straight couples, and the lonely weeb imageboard is so ironically homophobic!1 angrynoises we need markup to make font red
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
moe? homophobic? that's rich
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man i can't get motivated tod to do any work when im not havin a manic episode if i take an adderall i just eat like 5 meals and sleep for 19 hours straight not when it wears off i mean as soon as it kicks in
idk, man, we are so chill here, the boards are so chill & sfw & censored, more than discord or other social media, if you seen other social media/discord it's just continious nsfw feed boards rn in bouncin-pendulum swing effect, kinda opposite of what it was back then
when person in a disbalanced, disharmonized mood state, person may show no appetite or interest in food. once treated with correctly-matched antidepressant/medication, appetite increases
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
>>1163549 ya i dont get nsfw boards the vibe is weird
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>>1163558 there are various types of such boards, and various categories of content. and, of course, even they, should be moderated, according to category type nopunintentedrei so, maybe you haven't found yet what vibes with you. it doesn't have to be a board, because boards now in a downfall, it could be just any website. >>1163561 I'm not challenged your vibes or your authorithy, and I'm sorry If I disturb board with my cringe posting.
the thing is, with nsfw: what is nsfw or non politically correct today, has been sfw and politically correct in past. If humanity want to move forward, it kind of need to review established status quo, etc, and allow discussion, that's why US constitution, (unlike many other constitutions) allow Free Speech Amendment, and that's why people look forward to US as a role model example of democracy.
>>1163564 my point was not about porn at all. but any content rules that are codified in law are politics. >>1163565 yes, and I'm (and whole world) watching closely. And we can see possible outcomes, but only future will tell. So we'll watch, and US is not the only country going through crisis.
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
brother this board is like 15 years old the vibes are well established
maybe I just distract myself from my political war torn crisis, just by paying attention to your political crisis (?)
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> 15 year board ok. new boards come and go. there is an Anonymous Culture, you trying to desperately Ignore like a newfag, and pretend History & Culture does not exist. On the surface. But I can feel that inside - you are the man of a culture.
Samu ／人◕ ‿‿ ◕人＼
sorry. I gave up the anonymous mantle a long time ago
I don't understand, why in the Law, States enjoy greater priveleges than Non-Profit Societies, Companies? Despite the later can have larger population, territory, GDP. Is it rational, logical in 2025? Marsh? Any expert? And burreaucratic process of new state recognition, is basically like private invite-only closed club. >>1163586 legal & official
>>1163586 any & evey difference between Public/Non-Profit Company & State like documents
so, imagine, group of people form a state(or company), without territory and get recognition some parts are outsourced to 3rd party countries/companies like uk outsources visa processing to india or usa outsources prisons to ecuador or guantanamo or australia outsources refugees/boat arrivals to papua and off-shore islands
!ReneWy59x.
got so mad I trashed my sodastream
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>>1163592 I cant make heads or tails of any of your posts
>>1163555 yeah i just cook a bunch of food and eat so much it's crazy possibly because cooking is one of my favorite activities and it's an easy productivity filler when i don't have a workflow groove going
it's more like the antsy housewife who hears there's a death in the family so she just nervously bakes 14 batches of cookies one after another because it calms her mind down cooking calms my brain down but also stimulants trigger my hunger drive and i sometimes binge eat and have problems
without stimulants, eating kinda grosses me out and is a major visceral aversion putting stuff into my body that needs to be broken down and digested just throws off my entire stability and i get pushed into cyclical thoughts that i can't escape from so i just have to fast a lot
I think i left it too late. Probably sold out now. I've only been once. That time I went with rene in '23. That was fun though. Didn't even go to many of the events, mostly just enjoying the cosplay.
Rei !p8eYCadcMo
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>>1163535 I lurk moe and similar boards not so often, although once or twice a week I might not see what you see since my frequency is not high... but what? how can it affect you this much - are you sure it's not you rather than the board itself? I mean it in the most genuine way possible! I just don't feel there's anything wrong. At the same time I am not affected mentally by CP spam as you said earlier... so idk
it just came to me at a bad time I believe that day I had been down with covid, hadn't slept after trolling a scammer, argued with essentially a pawn shop worker the image had been for up hours and the fact pissed me the fuck off the same day I cut off my long hair and went down the rabbothole of PFAs as well
!ReneWy59x.
it was just a lot of stuff had built up to that day
so I guesd it's me and the cp that is the problem? i misread the question
!ReneWy59x.
also how are you not affected by seeing that garbage
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>>1163934 Its pretty icky and I dont like seeing it either
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I just meant to say that you shouldn't stop doing something you like to do (in this case access here and other places) if it's not unhealthy. I am not sure what too tell you about how I'm not affected. I've been online for a long time, and I'm probably sedated to most stuff like that. Filtering out whatever I've seen and moving on with my life... I guess.
Either way, I've abandoned most ibs I've once browsed almost daily. In that regard, the reasons were that I did not like the people there anymore, mostly because newer generations are hard for me to relate to.
i usually do a lot of sets of the main workout pyeamid up to my max then down w slow reps then do 3x8-12 of accessories so like bench day bar, 1 plate, 2 plate, 2plate plus change until i dont hit like 3 reps then back to 2 plate slower reps 8-12
