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Kirara 🚗
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Kirara 🚗
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I'm going to get brunch with my family tomorrow
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I might eat a steak tomorrow
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I'm going to go shopping tomorrow.
Kirara 🚗
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i will probably go to eat brunch and then come home and clean my tent and stuff
and mourn my last day of freedom
i'll have to get everything ready for classes and put my calendar together
i'm really bad at organizing stuff
i wish fish was here to help me organize
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I'm probably going to sleep all day cause I'll be up late tonight cause of D&D.
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what are you going to get
The glasses make this so good
there was a sewing desk + sewing machine at goodwill for six dollars
i really wanted it but i had no way of getting it home
it's amazing the stuff they have for so cheap
Kirara 🚗
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yeah, goodwill is really good
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i really would like to get my etsy shop rolling again
i haven't done it since 2011 though
the environment has prolly changed so much
i would need a lot of materials to start and i'm always strapped
it's okay to dream though
Kirara 🚗
imagine being one of the weirdos that goes through every marvel movie carefully combing every frame for dates and times in order to put together a chronology of events
i have to respect that dedication but i can't imagine having the patience or attention span to do that
how much do they get paid though
Kirara 🚗
they do it for free
oh i thought you meant production coordinators
Kirara 🚗
oh, no
the people that work the time from that standpoint are actually the directors and writers in the marvel studios dealio
they don't have special people that work on that stuff although they do have production documents that they can reference
at least that's my understanding based on what my godson's dad has told me

i mean the people that go and do that for like
marvel wikia or whatever
i do a lot of transcripts for free for various efforts
probably if it's something you already do as your job it's not very much effort to do in your off time

for instance, people that are historical accuracy consultants for movies and most of their consulting is ignored, it's probably really easy for them to point out all the moments that a given movie is historically inaccurate
Kirara 🚗
do you think people that do that kind of thing and just go and make fan lists of chronology?
the marvel cinematic universe only has one or two known inaccuracies
and they're both in the spider-man homecoming movie
there are just timelines in the MCU that have come across like a hundred shows and movies and they have it down to like, certain episodes taking place during certain movies and stuff like that

if historical accuracy consultants really just go and construct elaborate timelines for universes to put on fan websites
what's the question in your first line
i can't tell
yeah probably
the verification process is pretty rich, and archiving, i think, is a natural human compulsion
people are just naturally interested in that stuff, i think, even if it's not raising any issues of something being wrong

we're all hoarders tbh, it's just a matter of whether we're hoarding information and processing it versus physical objects for their repurposing
Kirara 🚗
it's just the amount of content they would have to go through that astounds me
there is literally more than 60 hours of content that's part of the MCU
probably more like 90 hours honestly
to be able to go through it slowly and comb it for hints as to when that scene is happening for nearly every scene
the amount of effort and the patience and the attention span necessary to do that
i can't imagine being able to do that no matter how much i wanted to
how many hours do you think individuals have spent combing through JFK assassination footage though
i think a lot of it is networked efforts
someone brings something up and then you review it with the social reward of contributing and engaging in a revived discussion
and given how large the MCU viewerbase is, there's going to be a lot of interaction
Kirara 🚗
yeah, i guess that's true
i think people generally just really like processing information and being involved in stuff, but given circumstances, there's a lack of importance in most things that most people are going to process

processing that level of MCU details seems pointlessly meticulous, but i've seen instances of groups of people spending hundreds of man hours translating and transcribing records from pinochet's secret police as part of a counter movement
like, the only difference there is that one group really had to be actively surveying intelligence for their safety
but i feel like that's kind of what the human brain is acclimated to
we don't have that, and some people have relatively few stresses, but i think we still search for ways to precipitate and shed the outer energy shells occupying our mind
Kirara 🚗
yeah that's a good point

even i once combed through eva 3.33 with a friend trying to pull out every last bit of info out of it
but that was before my life was stressful
some people's lives are never stressful
some people's lives are so stressful that they find less stressful ways to channel their focus
i don't deal with chinese infosec anymore
i just write out shit about natural language encryption and linguistic entropy and sometimes transcribe market research
wholesome shit
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Kirara 🚗
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do you remember what it's like to not be a tumultuous ball of stress

