tonight? i don't even know, tilde does all the work :) i just mean in general the thing about anime is that you often don't know what's gonna be good until you watch it i've been pleasantly surprised (and unpleasantly mortified) dozens of times but you'll never know if you don't try~
tilde was previously away on discord i booted up steam and it says he went offline 2 mins ago and now he's offline on discord which is either a good sign, because he restarted his PC or something or it's a bad sign because he was disintegrated in a massive asteroid collision that wiped out half of canada
well I'll hang around to see if he shows up how many bang shows did we have? tonight is the night all those gender bender shows air
i love lappland
genius prince and wise man's apprentice i really only have a problem with the almost uncannily specific situation in that one show it's like if i had a really terrible life experience with an orange and purple striped upside down sports car and then tomorrow there aired a show about upside down orange sports cars and a villain who paints purple stripes on things
and a lot more to being male than just the superficial too, ofc
i love lappland
i don't disagree if anything that's kind of what was at the heart of what happened i think they thought that they could flip a switch and confess and it'd be like some storybook but i was never going to have feelings for them like that the irony is that they also just assumed a lot about me that led them to do and say a lot of what they did to me, ultimately leading to things i can't really ever forgive them for but they should've just talked to me, like a friend but i guess that's why they aren't one, maybe? i don't know and i've had to confront it a lot more recently, partially thanks to well mostly thanks to the airing of this show causing me to think about something i tried to forget but idk, i still don't really want to watch it
it can probably apply to both~ i guess i wouldn't know how they are now if i don't try to find out but my perspective one things like that these days is that there's just too many people and possibilities out there and getting hung up on ones from the past is not usually worth it if i think back to all the bridges i've burned or that others burnt with me, there's so few that i can imagine would be better to try and fix than an equitble amount of effort in trying to make new friends and meet new people it's maybe a cold way of looking at it but if i'm doing something bad socially, it's my lack of new connections, not relinquishing my old ones
also yeah i definitely get what you mean there's all kinds and some people know what they want and get it and some people don't know what they want or don't understand the gravity of their decisions and things can get pretty out of hand quickly and most toxic behavior is borne of people who are in situations that feel out of hand to them, i think