that car isn't even moving forward it's just shaking
is it the guy in the car?
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i'm tryna do that now but you can't escape your past i guess
i still get a lot of arbitrary harassment
i'm pretty stressed out about taxes now
i can't really remember a time when i didn't have stress, except maybe when i was in the military
that was so easy it was disorienting
Kirara 🚗
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i was talking to someone yesterday and we were talking about how seeing people die changes you and he was like "i don't think i could get ptsd" it was so weird to me

i don't remember what it feels like to not be stressed out
but there are times when my stress isn't painful
like sitting in my house or at school or whatever my stress is so painful
but like when i was camping my stress was so productive like even my ptsd stress
it felt so good it helped me stay safe
like even when it was 30 degrees out and i wasn't properly prepared for sleeping in that temperature, it was such a positive stressor

i look around me and see so many people so well adapted to living like they do in modern society and it's just so weird to me, i think i'm too far gone to be able to relate
The driver
yes indeed
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oh i'll wait
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>but like when i was camping my stress was so productive like even my ptsd stress
yeah, that's some of what i mean about precipitation and being in synchronicity
when stress applies more stimulation that // than your environment calls for, you're left with some precipitates that you have to shed to achieve lowest energy level -- or more properly, equilibrium to the environment
being a complete and whole human being really involves, i think, creating an equilibrium between your nurtured internal energy and the environmental energy in a meaningful manner, and not shedding it trivially to compromise

i feel like the ways that we do equalize are just social momenta that trivialize the extent of a human feeling
i say a human feeling, and not human feeling, for very good reason
the uniquity of our own perceptions and relations is a significant attribute to general humanity, and that's why we're built with such complexity

i really want to be somewhere where my concerns and distresses are things i have control over and can manifest into changes in my own environmental conditions, and not have to distract with surrogate activity and precipitate as anxiety in order to accomodate social norm

i just want to be a whole human for once, instead of this divided mess of anxiety and ambition that is marginalized by society and never able to integrate internally
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but i'm just drunk, you know? i'm a drunk miscreant who made the wrong choices in life so i'm just a rambling loon
it's just the wiles of someone who can't take responsibility for their own misdoings, whose mind is poisoned, and who sins
that's just how it goes
nothing here to see
Kirara 🚗
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i would like to be a whole human too
but i guess some worlds aren't meant for us
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well i'm just in limbo here
i try to precipitate towards my inclination socially without being an extremist
probably got a few papers on NLE and linguistics to shuffle out if i can endure that long, then i'll be off
i know you're still in conflict, but a couple years maybe to decide whether or not you wanna join
i'd like to experience some true VR before i go away from technology, the same way i'd like a big bottle of aged bourbon before i separate from alcohol, but those concessions are not mandatory

i really do feel the same way about technology as alcohol on the social level
we lose the ability to gauge when to stop and what's harmful, and we're constantly exposed to more opportunity
it is equally as intoxicating, but with less biologically-harmful effects
Kirara 🚗
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yeah i'm starting to think you're right about that

do you wanna go camping in like august?
i can come out and we can find somewhere close to you for some dispersed camping and just go sit in the woods for a few days
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i don't have a vehicle
it may be easier if we went there and you bought me a ticket than you buying you a ticket to come here
i'm --
i just googled and there are no brown bears here, so it's probably fine
it can get pretty cold though
maybe we can go to the great lakes

early or late august? i'm not sure if i'll be back from mongolia by then
you guys were coming right
Kirara 🚗
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i can probably work something out for a vehicle if we need transportation to a campsite
it'd probably be early august

are you really gonna go to mongolia?
if you weren't kiddin about goin i might be able to work something out and join i'd have to crunch some numbers
philly trip will be in mid-august
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no, no need
i'm not going to mongolia for five weeks
i have no business to attend to in dalanzadgad
Kirara 🚗
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i don't think i've ever seen the great lakes now that i think about it
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What's so great about them anyway
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They're big
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>spider skitters across my desk
>Attempt murder
>throw away
>psych I'm still here
>runs the fuck away
Well that's unfortunate.
It's just big enough that I want it to die
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that's probably arrangeable
i would really like to see the salt flats before i die though
if i can only do one trip, it'd probably be that

and ps if i have a seizure and die or something i want you to take my ashes there
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I'm tired
But I'm at D&D
Kirara 🚗
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are you expecting to die soon?
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not expecting, but not skeptical that it could happen
i'm very seizure prone, dependant on two types of CNS depressants, and tryna take an SNRI which lowers seizure threshold
possible recent exposure to black mold
and a pain in my right side which i could probably describe as an inflamed appendix, which could be very deadly if burst

i'd obviously go to the hospital if anything was seriously wrong, but i just want the disclaimer out there in the event that i don't have the foresight to manage things in advance
it just means enough to me to mention a few extra times i'd really like my ashes collected and scattered on the salt flats
but not just like the pull up point
there's a small mound in the visible distance that's like a mile or two away from the main point along the utah entrance on the main highway going through there -- not through salt lake, but mid-Utah with the bluffs
just take me up there and mix me up with some kratom and milk (whole, homo) and pour me out
Kirara 🚗
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do you want to try to go to the salt flats in early august
Kirara 🚗
i'm not sure if we could get more than just you and me though
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want to, yeah
i'm so financially insecure that i can't guarantee anything
irs could start garnishing my shit any time
assuming all is fine though, i would like to
Kirara 🚗
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there is a free bureau of land that matters place we could camp like right next to the salt flats
we could probably get the trip done for the price of a flight and food
if you crunch some numbers and it looks possible let me know and i can figure my stuff out
or if not we can do it another time
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what if 25,000 years from now in the transhuman landscape there are amphetamine salt flats
which to trans-humans have no purpose so just exist as landscapes the same way salt flats do to us
even though salt was the most scarce and valuable thing to some cambrian entities
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Samurai Lal'C !KW2DbpWwls
i got a sick tracer potg
one moment please
happy moth's day
Kirara 🚗
that'd be pretty neat
don't forget to with @animemothers a happy mother's day
Kirara 🚗
water you up to
Who am I?
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Oh, just hanging out.
Playing a little fire emblem awakening before anime.
Kirara 🚗
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Sounds like a good time
I'm just hangin out
Doing the usual
Who are you?
I am...
Very nice
hi mom
where's my happy mom's day huh
wait for dad day
i am more moms than i am dads
by two
Kirara 🚗
moon is a good mom
thank you
you are dad to me
Kirara 🚗
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What are people doing?
Kirara 🚗
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Just reading through Nigerian news
Samurai Lal'C !KW2DbpWwls
okay here's the potg
The drink
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why does everyone call me mom
another internet community I'm in has started calling me mom lately and is ironically celebrating mother's day for me
Kirara 🚗
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anime >>496938 →
you're like a smother figure i guess
Kirara 🚗
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rika is sisterly
she's not really motherly
she's a spinster
Kirara 🚗
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wow no she's not
Kirara 🚗
if i'm forced to watch adverts i should be able to select products i don't want to see
don't show me alcohol adverts for example
I'd like that for an advertising system
which drink

what do you think of the way google advertises stuff to you with your data
Like I'm always seeing ads for gunpla and nerd shit
Can you imagine if they started advertising booze to people who search things like "local alcoholics anonymous meeting"
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booze companies trying to get you to relapse is the way of capitalism
Kirara 🚗
google can't get enough of a grasp of me to advertise to me well and i only see ads on my phone or hulu or something
so i don't really know
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Wow, you've defeated the alogorithim
You're too deep for Google
Kirara 🚗
yeah i guess
i'm just not generic enough for google to get a good read on me
i only get ads for scams
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google shows me ads for shit like beds and retirement plans idk why
Kirara 🚗
hulu shows me alcohol and stuff because it doesn't have access to any aggregate data about me
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It's because you keep saying stuff like "wow work sucks" so it assumes you wanna retire and go to bed
It's reading your /moe/ posts
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if they're reading my /moe/ posts it should be showing me ads for anime and stuff!
like 80% of my posts are in the anime thread these days
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Maybe they came to the conclusion that no one buys anime
So they don't bother advertising it
Kirara 🚗
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